Journals
Monday,Jan 23 2006, 03:43:06 AMThe First
today was the first day at my new job! and it was actually really fun! i work at china town with dinah...lol we are waitresses and lol it was really kool to actually make ur own money! lol i guess im too excited for this job since it is my first REAL job that involve actual work lol...i made $15.00 in tips which isnt bad for only 2 hours!
Thursday,Jan 19 2006, 08:11:11 PMI Just Love Him to Much to Let Go
I can't seem to get over him! And it drives me crazy! He doesn't talk to me anymore and yet i feel like there is still hope...Why do I think this?! I feel like a dumb nuts because should just move on and forget him, but i can't...He is the first guy that i ever loved and i feel like he will have my heart forever and ever....Sometimes when I think about all the little things, I begin to get tears in my eyes...Thinking about the past really hurts, because i remember all the times that he was the only one who was there when I needed someone to ...
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Thursday,Jan 19 2006, 07:49:13 PM*sigh* Just Read
know you think that I shouldn't still love you,
Or tell you that.
But if I didn't say it, well I'd still have felt it
where's the sense in that? ...
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Tuesday,Jan 17 2006, 03:34:43 PMThis is for the Guy I Love
I looked away
Then I look back at you
You try to say
The things that you can't undo
If I had my way ...
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Monday,Jan 16 2006, 08:27:41 PMSo Stupid
God! i swear that i am soo stupid!! i like messed things up with my bf soo much that we broke up now...god how can someone be soo stupid to make the person of ur dreams dump u? apparently i am cuz that exactally what happened....i pissed off my bf so much that he broke up with me and now he wont even talk to me anymore...i can understand too because if i was him i wouldnt want to talk to me either...i guess thats just about all...*sigh*