Friday,Jul 1 2005, 01:02:53 AMRammstein

Helo people. I havent got a thing  to say really, well umm I am gonna be anuty^^ hehe^^ I am more happy these days^^ hehe^^ well um...what to say I really got nothing to say but that I love listen to the Rammstein cd that my brother got me for my bday^^ its Reise Reise one^^ I have read 3 books in one day^^ thats good^^ and umm yeah...I am trying to think about what to write now^^ I knoow...lol no I dont. lol well I just leanred that umm...that I started to learn to walk when I was going to my cousin funrel or whatever, and that she held me before she died like only 2 hours or so after I have this feeling that I got to go see her grave now but I dont want to cause I am scared to. I like going to graves and everything its just that I dont like going in the day for some reason, in the night time I would go but in the day thats  another story which I dont know where it even startes. um..yeah I guess I should go bcaue I have been puutting this off for like 3 months and yeah. well I am gonna go think if I should go or no well byebye love you all please tell me that I am not crazy for having this feeling. well bybeye. love you all.

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Monday,Jun 27 2005, 03:21:15 AMTwas my bday^^

Twas my bday on the 24^^ I got alot of stuff^^ like a cd player, 7 cds, a ring a necklace, some shirts a mini skiert. a lot of stuff! money of course! well thats ll I even wanted to say^^ I am goinng sgo now^^ bnyebye

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Monday,May 30 2005, 08:38:31 PMMy life so far.

hmm...my life so far. well I have had many boyfriends. I had have one that used to hit me...I dont want to say his name, no one has known this and here I am writing about it when anyone can read it. Isnt that smart? Well now I have this one boyfriend who I love very much, His name is Adam Grant. Well hmm right now I am depressed because..well hmmm....I was raped before by some lose who I know. I was going to have a kid but not anymore...I used to do drugs and drink alot. right now I really want a drink but I cant. I shouldnt but I want to...well right ...

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