Thursday,Dec 21 2006, 11:14:56 AMOur nyts at the empire

hey there.. hehe been busy lately wif my unfinished and endless workloads.. Im still in the middle of trying to finish it plang,but at the meantime, i feel like updating my journals.. hehe especially abt our nyts at the empire (15-17th Dec) Well dun get me wrong. I spent the 2 nights wif my galfrens ie. my BFFs : We had a great time .. laughing, giggling, having fun and doing things together. Well, to safe time I give u Shedzster's website and you can read it there :

http://shedzster.multiply.com/journal/item/282?mark_read=shedzster:journal:282

Well , Im still gonna blog.. hehhe i'll fill you in the details not mentioned there.. hm.. now im blank.. blurry mind.. I dont know where to continue.macam semua jua dah Shedzster cetakan.. oh well.. I'll just patch some that slide my mind. On saturday afternoon after Mas balik from work, we decided to go Jetskiing. I was very much interested listening to how Kilz and Yulz enjoyed it ( they were jetskiing when im at home - singgah kajap- and picking Shedzter from work.. Honestly at first, I wouldnt dare plang. P drg punya story med me wana go jua.. So as i was saying, kmi ke arah that Jet skiing 'hut'  and the person in charge sed that the jetski kana pakai.. and that if kan main, kami mesti tunggu drg siap lahh.. I insisted even if i had to wait for them to finish. The instructor ( the person in charge) ahirnya gtau that its dangerous lah to main jetski at that hour. cz ia ckp the ombak is big ( ayernya pasang lahh) so.. ahirnya... inda jadi.. boohooo ( hehhe p i guess this sunday kami  pegi kali.. n mb then i'll have the chance to experience it myself..-very much looking forward to it.. la-la-la.. :)

anyway since the jetski inda jadi, so kmi decided for the swimming pool where not far from there are where most of my cousins swimming..hmm..should i continue? hhhmmmm...What Im writing next is a very frightful incident that happened to me. It scares the hell out of me remembering it. The vision of me trying hard to get out of water is still clear. I remember each minute of how the incident happened. All of us were in the pool except Yuyul. We were swimming the opposite side where the depth of water are just below my ears. At that time it was already 5.40! inda lagi lama for the call for magrib prayer. I was ok at first. I managed to tinting dalam ayer. After 15 minutes or so, I was like 30cm from the swimming pool wall where yuyul were sitting. I was trying to jump to get some air. But however I accidentally swallowed a mouthful of water. I couldnt breathe. i was struggling inside the water hoping that I wont swallowed more. I wanted to scream for help but somehow I couldnt, I dont know why. My mind started to think differently.. will i survive or will i not.. I started to think of my family.. How scared I ws then.. Although the wall was near I just couldnt grab it..P a few seconds later, I managed to hold on to the top wall.. My body was weak.. I shouted (pull me up 2x) arah yuyul.. but it dint sounded that way.. cz my voice was too small... She tot I ws joking.. but soon realised i was for real.. I put lots of effort to climb up but I was too heavy. alhamdulillah ada drg shidz, mas and kils . I was grateful that i hadnt drowned . My hands, legs and body were hurt .. and shaky.. I was scared and terrified.. p alhamdulillah I was OK. and I am Ok.. syukur.. I couldnt stop thinking of what will happen if Im too far from the swimming pool wall...

NAUZUBILLAH....

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Wednesday,Dec 13 2006, 11:03:51 AMmy beh 045

Sayang, only you can fill the missing pieces in my heart

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Wednesday,Dec 13 2006, 10:51:57 AMO dear

Didnt know that I would be so occupied today. Here it is : As usual early morning, I wake up and did the usual chores and in the middle of doing it, kils called. She asked me if I wud like to join her on a field work for her project. Which she claimed that it will give me an experience for my 'later' studies in UBD (insya -Allah)

Well. I rushed and managed to meet her in UBD at exactly half past nine. (Before that, I had to go to school to pick up notes for yatie -haha yat! u owe me tu ahh..) Yati was also in the field trip and is kil's partner (yati n yatie are two diff person) So we went to Serasa beach, KB (hhe.. not kuala belait but kota batu.. ), Bandar,Kiulap and last was at Damuan. We were finding the salinity, pH , temperture of the water. Yati took a bottle of specimen from each stop that we made. HHehe it was very pleasing experience and the weather was nice. Thanks kil for bawa-ing me .. hehe. and its nice to see yati again..

I went home right after kils dropped me off arah UBD. I was very much hungry. So I cooked myself a fried rice. and At 1 I jalan lagi and ambil Mawarni arah rumahnya di jalan 77, cz we had to bawa stdnt shop for baju, socks, kasut, etc.. So again, we shopped lagi arah PERTAMA. Hehe while doing shopping for Halimah, ada tia ku nampak this plain navy sport shoe. I had to try it. and It felt so comfortable.. and hehe. I ended up buying it.. dapat jua ku pakai for jogging d Empire this weekends.. :)

So once we did that kami ke arah Ashrul and then arah skulah and after that baru ngantar the Halimah balik. I was about to drop Mawarni off when ia ckp yang ia kenal A** and used to be ia punya x classmate..

Whoa!! Brunei sure is a small country. She said that A was her close fren back in secondary school. and she had bumped into him di mall when she is  with her guy fren. I was like.. whoa gurl.. I used to like that guy and because of him lah i met my boyfy now. ( cant share the juicy details..hehe.. sory..)

So I told her A doesnt have a gf yet and that A is a close fren of my close fren di UBD dulu. And to shortened the story I gave her his number. ( I still remembers it til now... hahah end of discussion) and I dialled his number pakai her fon and asked.. 'Is this A? ' and he replied Yes. So I handed the fon to Mawarni. And boleh lagi c mawar gtau namaku? mampos ehhhh.. waduihh.. hhehe.. I dun think ia remember my name.. then again.. buhh..... OO dear me..

To my sayang, I was worried wen u told me about what happened., but syukur alhamdulillah that ur ok.. U mean the world to me. Love you loads. Do drive to work carefully kays. muaaahhh

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Sunday,Dec 10 2006, 10:32:00 AMYESTERDAY 9-12-06

ho ho ho.. hhehe booO! dun mind me.. im just making myself bubbly as always.. har har.. :) hehe yesterday i went out wif my gurls ( kilah n shidah) at 4. shidah wanted to buy an APPLE notebook so we went to kiulap where c jol was waiting for us.( um.. its the opposite plang.. haha we are the one yang tunggu ia) ohh well.. iatah bah.. lawa ehh notebook dsana ahh .. wahh rasanya macam kan membali lah.. p again.. kan ku apa jua kan?? hehe.. also dsana.. there is this IPOD Nano .. so lawa lahh.. it has 5 colours altogether (green, pink , blue, silver and black) and i was like saying to kilah that it wud b cool if semua kami ( mas, shids, yul , kil and me) ada IPOD Nano.. and I mine wud be silver.. wahhhhh hhehe..Setelah kami disana, we decided to go to the mall, cz kilz wanted to eat icecream d swensen.. p my god! banyak kereta di mall ahh.. so kami ahirnya parking arah siring SKH where d longkang (not far from shidah car) berbau busuk.. really! yuck! hhehe I had banana split and shared it wif shidah since aku tau aku inda jua teabis tu..wahahha.. manis kali ahh. ( like duhh!! ice-cream kali ahh) hehhe we also had pizza lahh and it was reallly nice. after we finished eating, kami ke rizqun tuk liat bilik yang c mazran booked. the room was nice. It reminds me of coronade masa d KL.. hhehe i mish those times.. oh well despite of the attractive bedroom, kami still mau di empire lahh. hhe,.. i cant wait.. tinggal a few days saja lagie.. n hehhe..

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Friday,Dec 8 2006, 09:05:09 AMBeh

Hey beh, when we are together, doing things that we love.
Every time you're near I feel like I’m in heaven, feeling high
I don’t want to let go...
I just need you to know...

I don’t wanna run away, beh you’re the one I need tonight,
(I promise u that)
Beh , now I need to hold you tight, I just wanna die in your arms

Here tonight

 Hey beh, when we are together, doing things that we love.
Every time you're near I feel like I’m in heaven, feeling high
I don’t want to let go...
I just need you to know...

I don’t wanna run away, beh you’re the one I need tonight,
(I promise u that)
Beh , now I need to hold you tight, I just wanna die in your arms

Here tonight


I don’t want to run away, I want to stay forever, thru Time and Time..
(I promise u that)

I don’t wanna run away, I don’t wanna be alone
(I promise u that)

Beh , now I need to hold you tight, now and forever my love

I don’t wanna run away, beh you’re the one I need tonight,

Beh, now I need to hold you tight, I just wanna die in your arms

I don’t wanna run away, beh you’re the one I need tonight,
(I promise u that)
Beh, now I need to hold you tight, I just wanna die in your arms
Here tonight.|

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