Sunday,Aug 10 2008, 04:16:58 PMlife is unfair

Being in love with a girl I love has been the greatest mistake of ma life!! I have been in love with a girl who used to tell me dat she loves me, I gave her ma heart, ma soul and everything I have. For nine  months, i was the happiest person in the universe, then begins ma sorrow. Two months have passed, and ma heart still wants to separate from ma body. Ma heart keeps telling me dat it doesn't wanna love anymore. It tells me dat this time, this time the pain has been too hard for him to keep being calm without any consolation.

When I first saw dat girl, I was in a complete desolation, I thought dat I have found the girl of ma life. Ma heart told me; Bobbs!! dat girl can cure you from all injuries dat you have been collecting since the day you first fell in love. I listened to ma heart and i saw dat he was right, that girl has completelly cured me from everything i had, i had began a new life with her by me. As you know, people say <<appearance is deciving>> one day, i saw on her emails, somme text from some guys, i tried to read them all and i found out dat those guys are her boyfriends, I was chocked and all ma dreams have fallen down like water in a water fall.

Although i knew that she was tcheatting on me, i didnt stop loving her and she tells; Boris! i really love and i don't wanna hurt you, they were ma boyfirneds and we have broken out longtime ago. you are the one i love now and nothing will come between us and break us up. By these words, ma love for her grew stronger than before and then comes a struggle, a fight in which you can win just if you say << i give up>>, she started doing things that might lead me to get angry but none of this worked because i know how to use ma head onsode of ma emotions.

For everything that happened, i decided to break up with her. Two weeks ago, she called me and told me that she got a boyfriend, i was so happy for her and i told her to not to treat them like she did to me. And everytime she calls me she tells me dat she is doing fine with her new boyfriend and she is teaching him everything she has learned from me. I was happy to know dat i was not bad a all. Last night, she called me and told me dat her Man wanted to hear from me and i told her that if he wants to talk to me, he just have to call me and we'll talk.

Today, at 12:20 am, she called me and after talking for 10minutes, she told me to old on for a moment and suddenly i head a man's voice" hey! who's dis"? i replied what?? and the voice said whos' dis? and what's your name?? i replied how can i tell you ma name if i don't know. you tell me your name and i'll tell you mine. He said his name but i didn't hear, i said sorry man, can you repeat it again because i didn't hear you. he says how do you know Maguy?? i said why are you asking me that?? and how do you know Maguy by the way?? he said she is ma girl and i said oh!! that's good man!!!  you are lucky and i told him ma name. He continues how old are you?? I relized that he was trying to get on my nerves and I said i don't know how old i amand the girl says " oh boris just tell him what he wants to know" and  the guy says somthing in french" Maguy! cest qui ce con??? i was totally chocked to hear that from someone who doesn't know me at all and he hanged up.

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