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Socialite's Homepage http://www.zorpia.com/Socialite Thu, 07 Jan 2010 20:58 EST Thu, 07 Jan 2010 20:58 EST Zorpia.com All guys should need a brain scan! http://www.zorpia.com/Socialite/journal/1381636 All these people should just cut me some slack! Why John demanded Winnie to explain that there's nothing going on between them both? I really don't even care. How pathetic I looked in the cafetaria when Winnie, someone I barely even know popped by and explained. Why is this happening again? Why must another guy made another girl to pop by my place and explain? First, it was Andrew. And now, John!!  Who exactly is that person who told Andrew I was out at Kbox singing my lungs away when I was at Big Bookshop purchasing "Betty and Veronica" double digest and my project materials? Just because it (our meet up or whatever he called) slipped off my mind and he actually stay indoor, thinking I would pop by his place was just his wishful thinking. I did not make him stay at home and not attend classes!! If he think by talking to other guys and being friendly make me look like I care for them is causing him to be all jealous, so be it! I do care for my friends, in regardless of whether they are male or females... I can't believe how outrageous he is when we aren't even in a relationship!! I can't imagine how crazy he is when we are. Screw it!! Fucking accusing me when I did nothing. If he think I am out to play the field, so be it!! He should fucking find other girls who would listen to him, like his girlfriend!!!! "She doesn't go around talking to guys because she know I don't like it..." That's fucking dumb of her because she doesn't realised her boyfriend said HE LOVE THE OTHER GIRL INSTEAD!! I fucking don't need to do any explainations for my every action and I fucking not dependent on the guys!! See! I was fucking right all along! All chinese men thinks it's an obligation we chinese girls should serve them and do whatever they say. You know what? They can fucking kiss my ass or fuck spider or whatever god damn shit they do when they go ape!! Fuck it! If he thinks I am a bitch, go fucking ahead because my friends call me a bitch who speaks what's on her mind. At least I am not a bitch who go fucking around with whoever she grab her hands on. And at least, I don't throw myself on rich men. All guys are just fulla shit especially those chinese guys I know!! Personal http://www.zorpia.com/Socialite/journal/1381636 Tue, 27 Sep 2005 04:07 EST Say what? http://www.zorpia.com/Socialite/journal/1354072 Â·                    A ring from Tiffany & Co.Â·                    A dress from ZaraÂ·                    Chanel No 5 perfumeÂ·                    Dior sunglassesDoes these matters to me even if itâ€™s just an innocent gifts coming from Andrew? And those gifts are what I uttered when he insisted what I want for my birthday. I WAS KIDDING, ANYWAY and god, he actually wanted to purchase. (Not entirely sure though but whatever!) Itâ€™s just a gift?! I know it is but I simply canâ€™t bring myself to accept. I liked Andrew in the past but right now all I wanna do is lead a free spirit life. I know he will come back to me! Not that I am this really gorgeous, hot and fantastic girl but this happen umpteen times. I tried ways and means to explain thereâ€™s no way we can be together! Once a vase is broken into pieces, thereâ€™s no way itâ€™s gonna be perfect with those pieces glued together! He basically refuse to give up and constantly whining why canâ€™t I like him anymore like I used to blah blah blah. I wanted so much to believe him but thatâ€™s not going to happen for sure. Once bitten, twice shy. Personal http://www.zorpia.com/Socialite/journal/1354072 Mon, 05 Sep 2005 12:19 EST ... http://www.zorpia.com/Socialite/journal/1346654 Gracious! Serguan actually confessed he still does feel something for me right after his last relationship sour. i trust him. we've been friends since high school. hardworking and studious. True that we are always there for each other and all. But right now we decided we will take things slow and all. Personal http://www.zorpia.com/Socialite/journal/1346654 Sat, 03 Sep 2005 00:02 EST That... http://www.zorpia.com/Socialite/journal/1345718 He thinks he could continue lying to me?! Just by saying he's decided to choose me over his girlfriend could get me all smitten again? No way! He screwed it time and time again. Okay, maybe only once! Though everyone deserve a second chance, he's the exception. " Baby, text me when you get home and when ur hitting the sack, okay?" Why the hell he bother? "Because you matter to me!!" Duh! I don't buy that! Never. NO MATTER HOW MUCH YOU PROCLAIM YOU LIKE ME, LOVE ME, MISS ME OR WHATEVER!! He can go to hell for all I care. So what if he's in the club right now, dancing away with god knows which girl he laid his eyes on. Eww... I seen it (the photographs) all in Friendster.com and yes I was right that he was playing the field. He had pictures of he and his girlfriend. Damn, I really wonder how his girlfriend gonna react if she learns what Andrew said to me and all. My heart goes out to have sucha rotten boyfriend like him. Screw! Personal http://www.zorpia.com/Socialite/journal/1345718 Fri, 02 Sep 2005 11:07 EST I don't care and get outta here!! Fast!! http://www.zorpia.com/Socialite/journal/1292008 Andrew, the guy who is interested in me somehow got tired of being cut loose, well apparently by me. Pardon me but that wasn't my intention. For starter, we gotten to know each other for like a day and he suggusted we go on a date. I am cool about going out but not when I don't even know him well enough to go out! It's not about being old fashion. It just doesn't seem right to me! I ain't those typical girl who basically go out with a guy just because he said so! I am a girl with a mind of her own! He knows that, for sure! I don't care if he's unhappy or whatever! He wanna start a fight? I am on! He doesn't know that's my speciality!!!I don't wanna go out with him or well, even talking on the phone doesn't imply I am ignoring him or whatsoever. The arguement was pretty intense when he flared up, exclaiming how "interested" I am to see him here. I was rather level headed till he started using the fuck word on every sentence and yeah, I lose it! Completely!! Come on, you're the one who's interested in me and just because I ain't gonna go out with you or even chatter on the phone doesn't give him the right to say the "fuck" word! Even if it's on MSN!! Isn't that as good as hurling abusive word at me? That ass head! That dick head! He better not run into me during lunch break in school or the library or wherever I roam around in school. I am going to give him one hella ride he wish he never start! What kinda guy he is? Patience running thin? Go find or search or whatever for a girl who's eager to go out with him!! Ugh! That jerk! I know I left him dumbfounded even though I was argueing  to everything he said, claimed, commented and whatever shit he think is unfair! How dare he ask me to place myself in his shoe!! At least, I am cool enough to tell him get some rest! Damn, I should be nastier! I coulda say "go get a life!" or maybe something like, "cut me some slack, get outta here!" Chinese guys can be sucha asshole sometimes! Thinking about him reminded me of the "SPG" tagging on me! That's so dumb! What kinda perception is that because I talk to Caucasian or fall in love with makes me a Sarong Party Girl? I'm not a bimbo! I can't say I am too smart for him either. I am neither brainy or stupid. I want respect!! R-E-S-P-E-C-T! This is atrocious! "I don't know what are you up to! It's so hard asking you out on a date let alone a phone conversation. Maybe I am not white, that's why!" Damn, I wish I could slap his face with Tampax! He went too far this time! Totally! He's prolly dumb or ignorant by the way he speak. Totally infantile! I grow up in a multi racial country and just because whites fit into my list of friends make me a weirdo? I don't give a damn if Caucasians ain't on his favourite list! How could he discrimate and throw assumptions around like that? He ain't sensible! For sure! I am not speaking up for the Whites. There're always black sheep in a family! Doesn't he know that? I was raging in fire the second he admitted he's impatient but at least he's not looking for someone to get laid! God, see what the fuck he's uttering!! I am going to anticipate some drama soon. Whether he's going to apologize for being sucha jerk or he's going to leave me alone and get on with his loser life. This is going to be interesting! Wait till my girlfriends and boyfriends hear about this later in school!!! Personal http://www.zorpia.com/Socialite/journal/1292008 Thu, 28 Jul 2005 12:20 EST Just like a movie http://www.zorpia.com/Socialite/journal/1289244 Rough day! Ugh! Had an argument with that guy Raff, from the opposite class with my entire class and 2 teachers watching alongside that dumb ass getting his ass kicked by my mouth.  Everyone surrounding us was dumbfounded while Miss Siti and Miss Pee Gee actually allowed a student like me shooting my mouth off like a machine gun. I am so pissed! Miss Siti was relieved Raff was not physically assaulted by me! LOL! The second that jerk left my class, everyone cheered and passed comments that I speak like I memorize some Hollywood script or the next female Eminem. Gosh, I was so great no swear words came running outta my mouth. Call him a guy who canâ€™t even outtalk a girl like me and come running out of my class. I canâ€™t believe he didnâ€™t get to utter anything until he got to his class and start cursing and swear. Thank God for JiaPeng who recounted the events happened after that bloody Raff arrived in his own class who apparently, hated him as well. Ha! Long live to the loser who lost his cell and come barging into the other class hurling accusation towards the innocent. I noticed thereâ€™s this particular guy whose eyes are constantly on me actually made his move during lunch in the cafeteria. Not him though! He got his friend over while I was on the phone with ShiWei and doing my work for Thinking Skill class. I was prolly in the worst state than ever with so many things on hand, knowing my guy friends who are all over the cafeteria (sitting at the other table next to mine because itâ€™s full house here and some queuing up for food actually diverted their attention to me!!) was eying the entire situation and started interrogating me like some kinda first degree criminal. Haha. Kenneth was â€œShaiAnn, why on earth you gave your number to him?â€ several times which I find it pretty weird why he would say something like that. Same usual stuffs. He got my number, introduce himself, and exchange texts on the cell and stuffs. He asks me out! Haha. Not that I am mocking or whatever, but since when a Chinese guy is interested in a girl like me? Haha. See what he thinks of me.Â·        Really intimidatingÂ·        Donâ€™t seems like those girls in the schoolÂ·        Doesnâ€™t fit in a school like this. I look like I belong to Singapore Institute of ManagementÂ·        DressingÂ·        Superb English, which he used â€œchimâ€ to describe.Â·        Donâ€™t even look like Ah LianÂ·        Party animal who club every Wednesday, Friday and SaturdayÂ·        Short Mini skirt and allÂ·        And this cracked me up Ã  (I wouldnâ€™t denied that you look hot!) Me? Hot? LOL. What an understatement! I wouldnâ€™t jump on a date with him. So what if we are from the same elementary school which well, he just realized. Haha. He was like, â€œdamn it, I should have made my move earlier!â€ Duh! WeiQi was telling me how Andrew and his entire group looked on when he caught Kenneth and I walked out of the library hooking arms. He texted me the very instant I left which goes â€œAnd who is the lucky guy youâ€™re holding hands with when you left the library? Have you got a boyfriend?â€ Kenneth and I were putting up a show to see if Andrew would react or whatever. Haha. Ken was laughing his ass off when I showed him the text Andrew sent. The usual bunch of friends and a couple of girls from my class was sitting on the couch  in the library overlooking the expressway was creating a commotion. LOL. LiRong was kinda nasty to make William danced in the middle of the library knowing everyone could get a piece of that silly dance. Well, William is having some mental problems, gotta inject himself to calm his nerves or something and yes, on heavy medication as well so he is manipulated somehow. Everyone put whatever they are doing and actually watched and laughed! Okay, I was one of them laughing as well. Not that I am another meanie! William stopped when the librarian called him over and warned him to dance elsewhere. The next thing I know when he got back to the sit, he claimed he gotta take his medication. Gosh! I had a melodramatic day in school! First, a heated argument, Andrew got my number and then William making a fool of himself. Oh yes, and not forgetting the teasing I received from Kenneth! He definitely went too far with his teasing and that really got me fired up! He apologized million times, serenaded me with songs and told the class his wife aka me is mad and unwilling to forgive! Urgh. What a dork. No matter how I drag my table away from him, he would join our table again. He can be quite a handful!!   Personal http://www.zorpia.com/Socialite/journal/1289244 Wed, 27 Jul 2005 04:26 EST Confusion http://www.zorpia.com/Socialite/journal/1288037 I donâ€™t know what exactly I am upset at Mark for! But yeah, I am still upset! He means a lot to me and yes, I love him too. I just canâ€™t take it lying down he smoke 3 packs a day when under pressure. Maybe these are reasonable enough why I'm upset. It kinda hurt me though. He said he didnâ€™t mean to and apologize whatever I am mad at. And there I was snapping, â€œWhatever! Just do whatever you want! Iâ€™m getting outta here!â€ He wanted me to say out loud what is going on. Oh yes, I ainâ€™t telling anyway and snorted he go figure. â€œFuck thx alot Shai! This is all what I need on my head now! I hate when this happens. Shai, please donâ€™t do this to me! I am gonna cry lolâ€. No matter how much he pleaded, I ainâ€™t gonna give in this time. Although majority of the texts he sent to my cell seems pathetic and desperate, crying, â€œtell me you forgive me!?â€ is still saved, I am not going to let him know heâ€™s forgiven. I want him to figure that mind of his why exactly I am mad! Ugh, I hate doing this too. I was pretty guilty that he actually dozed off on the couch while waiting for me to get my ass back from groceries shopping with Mom. However on the other hand, I'm glad I mean something to him! He actually make the effort to wake up because he promised me that heâ€™ll wait. Geez, I love him! As for K, I donâ€™t know what sorta feeling I have towards him. Whether overly friendly, flirtatious or whatever is making it so much more complex than it acutally is. Yes, this time itâ€™s time to figure out. One second, I sound like I am so in love, the next shoving the cold shoulder and quiet. I donâ€™t know if heâ€™s thinking about the earlier conversation which I left abruptly saying I got a date with Nigel. Oh well, might as well forget everything we been through even though itâ€™s pretty obvious I just canâ€™t say â€œlet goâ€ and everything is back to normal. Ugh, get a grip! Whatâ€™s wrong with me? Personal http://www.zorpia.com/Socialite/journal/1288037 Tue, 26 Jul 2005 08:32 EST Whoa. http://www.zorpia.com/Socialite/journal/1286490 Shortly I got up from my nap, I grabbed a big glass of full cream milk, dipped countless cookies and stuffed it into my mouth! Boy, was I hungry? LOL.I realised why I refused to get up no matter how many times Mom tried to drag me out. First, she switched on the lights in my room. Next, she came in, showing me the clothes she bought blah blah blah. And it's all because of UTT who kept me lying on my sheetless bed. I can't believe I actually chuckled silently what a dope I am! Hahah...  God knows where the rest of my pillows and duvet went to, causing  me to clutch on my Spirit bedspread like some kinda lifesaver. Bedspread! Can you believe that?Gosh, Utt is just so sexy sleeping next to me! <img src="http://x.myspace.com/images/blog/smileys/smooch.gif" border="0" /> It was pretty exciting thinking over what happened. Utt, Utt and more Utt!! Joey was practically laughing her head off knowing Utt is going to her cousin-in law. Haha... Personal http://www.zorpia.com/Socialite/journal/1286490 Mon, 25 Jul 2005 12:08 EST What is the world coming to? http://www.zorpia.com/Socialite/journal/1283194 Guy sleep around and they are call "The Players". Girls who sleep around? "SLUTS?" Totally dumb!! Guys shouldn't be darn proud about their "achievments", they should be fucking ashamed of themselves! Esp, J!! Gosh, I swear to God I'm going to kick his ass if he's going to ask me out on a date again!! I know his dark secrets! Ugh, that slut hole! He bettern ot fucking around with me or I'll fucking kill him!! I had enough of weirdos and enough of guys who can't wait to get a piece of me! Dream on!!!!First some bloody freaking eccentri chap peeked under my skirt! And now, some frigging old man tried to pick June and I up? He should be digging grave for himself! Ugh! How dare he tried to smile at us and walked past us twice or more to get closer or whatever. He should bloody wipe that preverted smile off his face before he sees a punch coming right to his face! I should prolly hide myself before anything worse happen! June and I had a long conversation about guys in our live and stuffs. She noticed we're attracted to different kinda guys. She, Japanese blokes. Joey, South East Asian. Me? Ugh, White guys! lol. Where did that come from? I don't know. Everyone think white guys are only suitable for me! They're wrong and I'm determine to find a chinese guy which of course, I am interested in and give it a shot! I am not trying to prove any point! It's true that guys come and go. It's true that guys are surrounding me in regardless of which race they are but why am I reluctant to be well, with them? I don't know. Somehow I felt I'm commitment-free kinda girl. On the other hand, it's never easy to find a guy you're attracted to and interesting! Chinese guys are basically well, boring! Everything is typical! Their views, their taste, their knowledge and shit... When am I going to fall for a chinese guy like how I fell for (Hmmm, let's see which chinese guy I was really head over heels for!) Fuck! No chinese guy! I was really crazy for Aidil for a long time. I was hoping someone could replace that I-think-I'm-hot Aidil... GOsh, why am I pouring my woes? Personal http://www.zorpia.com/Socialite/journal/1283194 Sat, 23 Jul 2005 11:24 EST Hypothetically... http://www.zorpia.com/Socialite/journal/1280530 Been a day since we talk and well, I've been doing some thinking over what Karl said to me. All those hypothetically questions he rise just got me thinking more than I ever should! I had been thinking distance is drifting us apart until yesterday when he start beating 'round the bushes, wanting to know if there's any man in my life. I was pretty outspoken yesterday and blurted "okay Karl, come straight to the point! What does all these talks mean?" "I still have major feelings for you!" Gosh, I don't know what else can I say! He simply shut my mouth with that! He was really sweet. He said he's going to learn whatever languages I know so we could get closer than ever. I was really upset with myself! I shouldn't have allow emotions get into me! Oh well, at least I had a great Thursday in school! And thanks to my loud speaking friend, LiRong who blurted that I was late for classes because of a white guy and everyone in the cafetaria turned their attention to me! That sucks! Now everyone who heard must have thought I got a white guy as my boyfriend. Sucks! Personal http://www.zorpia.com/Socialite/journal/1280530 Thu, 21 Jul 2005 21:55 EST Fucking bloody... http://www.zorpia.com/Socialite/journal/1278111 I am fucking pissed and angry! I wish I did something to that bloody peeping tom peeking under my skirt!! I could have slap him with the novel I am reading which kept me so preoccupied I barely even know he's squatting behind me, peeping!!! Ugh. I wish I had some kinda weapons like Gambit with his killer cards from X-Men!! The more I talk about this, the bigger reaction I am giving.  Kelvin and Jun Li see me as this high class girl who doesn't socialise with the people beneath her the first day in college. LOL. What am I suppose to say? Kenneth claimed he wouldn't get someone like me to be his girlfriend because I am sucha wild child! Ugh!! I don't see myself as one. Winson's friend, Alvin who I think is cute actually got Winson over and told him two of his friends hope to get to know me. LOL. I don't get it, why can't they come over and say that rather than someone telling me? Alvin is really cute, almost like Edison Chen kinda way but too bad, he's 17. Surprise, surprise, surprise! Ai Hoon actually said she somehow feel Kenneth and I are gonna end up together in the end. I mean, come on, Kenneth had stated he wouldn't want someone like me and how is that gonna be possible? I don't even like him, as in more than friends kinda feeling. Oh well, we shall see!! Personal http://www.zorpia.com/Socialite/journal/1278111 Wed, 20 Jul 2005 04:03 EST Sweet ol' guys! http://www.zorpia.com/Socialite/journal/1276036 Raining for days and all I can see is colourful sweaters flocking around in the cafeteria searching for a table to settle down. As for me, I am sitting at my usual seat with a bunch of familiar faces. My "husband" Kenneth as usual is feeding me with whatever is on his plate and my "boyfriend" Jun Lin is abstaining from meat because his old man said so. LiRong and I are basically criticising the guys in our school, who's trying so hard to be someone else and that practically almost make us puke. I was feeling cold on my way to school and how blur I am to leave my sweater at home. However, the usual chirpy voice, familiar faces, the welcoming smile warm me instantly. Somehow it get my mind off the arguement I had in the morning with Filipe. As I was walking to school, this pair of girl and guy was well, walking too slow and I can't help overtaking their step ahead, only to learn the girl was talking about me. I don't know why but she did turned around when I was a step away behind her. She was speaking in a low voices something about I am pretty or something to the guy next to her and he actually replied, " was it?" as I walked away towards the cafeteria. In fact, I ain't as gloomy as the skies, I was smiling away after I eavesdropped. I mean, who doesn't love it when a girl complimented that you're pretty looking. :PI can't believe it's still raining on my way out of the school. And the raindrops is getting heavier with each step I take. Gosh, I am so glad when the old couple from 'Bits and Pieces" stall selling noodles drove us to the nearest bus stop. God, you wouldn't believe the 5 of us managed to squeeze into the backseat of the car and I ended up sitting on Kenneth's left thigh. Everyone was laughing our ass off. LOL. I don't know how Kenneth felt at that point of time. Earlier he bought me a can of Bird Nest drink and gosh, everyone in the table was like, "wow, you're so special". LOL. We are best buddy in class!! WHAT ELSE DO YOU EXPECT? :P Everyone left when Bus 99 came and I am stranded with my "boyfriend" Jun Lin, drenched! I wanted to kiss him for being sucha sweetie! He actually left his umbrella for LiRong and myself before he ran towards the bus stop all drenched! Winson caught us talking, smiling and laughing away, hesitating if it's cool to interrupt. The look of Winson's face made me laugh aloud. LOL. Okay, I wasn't at all sweet when I fend off the idea of JunLin sending me home after all he isn't my boyfriend for real and that bloody Winson had the cheek to say it out loud for everyone in the bus stop to hear, even my "second boyfriend" Kelvin was there smiling away. I did something or should I say say something which made JunLin and Kenneth especially how distasteful I am. All right, I told Steven (the guy I thought is cute from the softball team who's always surrounded by a swarm of girls) that he's cute. LOL. He wasn't at all as proud as that bloody Brandon who knows he's cute and giving everyone that kinda bloody attitude which make me wanna puke everytime I see him with that another ugly looking Jesse!! Steven was in fact, blushing. LOL. Kenneth can't help, as usual, self proclaiming he's so much better than that Steven guy which yes, make me laugh till I could feel my stomach stretching before hooking his arms, walking towards the back alley of the PE room where that damn volleyball training meeting is held. Oh well, I hate waiting and left after sitting there for less than 5 mins. How sweet can Kenneth be to actually accompanied us all there!! (Damn, I felt somewhat disgusted by my English! It sounded so bad!! ) Personal http://www.zorpia.com/Socialite/journal/1276036 Tue, 19 Jul 2005 04:10 EST Got up from the wrong side of the bed! http://www.zorpia.com/Socialite/journal/1275544 Fuck! One, it's the same old arguement with Filipe early in the morning and secondly, Mark is not going to finish with Minnie mouse just yet. Ugh!! That Filipe arguement we have was a fucking miserable and heated one I just wish I could cut him off and get going to class. Personal http://www.zorpia.com/Socialite/journal/1275544 Mon, 18 Jul 2005 19:25 EST Caucasian? Homeboy? Or overseas-bred Asia man? http://www.zorpia.com/Socialite/journal/1273087 Iâ€™ve come across too many articles about Chinese women these days are choosing Caucasian to be their husbands and boyfriend kinda material as well as girls choosing overseas-bred Asian man. This article â€œWhite Outâ€ I read on ELLE is rather interesting. I canâ€™t help but ponder about myself after what Leslie said to me. Am I only satisfied if I stay with a white guy, overseas-bred Asian man or the homeboys? â€œGiven that Singaporean women have been complaining that the average local man lacks initiative and sophistication and that bringing a Caucasian home might give Grandma a heart attack, could these OBAs be the perfect solution?â€ Well, for me, it doesnâ€™t matter where heâ€™s from as long as thereâ€™s no communication barrier, no you-must-serve-me-cause-Iâ€™m-your-husband/boyfriend obligation and narrow mindedness, otherwise I am cool about it. Totally! However, as far as I am concerned, I do realized the Chinese guys do find me intimidating because I am this crazy, loud, not-afraid-of-speaking-my-mind Chinese girl who they all name me, â€œang-moh paiâ€ which sometimes make me wonder where does this stereotyping come from. I know myself that I am never attracted to guys who speak Chinese 24/7 even though they are bilingual in languages. I grow up in an English speaking family and some people grow up in a Chinese speaking family. Both Joe and I feel that English speaking families think out of the box and when we do communicate with the Chinese speaking guys, our perceptions and ideas are way so different. Imagine the distance between Mother Earth and Planet Pluto! The point is communication is essential! Same goes for mutual attraction. Like the positive side is attracted to the negative side of a magnet or needed to allow electricity to pass thru from one battery to another. Not from where he come from! I just donâ€™t see the fuss why newspapers and magazines are creating these kinda articles. But then again, my Grandma was almost lying on the floor when she learned about Karl because heâ€™s a white guy. Mom was â€œa white guy?â€ and you could see the veins in her eyes popping out! All these strongly against remarks and gestures irk me. I just donâ€™t see what are the differences between all the guys in the world! Is it the colour of the skin? 3 WORDS, I-DONâ€™T-CARE! I really donâ€™t care! As long as he belong to my fitting list, heâ€™s on! Personal http://www.zorpia.com/Socialite/journal/1273087 Sun, 17 Jul 2005 11:33 EST Weirdo! http://www.zorpia.com/Socialite/journal/1272780 I sent Dan postcard as soon as I got home from the stationary store. And gosh, I did not fill in his last name and I am wondering if itâ€™s gonna find its way on Danâ€™s doorstep!! I just canâ€™t wait for Dan to get that postcard and how heâ€™s feeling when he receive my postcard!! LOLâ€¦   I had Markâ€™s name on away and Leslie dropped â€œgot boyfriend liao la!â€ My eyes were almost popping out when I see that.  Expectedly, he was god-knows-where whenever I am gonna reply. So, I typed, â€œMark, Mark, Mark. And more Mark! Leslie, I donâ€™t have a boyfriend if thatâ€™s what you wanna know or ask!â€ I was really bored at that point of time and before I know whatâ€™s going on, he said I should go get a boyfriend! I am fussy and choosy and the truth is, I fear commitment. Damn it, he could see that right through me!! Ugh, no fun! He even suggested I should just change my image! What was that suppose to mean? I donâ€™t know! I am so fed up that I shoot my mouth off asking if he wants me or not? That isnâ€™t me, really! I donâ€™t go around asking guys if he wants me or not! This is so weird.  Whatâ€™s his reply? I-donâ€™t-want-you-because-I-yet-to-be-in-the-military! Gosh, what kinda excuse is that!! â€œGirls arenâ€™t secure with me!â€ â€œHey, I am never insecure with any of the guys!â€ He actually had the nerve to say, â€œI know. The guys are insecure around you!!â€ Gosh, what kinda conversation is that leading to? I donâ€™t know for sure! When I wanna press for more information, he said heâ€™s gonna head the toilet and shit and yeah, heâ€™s bringing his 9 year old kid brother to watch Fantastic Four!! Leslie, Leslie, Leslie, what on earth are you trying to say to me??   Personal http://www.zorpia.com/Socialite/journal/1272780 Sun, 17 Jul 2005 05:45 EST