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Reb3lhaRt's Homepage http://www.zorpia.com/Reb3lhaRt Thu, 07 Jan 2010 10:26 EST Thu, 07 Jan 2010 10:26 EST Zorpia.com The Campaign to make poverty History http://www.zorpia.com/Reb3lhaRt/journal/1153433  Did you know that:   <ul> <li>Every day 6,500 people in Africa die from HIV/AIDS?  </li><li>More than 300 million people in Sub-Saharan Africa live on less than one dollar a day? </li></ul>I thought you would be interested to learn more about what's going on to stop these crises at The ONE Campaign. Americans from all over are lending their voices to this campaign and helping to fight global AIDS and poverty--one person and one vote at a time. Please visit <a href="javascript:ol('http://www.one.org');">ONE.org</a> website and learn how you too can get involved by signing the petition. Personal http://www.zorpia.com/Reb3lhaRt/journal/1153433 Mon, 09 May 2005 23:59 EST NEW WORMS SPREADING New worms spreading... http://www.zorpia.com/Reb3lhaRt/journal/1071258 NEW WORMS SPREADING New worms spreading through MSN Messenger -- and its bundled-with-Windows Windows Messenger version -- via links to a malicious site are infecting users and leaving their PCs open to hacker hijack, security vendors reported Monday. The new worms, tagged as Kelvir.a and Kelvir.b, appeared over the weekend and on Monday, respectively, anti-virus vendors said. Both use the same mechanism to attract users and infect Windows-based PCs: they include a link in the instant message. That link, in turn, downloads a malicious file -- the actual worm, a variant of the long-running Spybot -- which opens a backdoor to the compromised machine. Kelvir spreads by sending itself to all the MSN/Windows Messenger contacts on the infected PC, and poses as cryptic messages such as lol! see it! u''ll like it! and omg this is funny! The link opens a .pif-formatted file. .pif files are also often a format-of-choice for mass-mailed worms. Also on Monday, another worm -- dubbed Sumon.a by U.K.-based Sophos -- was discovered spreading via MSN/Windows Messenger. Sumon, which propagates over peer-to-peer file-sharing networks as well, is much more aggressive. It disables a long list of security software, tries to overwrite the HOSTS file so commonly-accessed security Web sites can''t be reached, and picks from a large number of links, including Fat Elvis! lol! and Crazy frog gets killed by train! to entice downloads. The boom in IM worms shouldn''t come as a surprise: most security companies that made prognostications in late 2004 cited instant messaging as the next big attack avenue. The number of threats is increasing... Latest outbreaking news... IM INFECTED!!!! argh.... fedup!!   Personal http://www.zorpia.com/Reb3lhaRt/journal/1071258 Tue, 08 Mar 2005 06:42 EST MSN MESSENGER VIRUS What it does: Bropia.E... http://www.zorpia.com/Reb3lhaRt/journal/1070881 MSN MESSENGER VIRUS What it does: Bropia.E is a worm that installs another worm, detected by Panda Software as W32/Gaobot.CTX.worm, on the affected computer. Bropia.E spreads via MSN Messenger. The user receives a notice within Messenger that User xxxxx is sending you an attachment named yyy.zzz. User xxxxx is likely to be someone the recipient knows, since the recipient was in his address book. File yyy.zzz will have one of the following names, and is 188,928 bytes in size.: â€¢ BEDROOM-THONGS.PIF â€¢ HOT.PIF â€¢ LMAO.PIF â€¢ NAKED_DRUNK.PIF â€¢ NEW_WEBCAM.PIF â€¢ ROFL.PIF â€¢ UNDERWARE.PIF â€¢ DRUNK_LOL.PIF â€¢ WEBCAM_004.PIF â€¢ SEXY_BEDROOM.PIF â€¢ NAKED_PARTY.PIF â€¢ LOVE_ME.PIF â€¢ LOL.SCR â€¢ WEBCAM.PIF â€¢ BEDROOM-THONGS.PIF â€¢ NAKED_DRUNK.PIF â€¢ UNDERWARE.PIF â€¢ HOT.PIF â€¢ HAHAHAHA.PIF â€¢ ME_2005.PIF â€¢ SISTER.PIF 1. Remember to update your virus definitions. 2. DONT ACCEPT ANY FILE WITH A STRANGE NAME. PERIOD. If you Want get into specifics, Donâ€™t accept any file with extension *.pif, *.exe, *.bat . The Pif file extension is the oldest form of file a hacker has used to contain a program or trigger. 3. Removal: <A href="http://securityresponse.symantec.com/avcenter/venc/data/w32.bropia.removal.tool.html">Symantec Website</A> Executive Summary Name: W32/Bropia.E.worm (Panda Software) Affects: Windows 2003/XP/2000/NT/ME/98 Other names: â€¢ W32.Bropia â€¢ W32.Bropia.J â€¢ W32.Bropia.N â€¢ W32.Bropia.P Personal http://www.zorpia.com/Reb3lhaRt/journal/1070881 Mon, 07 Mar 2005 22:53 EST Love Story on Valentines Day.. (wonder if... http://www.zorpia.com/Reb3lhaRt/journal/1044058 Love Story on Valentines Day.. (wonder if its true..) <TABLE> <TBODY> <TR class=topbar> <TD>Love Story</TD> <TD style="TEXT-ALIGN: right"></TD></TR> <TR> <TD class=elem colSpan=2>A YEAR AGO today, I had lunch with my boyfriend and took the opportunity to complain to him. "Today is Valentine's Day. Why didn't you give me any flowers?" He raised his eyebrow. "Why should I give you flowers? You are not my anyone." "Then... you should at least give me a card!" I pouted my lips, hurt by his tone. "I know, I know. After lunch, I'll send you an e-card." "E-card??" That sounds so impersonal, but that's the way he is. "You have to e-mail it to me. I'll be waiting." I excitedly smiled and ran to sneak home after lunch to check e-mail. Even though he wouldn't use any romantic words, I still looked forward to the card. "I'm going back to work. Hurry and send me the card!" As soon as I walked in my door, I turned on my computer and got online. Staring at the empty inbox, I began to reminisce about how we met. Maybe no one will believe me, but my boyfriend and I were actually neighbors. Our homes were only 1 wall away. Ever since we were kids, we liked to fight with each other all day long. We were only neighbors. At that time, I hated my parents for making us live next to him. At that time, I had a crush on a senior. After a while, I found out that the senior student had lots of girlfriends. When I cried about it, he silently passed me a handkerchief and awkwardly held me in his arms. "I told you he wasn't any good." He roughly comforted me. I cried in his arms the whole night, and began to see him in a different way. Things began to change between us. We still fought all the time, but he started to look at me differently. And I blushed and my heart beat faster when he was near. We both knew: we fell in love with each other. Even with this knowledge, neither of us said anything. Even though we would not be able to resist and kissed each other constantly. Even though we cared about each other's every moves. Both of us refused to admit our love. Alright, we became lovers, but we still wouldn't say we loved each other. We didn't even spend Valentine's Day together until he saw me share dinner with a man one Valentine's Day. That night, he waited for me in front of my door and said that he would take me out to dinner on Valentine's Day from then on. I have to say that he was very arrogant. But I nodded and accepted his request. Since then, we spent every Valentine's Day together. On the surface, we may have left each other. But in reality, we were still together. We spent every Valentine's Day together but each year became more dreary than the next because he never told me he loved me even with all my hints. Still facing the empty inbox, I suddenly grew very angry. He wouldn't say it and wouldn't send me a card. What did he mean? Who did he think I was? I called his cell phone. "Hello." He picked up the phone. "I didn't receive the card." I immediately showed my displeasure. "You didn't receive it?" He seemed really busy. "But I sent it." He was really busy but I didn't care. "I didn't receive it. Send it again." "Okay, I'll send you 100 times. Is that good enough??" He said with impatience. His tone further infuriated me. Is that how lovers speak to each other? "Don't bother sending it to me. And you don't have to pick me up tonight. I'll eat dinner by myself." "Don't be childish, ok? I'm really busy." "I AM childish!" I hung up the phone and tears rolled down my cheeks. Childish?? Why didn't he consider the situation? We've gone out for so many years and spent countless Valentine's Day together. I never received any flowers nor cards from him. Now, I just want a little e-card. Is that too much to ask for?? I unplugged the phone from the wall and turned off my cell phone. I didn't want to hear his explanations. After I returned to the hospital, I instructed the receptionist not to forward me any phone calls. I wanted to concentrate on work. Because there were so many emergencies today, I was sweating 1 hour later and forgot about our argument. "Dr. Shu, please take a look at that patient." As I was collecting my equipment, the shrill sound of an ambulance sounded outside the ER. When I stepped out the door, the emergency medics hurriedly wheeled in a gurney. "What happened to him?" I asked the 1st medic. Everyone else were trying to help put the patient on the gurney. He was covered with blood. "Car accident." The medic replied. "Very serious. He may die." I nodded and ran to the operating room with them. When I arrived, the nurses told me that the man had already stopped breathing and also his heartbeat also stopped. "Prepare for shock." I calmly instructed the nurses. Saving people is our duty. We can't and shouldn't lose our calm. But when I saw who laid on the operating table, I lost my calm. That person was my BOYFRIEND! "NO..." I stood in shock. "NO!!!" I grabbed the paddles and continuously shocked his body. His body bounced up and down from the shocks. The scared nurses went to find another doctor, to tell him that I was crazy. I didn't know if I was crazy or not. I just wanted to save my lover. Even though we fought all the time. Even though he never showed me his love. I still wanted to save him. He still owed me a card. He couldn't die! I threw away the paddles and began to press on his heart. I pressed with all my strength, hoping it would revive him, but he didn't wake up. He didn't even say "It hurts". He just laid there with his eyes closed, punishing me with his silence. Dr. Jian angrily pushed me away. By that time, I couldn't see clearly anymore. I cried. I wailed. I bowled until no sounds could come out of my mouth. "It's too late, Dr. Shu. He's already dead. I'm sorry." Dr. Jian patted me on the shoulder. They knew each other and ate together once. I introduced them. "He can't die." I shook my head. "He can't die!!" I struggled to run to him. "Dr. SHU, control yourself!" Dr. Jian slapped me. "I understand what you're going through, but you're a doctor." "Yes, I'm a doctor, but I'm also a regular person. How can Dr. Jian understand how I feel? I've loved him for so many years that it's become a habit. How can I just throw away a habit? Besides, he still owed me a card. "I want him to live! I want him to live!" I ran to him again and tried to knock the life back into his body. "Take her away!" That day, I lost my control and my professionalism. And that day happened to be Valentine's Day. Afterwards, I asked his co-workers why he left work early that day. They told me that after I hung up the phone, he tried to call me several times but couldn't reach me. Worried, he drove to the hospital to find me and got hit by a large truck on the way. When I heard this, I froze. My tantrum killed him. Just because of an unmailed card, he died. After that, I lost my privilege to be childish. Like an abandoned cat, I couldn't even cry anymore. After his death, I couldn't cry anymore, regardless of how touching the plot or how tear-jerking the dialogue. They didn't affect me anymore. I turned on computer after a year later, even though I know no one will send me a mail, I still hoped that someone will remember me on this day. GOSH....I have.... 100 emails! Who would be bored enough to send me 100 junk mail? I was just about to delete them all when I received another mail, and this one said: "Because of system error, we could not send these until today. We apologize for the delay." The sender was my BOYFRIEND!!! I looked at the 1st mail. It showed the send date is last year's Valentine's Day. My heart began to beat fast. Could he have sent these? With a trembling hand, I opened the mail. The first thing that popped up was a gorgeous red rose set against green leaves. Then a beautiful melody began to play...."Only Love". I couldn't believe it. The rose was so beautiful and the music was so dreamy. I almost thought I was in a fantasy. Most touching of all were the words underneath the rose, because the words read like a beautiful poem. "Only love can make a memory. Only love can make a moment last. You were there and all the world was young and all it's songs unsung. And I remember you then when love was all, all you were living for, and how you gave that love to me...." The lyrics of this song fits our love so closely. When he was alive, my world was so young. Every day, I could find a something different to fight with him about. But after he left, my life is only left with memories and coldness that will never go away. When I read these words, my tears unconsciously came, wetting the keyboard. I replied 100 times, and "Only Love" played 100 times. In this cold Valentine's night, the line that's been broken for LAST ONE YEAR finally got RECONNECTED. Moral of the story : ==================== Try to express out your feeling towards each other so that both know what u are thinking!! ;) </TD></TR></TBODY></TABLE>So Happy Valentines Day ALL!!    ><EMBED src=http://i.euniverse.com/funpages/cms_content/9726/thismuch02.swf width=493 height=362 type=application/x-shockwave-flash>   Personal http://www.zorpia.com/Reb3lhaRt/journal/1044058 Sat, 12 Feb 2005 12:28 EST jokes0az.gif They were in love, but neither w http://www.zorpia.com/Reb3lhaRt/journal/1043992   <IMG id=thepic onclick="scaleImg('thepic')" height=267 alt=jokes0az.gif src="http://img198.exs.cx/img198/6305/jokes0az.gif" width=480 onload="scaleImg('thepic')"> They were in love, but neither would let the other know. And while they were dying of passion, hatred was all they show. They parted at last, and only in dreams did their love live on. Long ago they perished, and scarcely knew they were gone. - Heinrich Heine     Personal http://www.zorpia.com/Reb3lhaRt/journal/1043992 Sat, 12 Feb 2005 11:36 EST [IMAGE] Something is seriously wrong with... http://www.zorpia.com/Reb3lhaRt/journal/1030645   <IMG style="WIDTH: 251px; HEIGHT: 152px" height=113 src="http://img172.exs.cx/img172/9674/pcblus6do.gif" width=251>   Something is seriously wrong with Zorpia these days..!! I know that I have changed my background font.. and hey.. that song shouldnt be played no more!! Its something else! Gosh!! Wats HAPPENIN?!! Weiii!! Quit playing games with my hart lah.. wei..!! First it was  "hope sumtin, sumtin"... then "ninja turtle"..and not forgetting the forever endlessly waiting "we are experiencing a heavy traffic.. please wait while we load you in 1 minute..( that 1 minute can end up to like 15 minutes at times Weiiiiii!! ,  you giving me hyper tension or wat? Dun tease me neh.. or i will get excited!! wahahaaaaah! Well here is, A joke played once too many times, will not seems funny anymore- Reb3lhart. KAHA HAHHAAArk!!! Well watever it is I hope that the Zorpia Team will manage to find watever bug that has been infecting their server.. Maybe some jerk has been playing silly prank with all those irritating scripts.. Go get em guysz... or you might lose your users soon.. SHOOOOH!!     Personal http://www.zorpia.com/Reb3lhaRt/journal/1030645 Mon, 31 Jan 2005 05:22 EST ~HERE WITHOUT YOU~ http://www.zorpia.com/Reb3lhaRt/journal/1030102   ~HERE WITHOUT YOU~ <EMBED style="WIDTH: 570px; HEIGHT: 308px" src=http://www.imgag.com/product/full/ap/3054960/graphic1.swf type=application/x-shockwave-flash>     Personal http://www.zorpia.com/Reb3lhaRt/journal/1030102 Sun, 30 Jan 2005 14:34 EST Sesekali Tuhan menurunkan musibahsekelip... http://www.zorpia.com/Reb3lhaRt/journal/1016410 <CENTER><EMBED src=http://news.bbc.co.uk/media/news_web/video/40674000/nb/40674411_nb_16x9.asx width=316 height=256 type=video/x-ms-asf autostart="false"> </CENTER> <CENTER> </CENTER> <CENTER>Sesekali Tuhan menurunkan musibah</CENTER> <CENTER>sekelip mata pantai berubah.</CENTER> <CENTER>Memang lumrah adat manusia</CENTER> <CENTER>Insafnya hanya sementara.</CENTER> <CENTER>Astafirullah Ya ALLAH</CENTER> <CENTER>Subhanallah</CENTER> <CENTER>Innalillah!</CENTER> <CENTER> </CENTER> <CENTER>- </CENTER> <CENTER>AWID.</CENTER> Personal http://www.zorpia.com/Reb3lhaRt/journal/1016410 Sun, 23 Jan 2005 06:17 EST I Have Learned I've learned that you cannot... http://www.zorpia.com/Reb3lhaRt/journal/1009890 <TABLE> <TBODY> <TR class=topbar> <TD style="COLOR: white">  <A href="http://www.anvari.org/cols/I_Have_Learned/I_Have_Learned_3.html">I Have Learned </A></TD> <TD style="TEXT-ALIGN: right"></TD></TR> <TR> <TD class=elem colSpan=2> I've learned that you cannot make someone love you. All you can do is stalk them and hope they panic and give in. I've learned that no matter how much I care, some people are just assholes. I've learned that it takes years to build up trust, and it only takes suspicion, not proof, to destroy it. I've learned that you can get by on charm for about fifteen minutes.After that, you'd better have a big weenie. I've learned that you shouldn't compare yourself to others - they aremore screwed up than you think. I've learned that you can keep puking long after you think you're finished. I've learned that we are responsible for what we do, unless we are celebrities. I've learned that regardless of how hot and steamy a relationship is at first,the passion fades, and there had better be a lot of money to take its place. I've learned that the people you care most about in life are taken from you too soon and all the less important ones just never go away. Pass this along to 5 friends...trust me, they'll appreciate it. Who knows, maybe something good will happen. If not...tough shit!!</TD></TR></TBODY></TABLE> <CENTER><IMG src="http://img108.exs.cx/img108/2406/stress127nz.jpg"> </CENTER> Personal http://www.zorpia.com/Reb3lhaRt/journal/1009890 Fri, 21 Jan 2005 15:53 EST IF YOU LOVE SOMEONE; Shakespeare: if you... http://www.zorpia.com/Reb3lhaRt/journal/1009883 IF YOU LOVE SOMEONE; Shakespeare: if you love someone, Set her free .... If she ever comes back, she's yours, If she doesn't, here's the poison, suicide yourself for her. Optimist: If you love someone, Set her free .... Don't worry, she will come back. Suspicious: If you love someone, Set her free .... If she ever comes back, ask her why. Impatient: If you love someone, Set her free .... If she doesn't comes back within some time forget her. Patient: IF you love someone, Set her free .... If she doesn't come back, continue to wait until she comes back. Playful: If you love someone, Set her free .... *If she comes back, and if you love her still, set her free again, repeat* C++ Programmer: if(you-love(m_she)) m_she.free() if(m_she == NULL) m_she= new CShe; Lawyers: If you love someone, Set her free, Clause 1a of Paragraph 13a-1 in the second amendment of the Matrimonial Freedom Act clearly states that.... Bill Gates: If you love someone,Set her free, If she comes back, I think we can charge her for re-installation fees but tell her that she's also going to get an upgrade. Biologist: If you love someone, Set her free, She'll evolve. Statisticians: If you love someone, Set her free, If she loves you, the probability of her coming back is high If she doesn't, the Weibull distribution and your relation was improbable anyway. Salesman: If you love someone, Set her free .... If she ever comes back, deal! If she doesn't, so what! "NEXT". Schwarzenegger's fans: If you love someone, Set her free, SHE'LL BE BACK! Insurance agent: If you love someone, Show her the plan .... If she ever comes back, sign her up, If she doesn't, keep follow up with her and never give up! Physician: If you love someone, Set her free .... If she ever comes back, it's the law of gravity, If she doesn't, either there's friction higher than the force or the angle of collision between two objects did not synchronize at the right angle. Mathematician: If you love someone, Set her free .... If she ever comes back, 1 + 1 = 2 (peanut!), If she doesn't, Y = 2X - log(0.46Y^2 + (cos(52/34X)) x 5Y^(-0.5)c) where c is the infinite constant of no turning point. Nowadays' style: If You Love Someone, Set it free, If It Comes Back, It is Yours If It Doesn't, Hunt it Down and Kill It...!!! OR PERHAPS REPORT TO IMMIGRATION THAT SHE/HE IS AN ILLEGAL If you love someone WHY IN THE FIRST PLACE SET HER FREE??? CARELESS IDIOT!!!       <CENTER><EMBED name=breakin_up03.swf pluginspage=http://www.macromedia.com/go/getflashplayer/ src=http://i.euniverse.com/funpages/cms_content/9631/breakin_up03.swf width=550 height=400 type=application/x-shockwave-flash quality="high" menu="false"> </EMBED></CENTER> Personal http://www.zorpia.com/Reb3lhaRt/journal/1009883 Fri, 21 Jan 2005 15:18 EST CYCLING FOR DIABETES - THE 35 HOUR CHALLENGE... http://www.zorpia.com/Reb3lhaRt/journal/993030                               CYCLING FOR DIABETES                             - THE 35 HOUR CHALLENGE -       This is a charity project initiated by Wendy Chan <A href="http://www.yuffy.com">http://www.yuffy.com</A>  a cyclist who will cycle solo from Singapore to Malacca and back within 35 hours. The main objectives are to promote public awareness for diabetes and also to raise funds for the Diabetic Society of Singapore. The total distance to be covered is approximately 500 kilometres. A support vehicle will escort her throughout the journey to provide drinks, food, technical and medical assistance.       The project is supported by South West CDC, North East CDC,Daimler Chrysler, CDANS Country Club, Lions Clubs of Singapore District 308 A1, Lions Club of Singapore Metropolitan, Lions Club of Ayer Keroh Malacca and many others Day One            : Saturday, 26 Feb 2005 Departure          : 7.30 am flag off at CDANS Country Club by Mr. Zainul Abidin Rasheed, Minister of State for Foreign Affairs, Mayor for North East CDC and MP for Aljunied GRC Day Two            : Sunday, 27 Feb   2005 Arrival            : 3.00 pm arrive at Woodlands Checkpoint A group of cyclists will accompany Wendy to the finish point at CDANS Country Club. She will be welcomed by Dr. Amy Khor Lean Suan, Mayor for South West CDC and MP for Hong Kah GRC Dr. Warren Lee, MP for Sembawang GRC and Chairman of Diabetic Society of Singapore will also be present. Members of the public will be invited to participate in the cycling event to Woodlands Checkpoint and back to CDANS Country Club.  DSS will set up health screening booths and exhibition counters at CDANS Country Club. Come visit us and get goodie bags and lucky dip coupons for donations of $10 and above.  Lucky dip prizes include Timex watches ! Personal http://www.zorpia.com/Reb3lhaRt/journal/993030 Mon, 17 Jan 2005 11:39 EST man!! arlene !! i had a freeking good laff... http://www.zorpia.com/Reb3lhaRt/journal/989130 <CENTER><EMBED pluginspage=http://www.macromedia.com/go/getflashplayer src=http://media.ebaumsworld.com/blockme.swf width=498 height=410 type=application/x-shockwave-flash quality="high"></EMBED> man!! arlene !! i had a freeking good laff when u send me this link..wahahaaa.. u crack me up lah gerl... sickening man this clip.. wah kah kaaaak...</CENTER> Personal http://www.zorpia.com/Reb3lhaRt/journal/989130 Sun, 16 Jan 2005 14:22 EST [IMAGE] HOW YOU CAN HELP. Thank you for your... http://www.zorpia.com/Reb3lhaRt/journal/952787 <DIV align=center><A href="http://www.mercyrelief.org/asiatidal.html" target=_parent><IMG height=288 hspace=0 src="http://www.mercyrelief.org/images/maintidal.gif" width=528 border=0></A></DIV> <DIV align=center> </DIV> <DIV align=center> <TABLE cellSpacing=0 cellPadding=0 width=400 border=0> <TBODY> <TR> <TD width=360> HOW YOU CAN HELP.</TD> <TD width=20> </TD></TR></TBODY></TABLE> <TABLE cellSpacing=0 cellPadding=0 width=400 border=0> <TBODY> <TR> <TD width=20> </TD> <TD width=360> Thank you for your generosity and support. There are several ways in which you can contribute towards the victims from the Asia Tidal Waves disaster:</TD> <TD width=20> </TD></TR></TBODY></TABLE> <TABLE cellSpacing=0 cellPadding=0 width=400 border=0> <TBODY> <TR> <TD width=20> </TD> <TD vAlign=center width=380>..........................................................................</TD></TR></TBODY></TABLE> <TABLE cellSpacing=0 cellPadding=0 width=400 border=0> <TBODY> <TR> <TD width=20> </TD> <TD width=360> 1. Monetary Donations All monies collected will be channelled towards Mercy Reliefâ€™s humanitarian relief efforts for the disaster victims. </TD> <TD width=20> </TD></TR></TBODY></TABLE> <TABLE cellSpacing=0 cellPadding=0 width=400 border=0> <TBODY> <TR> <TD width=20> </TD> <TD class=style_01a width=380>Modes of Donations</TD></TR></TBODY></TABLE> <TABLE cellSpacing=0 cellPadding=0 width=400 border=0> <TBODY> <TR> <TD width=20> </TD> <TD width=380><IMG height=1 src="http://www.mercyrelief.org/images/bluestreak.gif" width=380></TD></TR></TBODY></TABLE> <TABLE cellSpacing=0 cellPadding=0 width=400 border=0> <TBODY> <TR> <TD width=20> </TD> <TD vAlign=center width=20><IMG height=20 src="http://www.mercyrelief.org/images/arrow.gif" width=20></TD> <TD vAlign=center width=10> </TD> <TD vAlign=center width=350>TELE-MERCY</TD></TR></TBODY></TABLE> <TABLE cellSpacing=0 cellPadding=0 width=400 border=0> <TBODY> <TR> <TD width=20> </TD> <TD vAlign=center width=380>.......................................................................</TD></TR></TBODY></TABLE> <TABLE cellSpacing=0 cellPadding=0 width=400 border=0> <TBODY> <TR> <TD width=20> </TD> <TD width=370> Simply dial: 1900 - 911 1150 for $50 donation 1900 - 911 1110 for $10 donation</TD> <TD width=10> </TD></TR></TBODY></TABLE> <TABLE cellSpacing=0 cellPadding=0 width=400 border=0> <TBODY> <TR> <TD width=20> </TD> <TD width=380><IMG height=1 src="http://www.mercyrelief.org/images/bluestreak.gif" width=380></TD></TR></TBODY></TABLE> <TABLE cellSpacing=0 cellPadding=0 width=400 border=0> <TBODY> <TR> <TD width=20> </TD> <TD vAlign=center width=20><IMG height=20 src="http://www.mercyrelief.org/images/arrow.gif" width=20></TD> <TD vAlign=center width=10> </TD> <TD vAlign=center width=350> <FORM name=cart action="https://www.enetspayments.com.sg/masterMerchant/collectionPage.jsp " target=_blank><INPUT type=hidden value=" 135 " name=mid> CREDIT CARD /+ <INPUT class=style_10 type=submit value="click here" name=Input> + </FORM></TD></TR></TBODY></TABLE> <TABLE cellSpacing=0 cellPadding=0 width=400 border=0> <TBODY> <TR> <TD width=20> </TD> <TD width=380><IMG height=1 src="http://www.mercyrelief.org/images/bluestreak.gif" width=380></TD></TR></TBODY></TABLE> <TABLE cellSpacing=0 cellPadding=0 width=400 border=0> <TBODY> <TR> <TD width=20> </TD> <TD vAlign=center width=20><IMG height=20 src="http://www.mercyrelief.org/images/arrow.gif" width=20></TD> <TD vAlign=center width=10> </TD> <TD vAlign=center width=350>CHEQUES</TD></TR></TBODY></TABLE> <TABLE cellSpacing=0 cellPadding=0 width=400 border=0> <TBODY> <TR> <TD width=20> </TD> <TD vAlign=center width=380>.......................................................................</TD></TR></TBODY></TABLE> <TABLE cellSpacing=0 cellPadding=0 width=400 border=0> <TBODY> <TR> <TD width=20> </TD> <TD width=370>Please make the cheque payable to: MERCY RELIEF with 'ASIA TIDAL WAVES' written on the reverse. Please include name, address and contact number for the issuance of receipt and mail it to: Mercy Relief 36, Purvis Street, #02-03, Singapore 188613 Alternatively, you may drop in the cheque at your nearest DBS Bank/POSB Branch(es) and make your donation to: ACCOUNT NAME: MERCY RELIEF ACCOUNT NUMBER: 054-900493-6</TD> <TD width=10> </TD></TR></TBODY></TABLE> <TABLE cellSpacing=0 cellPadding=0 width=400 border=0> <TBODY> <TR> <TD width=20> </TD> <TD width=380><IMG height=1 src="http://www.mercyrelief.org/images/bluestreak.gif" width=380></TD></TR></TBODY></TABLE> <TABLE cellSpacing=0 cellPadding=0 width=400 border=0> <TBODY> <TR> <TD width=20> </TD> <TD vAlign=center width=20><IMG height=20 src="http://www.mercyrelief.org/images/arrow.gif" width=20></TD> <TD vAlign=center width=10> </TD> <TD vAlign=center width=350>DIRECT ATM TRANSFER / INTERNET BANKING</TD></TR></TBODY></TABLE> <TABLE cellSpacing=0 cellPadding=0 width=400 border=0> <TBODY> <TR> <TD width=20> </TD> <TD vAlign=center width=380>.......................................................................</TD></TR></TBODY></TABLE> <TABLE cellSpacing=0 cellPadding=0 width=400 border=0> <TBODY> <TR> <TD width=20> </TD> <TD width=370>Donate through any DBS Bank/POSB ATM Kiosk or Internet Banking account to MERCY Relief's DBS Bank account ACCOUNT NUMBER: 054-900493-6</TD> <TD width=10> </TD></TR></TBODY></TABLE> <TABLE cellSpacing=0 cellPadding=0 width=400 border=0> <TBODY> <TR> <TD width=20> </TD> <TD width=380><IMG height=1 src="http://www.mercyrelief.org/images/bluestreak.gif" width=380></TD></TR></TBODY></TABLE> <TABLE cellSpacing=0 cellPadding=0 width=400 border=0> <TBODY> <TR> <TD width=20> </TD> <TD vAlign=top width=360> 2. Donations in Kind Items that are required urgently are: Medical supplies â€¢ Antibiotics â€¢ Water purification tablets â€¢ Disposable syringes â€¢ Intravenous fluids â€¢ Paracetemol â€¢ Mineral Water & Water Purification tablets â€¢ Boxes for packing supplies You can speed up our efforts tremendously by: â€¢ Contributing only relevant donations that are useful to the disaster victims â€¢ Bringing your donations only to our designated collection centres MR together with Singapore Soka Association has setup 4 collection centres in Singapore, for collection of donations in kind. Donations require are: Centre 1* Singapore Soka Association Headquarters 10, Tampines Street 81 Tel: 67873255 Centre 2* Senja Soka Centre 11, Senja Road Tel: 67668674 Centre 3* Soka Youth Centre 156, Pasir Panjang Road Tel: 64731711 Centre 4** 144, Robinson Road The Corporate Building ....................................................................... * Centres 1, 2, 3 will be open from 31st Dec 2004 - 9 Jan 2005 ** Centre 4 will be open from 3 - 9 Jan 2005. Opening Hours for all centres are from 8.30 am - 8.30 pm</TD> <TD width=20> </TD></TR></TBODY></TABLE> <TABLE cellSpacing=0 cellPadding=0 width=400 border=0> <TBODY> <TR> <TD width=20> </TD> <TD width=380><IMG height=1 src="http://www.mercyrelief.org/images/bluestreak.gif" width=380></TD></TR></TBODY></TABLE> <TABLE cellSpacing=0 cellPadding=0 width=400 border=0> <TBODY> <TR> <TD width=20 height=9> </TD> <TD width=350 height=9>3. Corporate Sponsorship Companies can also help by: â€¢ Providing Logistical Support Large vehicles such as trucks are needed to transport supplies locally. Logistical support and transportation are needed to deliver relief supplies to affected countries. For donations in bulk and corporate sponsorship, kindly contact Mercy Relief at 6332 6320 or email to: <A class=style_01a href="mailto:query@mercyrelief.org">query@mercyrelief.org</A> â€¢ Placing Donation Cans in your organization If you wish to place MR donation cans in your offices or the premises of your organization, kindly contact Mercy Exchange at 67340114 or email to: <A class=style_01a href="mailto:query@mercyrelief.org">query@mercyrelief.org</A> </TD> <TD width=30 height=9> </TD></TR></TBODY></TABLE> <TABLE cellSpacing=0 cellPadding=0 width=400 border=0> <TBODY> <TR> <TD width=20> </TD> <TD width=380><IMG height=1 src="http://www.mercyrelief.org/images/bluestreak.gif" width=380></TD></TR></TBODY></TABLE> <TABLE cellSpacing=0 cellPadding=0 width=400 border=0> <TBODY> <TR> <TD width=20 height=9> </TD> <TD width=350 height=9> 4. Volunteering MR urgently requires volunteers to help in the following: Sort and pack items at the Central Depository Store for collected donations. The address of the Central Depository Store is: 58, Lowland Road, Singapore 547453 Volunteers are required from 3-9 January, from 3 â€“ 10 pm everyday. To volunteer, simply walk in to the Central Depository Store during opening hours. Alternatively for other volunteering opportunities, pls <A class=style_01a href="http://www.mercyrelief.org/images/Volunteerform.doc" target=_blank>download the volunteer form</A> here, and email to <A class=style_01a href="mailto:query@mercyrelief.org">query@mercyrelief.org</A> stating the areas which you would like to contribute.    </TD></TR></TBODY></TABLE></DIV> <center><embed width="460" height="334" src="http://i.euniverse.com/funpages/cms_content/9473/tsunami_prayer_promise.swf"></center> Personal http://www.zorpia.com/Reb3lhaRt/journal/952787 Tue, 04 Jan 2005 12:15 EST ermm... its beginning to look alot like... http://www.zorpia.com/Reb3lhaRt/journal/899710 <CENTER>ermm... its beginning to look alot like christmas..?</CENTER> <CENTER></CENTER> <CENTER></CENTER> <CENTER><EMBED style="WIDTH: 278px; HEIGHT: 270px" src=http://c.wimp.com/v/dump.wmv width=278 height=270 type="text/plain; charset=UTF-8" AUTOSTART="FALSE"> </CENTER> <CENTER></CENTER> <CENTER></CENTER> <CENTER>everywhere you go....</CENTER> <CENTER><IMG src="http://img.123greetings.com/eventsnew/edec_c_fun_humor/8540-011-01-1083.gif"></CENTER> <CENTER>Merry Christmas everyone !!!!</CENTER> Personal http://www.zorpia.com/Reb3lhaRt/journal/899710 Mon, 20 Dec 2004 09:46 EST Revelations 12 Dec 04 Despite bein bz with... http://www.zorpia.com/Reb3lhaRt/journal/868519 <table border="1" cellpadding="0" cellspacing="0" style="border-collapse: collapse" bordercolor="#111111" width="100%" id="AutoNumber1"> <tr> <td width="100%" bgcolor="#000000"> <embed width="552" height="267" src="http://www.emotionsofparadise.com/5.swf"> Revelations 12 Dec 04 Despite bein bz with my daily schedule like work, school & other things in life, that somehow hasnâ€™t stopped me from being distracted with the thoughts of you. I donâ€™t know how it happenâ€¦ and I donâ€™t know how it all came together but one thing for sure it is all coming back to me. So maybe that is my part of retribution, my bad karma. And I eventually am beginning to feel the guilt. I take it, for it is my own doings. But it does make me wonder, why now? Why after so long then Iâ€™m feeling this way.. Few days ago I had this dream about you. And for the first time in my life, I can relate that as something much much way more pleasant than all those I had before. Can I ask you something? What is it that you been doing?  Sitting by your room meditating and start sending me your so called aura vibrations or what so ever term you called it? I dare not make any assumptions coz I know that at the end of day it will brings me more mental torture than it has already been. Maybe, it is this time of the year, you know. People might wanna celebrate New Year with the one they loveâ€¦ and come to think of it I want it to be with you. I donno if Iâ€™m saying this right â€¦ I really donâ€™t. I donâ€™t know how to express myself and what more to make a confession about how I feel or what Iâ€™m feeling to the one I like or love. But after my conversation with Arlene this morning, I feel that ermm.. ok .. I shall give it a try. But wait .. I will not write to her or tell her directly, but the least I could do is maybe park it here in zorpia and if she is lucky enough, she will soon get to read this piece of.. ermm.. shit? err.. noâ€¦ piece of revelations. Ok maybe it may not seem sincere enough, and maybe I could seems like a coward? But then again this is the best I could do reallyâ€¦ Apart of you has grown in me throughout this time, but Iâ€™m not gonna do anything about it. Coz I feel that it is not the rite thing to do. You had done your part. Youâ€™d done your very best and now that we have gone into our separate lives, it is not fair to throw you with anymore information about my so called â€œfeelingsâ€. I never express myself when I was with you. I never wanted to. And I know you think of me as someone who is selfish, revengeful, cold & reserved. Itâ€™s okay reallyâ€¦ not that I donâ€™t care about your opinions of me but it is just that, whatâ€™s the whole point now? We are on our separate lives, remember? We moved on. But it is just me who suddenly feel so unrest with that feeling of guilt haunting me days & nights. So that is my problem, it got nothing to do with you. Where ever you are, what ever youâ€™re doing, love is what I hope for you.  If weâ€™re lucky enough and God wants us to meet again, I be so thankful for such opportunity. That glimpse which Iâ€™m gonna have of you is something Iâ€™m sure worth keeping. But be rest assured that on day or any other day, coming up to you will be the last thing that I would wanna do. Whether or not, then youâ€™re with â€˜someoneâ€™ or just sits there alone, I still intend to keep the picture that way. We both have great egos. One is like a king and yours are just like a queen. You know I tend to say the wrong things at the right time, the right thing at the wrong time so I donâ€™t wanna spoil anything anymore. It is more than enough to start things on the wrong foot, so why make it worse with further wrong moves. Iâ€™m trying to be practical. You know that.  So hereâ€™s my q, why do you hafta link me? Am I suppose to be aware of your whereabouts or movements or development or anything of that sort? Ok yah.. you link but I donâ€™t hafta go there if im not interested, rite? Well the thing is, I kepo what.. then Iâ€™m online most of the time so I go sites where I can read about new stuffs. And thanks eh.. that perfect picture of yours .. that view, that background.. so conveniently coincident huh? Huh? Huh? Huh? Beautiful isnâ€™t it? Great just great, so have you found Lake Romeo in other parts of the world yet? If you have, be more than happy to post it there again then and Iâ€™be more than willing to look at it again. Sakit tau hati aku. Kau menyakat aku ke apa? Apa maksud tu? That was sharp my dear, razor sharp! Your silence is a killer, but once you started demonstrating it cause a blast and youâ€™ve blown me into piecesâ€¦ wow so dramaticâ€¦ but really what.. what are you doing? What are you thinking?  You added me online, when I asked about your identity, which I obviously have no idea of who you are, as that was your new mail address, and you never replied. And eventually you link me to channel where I can find you. So when I we happen to get online, youâ€¦ youâ€¦arghâ€¦ What was that all about huh???? Care to explain? Maybe not!  There are many times when you asked me to say the 3 letter wordâ€¦ my reply would simply beâ€¦ â€œ What ever love meansâ€¦yah  I doâ€. It took you by surprise, I know that!! Then I feel like itâ€™s a chore, you know!! Love comes naturally, you cant force it with mere sympathy, or any sort of obligations or some kind of affections.  Now that this thing has already grown in me na-tu-rally and annoyingly abit to late to realise that â€¦ what else you want me to say? Perhaps nothing? But should you ask me that question again.. rest assured that you will be taken in by surprised only this time it is gonna  pleasant I hope.. I do .. I trulyâ€¦.. argh.. eow.. the thought of me saying that, is enough to make me â€¦ ermm.. sick .. but ok ok ok.. I doâ€¦ I do â€¦alright hahahaaakâ€¦ Iâ€™m serious!! You have no clue of how serious I mean it this time.. ok ok stop!! Goodbye.    p/s: thanks Arlene .. Iâ€™ll wash it awayâ€¦ someday... I believe  ( but is this good enuf? )  p/s: I donâ€™t normally post my journal here as I have it locked elsewhere. I'm a private person really.. I secure my privacy. This is just my attempt in trying toâ€¦ to open up myselfâ€¦ so bear with me this time, and I hope this happens only once..  just once its more than enough.</td> </tr> </table> Personal http://www.zorpia.com/Reb3lhaRt/journal/868519 Sun, 12 Dec 2004 20:56 EST