hav u ever loved sum1 so much that u wud rather have som1 take ur life and not theres?..i have and still do..but that person does not love me the way i love them..they may kno how bad it hurts but it is lsowly killing me. sec .by sec. hr. by hr. day by day. week by week..month by month..and so on..it continues to eat me upinside knowin that u dont love me and as soon as u do love me..im not either gonna b here or im gonna b over u..i dont want it to end like that...aslong as u kno i love u..dont take advantage of me!!

when i c ur face..my body tends to get a warmth within me..i feel a smile upon my face..i never want to blink...look away..or close them..when i saw ur face i knew u were my babyboi that ive been lookin 4

i cant stop thinkin of u..everytime i close my eyes..there u r..right in front of me..ur so close but yet so far for my reach..even when im with my friensd..ur face pops up in my head..i want u by myside so badly but i kno it tkaes time and im willin to wait 4 u and that day when ur by myside..holding my body against urs..feeling ur body warmth warms me inside jus never 4get that i love u