Journals
Thursday,Jun 30 2005, 06:03:02 AMSame old Mark! And he's pissing me off
Mark's mom is urging him to find a girlfriend and get married. He is not getting any younger. LOL. I was laughing initially until he said he is not in the mood for that just pisses me off, right away. Ugh! What exactly does he mean by not in the mood. Ugh.
Thursday,Jun 30 2005, 12:56:45 AMI am a bad news
It's just another rainy Thursday morning and boy I am so glad I did not attend that talk because it was raining cats and dogs. A great opportunity to sleep in! The excuse I gave to the teacher in charge was "Grandma was hospitalized" and she insist that I must get proof, like admission to GH. It's sucha hassel. Urgh. I am glad it's true though that she was admitted a couple of days back.
Seeing Dimitri and Anthony totally brighten up my morning. Dim's "I asked you first! Where are you going to kiss me?" and Anthony is sucha great guy! Anthony always make me warmer than before! All those words and self assurance! I understand how exactly he feel after his grandpop passed away! And Dim cheeky smile and immerse brown eyes drive me nuts! LOL.
Guess I am not attending school today. Prolly head to the hospital and do something about getting the admission paper just to proof my teacher in charge that I ain't lying.
Wednesday,Jun 29 2005, 05:30:17 PMPeace
Haven't got the time to read newspaper ever since school reopen and gosh, when I was taking my time reading news from last week or so, I am amazed that I am so ignorant of the current world. The fire shoot in Cambodia makes me ponder why human takes other lives like it doesn't matter and their consciousness seems giving them a green light to kill! They are totally behaving like animals. How could they killed a small frightened Canadian kiddo to death just because he cried? Kids! He is just a kid! Why is this happening? Is killing the only way to seek fortune or revenge or whatever their mind sets on? It pains me to see people behaving like this. All the violence, shootings, terrorizing on others just isn't right. Did someone ate his consciousness? Where is the human values? Where is their moral values? Where?? Does killing make them feel better? I don't think so! We are human with feelings! We don't behave like animals. Compared to animals, they are even worse in status! Gosh, this is like only a few of such cases on the newspaper. What's the world coming to?
Wednesday,Jun 29 2005, 04:22:06 PMThe bold and Beautiful
Summer fashion is fun but when the temperature rise, its white tank and Havaianas all the way. Well, from Monday to Friday, I will never go out on a school night unless it’s necessary. I don’t wanna crash out before the school started or whatever. And this weekend, I am gonna reach for a pair of head turning sunglasses. Eye popping colours and super sized shape that promise to transform any commoner into a camera-ready celebrity. LOL
Wednesday,Jun 29 2005, 09:47:12 AMDinnertime!
I am really exhausted (so afraid so I might collapse!) and now it’s not only fatigue, here comes the feeling of getting crushed as well! Filipe and I had an argument over some guys’ issue, once again. Now that Karl doesn’t matter to me anymore, Fil as well. I had enough of all these guys. Their declaration is just plain nonsense! Got me? It always has been.
Well, this argument we had just drain all the energy I have for a day. He is all serious? He’s all real? He meant what he said? What’s the point of saying these when it doesn’t matter anymore? Guys or boys weren’t my priority in the first place. When Kel asked what my priority then, its happiness is!! Kelvin claimed from the way I speak, he’s darn sure
1. I am one hella girl (One of a kind and sure I ain’t like typical Chinese girl!)
2. The way I dressed, the way I put on my make up, the way I portray myself, my thinking, the kinda guy I want seems so like I only date foreign guys. LOL. I was like, hey, you make me sound like another SPG! LOL. I date local guys! Just that I am not romantically linked to any Chinese guys means I am SPG. Gosh! LOL. It’s simple, I am not attracted to them physically or whatever! LOL.
I don’t know what else I can say! LOL. Everyone in my class thought of me that way! LiRong (that rude girl which I initially loathe the sight of her become one of my clique) remarked that I look like a sporty one to Ai Hoon who thought so too. Jeanie as well. Boy, I am so glad I have a unique personality and I did not fake it because people felt that way too!
Finally, the argument is over! No more arguments in the future or whatever. It’s better like this!! I don’t give a fuck to what Karl said, let alone Filipe. As for Mark, he’s still the same old one!!