Journals
Monday,May 30 2005, 08:38:31 PMMy life so far.
hmm...my life so far. well I have had many boyfriends. I had have one that used to hit me...I dont want to say his name, no one has known this and here I am writing about it when anyone can read it. Isnt that smart? Well now I have this one boyfriend who I love very much, His name is Adam Grant. Well hmm right now I am depressed because..well hmmm....I was raped before by some lose who I know. I was going to have a kid but not anymore...I used to do drugs and drink alot. right now I really want a drink but I cant. I shouldnt but I want to...well right now I should shut up before I say anymore cause Adam is on this thing. He seems to find me everywhere. well I think there is one thing that he doesnt know about. or maybe two but I dont want to tell him it or something I dont know. well I must be off. I love adam very much, he is pretty much why I am still here. I mean...you should know. I mean still alive. I want to be dead now. I want to go away and never come back...well I must be off cause I am at school and yeah...write you later people. byebye
