Journals
Wednesday,Nov 29 2006, 09:58:57 AMWelcoming the least favourites..
Tuesday,Nov 28 2006, 11:13:25 PM---too much---
Im very much not in a mood for anything. Reason : Cz there are too much things going on and my mind is flooded with uncertain and unsolved 'things' (if u noe what i mean )
Things :
No.1: Next year will be a very looong year for me. Im not sure if i'll be able to cope wif both work and studies at the same time.
No.2 : Workloads in school. So far Im not elected as a form tr. U probably say that its a good thing. But in my case, it's NOT. Because the possibility is that I'll be handling a more tough job. sigh~ i just hope that its not going to happen: ie. they elect me a a form teacher.: my APPRAISAL depends on it *shrugs*
No.3 : Di rumah : at times there's so much tension , enuff said.
No.4 : Im dun intend to discuss and talk about it
No. 5 : Time constraint : will I have the time to study well? will I be prepared for my exams?????
No. 6 : All that should be '~too much~'
Ps : Pray for me that next year will be running smooth : I'll be able to achieve my dreams and my works handled well. Sacrifices after sacrifices :
Mind You , Easy said than done. There is where time management is crucial
my advise to myself : tawakkal for next year. Insya-Allah it will run smooth . AMIN!
Friday,Nov 24 2006, 12:16:49 PMmeet the parents & Jalan Jalan (2PHM)
Waseehh.. rajinnyer aku menulis journal yeahh. musim nya kali nie.. lol.. hhaaha.. guess what gals? Tadi was a case of meeting the parents session. Hhehe. not meeting family my sayang.. ( atu lama dah jumpa familynya.. and ehem ehem.. smiles :) ) hehhe. tadi kes jumpa parents my kids a.k.a my students : my angels. Tadi no problems watsoever plng. cz semua parents understand their kids' weaknesses. But then again. they shouldnt give up even if they are weak cz i believe that even a weak person can pass the exams if constant revisions are made. I pray for my angels' success. Cz they are the nicest bunch of students I have ever had. I love my students very much cz they respect me as their teacher and never raise their voices even when Im angry at them. Now I feel so sad, cz I know i'll miss them all especially my angels 2P. They are the best yet and mudahan their future will be as bright as any of those successful students.
If ever any of my students reading this (my 2p, 2h and 2m) , this message below goes for all of you :
Tcha minta maaf kalau sekiranya tcha ada buat silap arah kamu semua. Tcha doakan kamu berjaya. dan techa harap kamu semua jangan berputus asa. Insya-Allah dengan doa dan usaha kamu, kamu akan jadi pelajar yang berjaya. ps: tcha sayang kamu semua.. sayang sangat ~ :):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):)
Thursday,Nov 23 2006, 11:17:10 AMT I R E D
Today was a very long tiring day. I was very much occupied the entire
day and now i am writing to tell u all about it. Its pretty much the
'usual' thing plang.. So here goes, today as usual early morning i had
to do the 'house work' and yeahh a bit of chatting too.well that was
like till about half past ten. My mum afterwards asked me to cook, just
the normal dish plang but i wasnt really keen in doing it since I'm
having a meeting at 12. so i had to drag myself so pretty much im
complaining already. But luckily i finished my cooking at around 11 or
so. Even So I had to rush and get dressed. Dressing up and getting
ready wun be so bad if the weather is not that hot. God! I was
suffering throughout the entire process.
I was a few minutes late for the meeting and my handbag was a mess ! I
had to put everything in : all my powder and stuffs. The meeting ends
minutes after the bell rang calling out first period. Me and Mai ...
(continuation on the next para. lastnyt i dint finish entering my
journal due to thunder.. wahaha)
So Mai and me had to rushed down to the foyer where all our kids await
for our arrival ( haha..im too much.. lol) Anyways we was suppose to be
expecting about 40 ish kids from 2 classes.. but luckily not much
turned up. like for 2M, only 1 kid ( can u believe that??) oh well but
then the other class, there were about belasan lah yang datang. Since
inda ramai EEvei had to grab some kids from other classes to joined us.
Altogether barutah menyecah angka 40 stds. The bus came around a quater
past one .and by that time the weather was blazingly hot. The a/c of
the bus was very much dissapointing. And through that ride I was
already having a headache (plus I was very much starving and thirsty)
The other trs that joined us were Jason and Eddy. Upon our arrival to
the stadium, an early forty year old man introduced himself as the
person who will be showing us around ; giving us a tour and briefing of
the facilities and other activities that can be found there.
The air surrounding us was very very hot because most of the area in the stadium do not have a/c. The girls at most times cant keep their mouth shut and keep on complaining about the heat. After an hour barutah kami melawat ditempat yang ber a/c. The 'place' (room) that im referring to was the one set for Fencing Federation. At this point it is very much interesting. We watched a few kids demonstating on how the fencing match is done. I like the so called sword ( i dun noe the name) because it reminds me of the 'word' used by the three musketeers . :) I do wana join he fencing club but my schedule for next year is very tight. I dont think I have time to join furthermore I have to focus on my studies. cz I only have time till next year to really focus on my studies cz ehem-ehem 2008.. *tut* ( biarsaja shidah yang sambung this sentence) wahaha :)
Heheh after there we went to the snooker and
pool room. There I saw some peops main snooker and pool . I also saw 2
guy teachers ( one of them i've seen b4 in UBD) and I also saw Naza's
boyfy. They are the peop who joined the programme offered by the
Kementerian belia dan sukan. Alhamdulillah after that kmi balik.. But
kan.. I still have to 'babysit' our kids.. So we negotiate with Eddy
and Jason to take the last half an hour. Me and Mai only managed to
'rehat' at around 5. So here i am pretty much exhausted.
Wednesday,Nov 22 2006, 12:38:02 AMDear dear
hi .. here i am again. just feel like writing.. although at this very moment my mind is blank. So what am I suppose to write? I dont know. Now i feel like im talking crap. Yeah totally!
hm... mmmm..
My dearest beh, I love you with all my heart and
nothing will ever change that. Even if I dint say it, nor text it..You mean a lot to me. You mean more than anything in this world.
