http://www.zorpia.com/Stirstir Wed, 11 Nov 2009 07:58 EST Wed, 11 Nov 2009 07:58 EST Zorpia.com http://www.zorpia.com/Stirstir/journal/303268 wow suddenly realise so many days neve write journal liao heehee hmm i can still remember on wed the day before abbey's birthday i work nite shift den alfin bring camera n take photo of us hahaha so happy cuz somehow it's oso my first n last photo wif them...den on thurs wow 1st time she volunteer to do floor sia i was so happy n glad at least last day wif her workin she neve disappoint mi sia hahhah...hmm today walk home together wif terry n took same bus as he hav a small talk wif him realise dat he is not dat cool at all n thing dat was sae from him do make senses la he is rite i shld tink carefully before i make my decision but maybe he dun reali noe my suitation hmmm anyway reali felt grateful of him tellin mi so many things dat we hav to face in life...fri is my last day so happy finally wow lau kinda sabo by them sia use whipped cream n make mi till my whole body so dirty n look so poor thing but i reali enjoy somehow i being to realise dat actuali they do hav mi in their hrts hahaha...but hor they make mi feel so smelly n i bathe for 3 times lor still cant get rid of the smell...sat hmm kinda enjoy myself tryin to open myself to them while eatin...hmmm actuali watchin movie alone is not bad lor i find it fun nxt time shld watch it alone oso well "laws of attractions" not bad la...today onli went to meet kenneth n nothin else liao den reach home veri early dun feel like goin out den at nite recieve xian call n realise he has been spendin so much money on my birthday n the thing he has done for mi lor well if he reali ask mi i oso dunno i will accept anot suddenly felt so guilty n bad dat i hav neve realise he had done so much for mi n felt touched oso anyway got to slp liao.... Personal http://www.zorpia.com/Stirstir/journal/303268 Sun, 23 May 2004 12:13 EST http://www.zorpia.com/Stirstir/journal/279441 <P>haizz this few days so lazy neve write liao anyway oso nothin special happen so oso nothin to write..haizzz..somehow i felt great dat i made the rite decision of leavin i reali can tell how xin ku they r mi oso especially her well maybe i leave will be better for her n mi la...saw someone drivin a black car somehow tot of mrs lee again hmmm still cant accept the fact..wonder how nick is doin liao hope he is fine kinda worry abt him...i noe he not onli msg mi n i noe i goin to giv him up but lata the day receive his msg my feelins back again wth wif mi...now listenin to christopher's song "bring us back" which is send by LK den realise wat he meant when listenin for the first time somehow reali hope dat thing can be back as normal but somehow its not possible as its not the same anymore well i wish everyone of the ppl i noe no matter i like them or they like mi i wish them hav a better n good day....n thanz for those dat r always there for mi i appreciate alot reali....siao suddenly sae i treat him so badly since when somehow i reali wan to noe why r u all treatin mi like dat is it when u all will feel happy to see mi torturin mi here i reali had enuff can someone juz tell mi wat u all wan from mi....actuali after i noe abt my uncle prob i somehow oso scare i kept on wonderin if one day i oso like him how everytime after i eat sure str away wifout fail i will go toilet...dunno how to sae juz feel down n lost haizzzz</P> Personal http://www.zorpia.com/Stirstir/journal/279441 Tue, 18 May 2004 11:18 EST http://www.zorpia.com/Stirstir/journal/265437 shit sia veri tirin overslept den hav to take cab again dunno shld sae is my cousin fault or my fault...haizz both oso at fault sia...both of us swear dat nxt time wont take so early lesson so sleepy sia...hahahah fail e test badly haizz nvm try nxt time cuz somehow expected hahahh...hahah went to uncle hse supposed to slp but couldnt den had a small chat wif him felt quite happy dat watever i sae today do cheer him n everyone up hahah...hmm i haven decided liao not to be soft hearted muz be firm wif my decision anyway i leave liao no one will feel sad or anything ma so makes no diff when leavin...suddenly miss nick sia dunno how him liao msg him still neve reply a bit worried for him haizzz dunno wat he doin shld at least reply mi ma... so&nbsp;happy chattin wif ken althu he is 20+ but the way he tok is like hahahh veri thick skin n funny so surprised he called mi sia tot he forget mi this frend liao anyway suddenly feel down n lost again...hahahha suddenly so many ppl ask mi go clubbin maybe becuz they got their pay liao so dats y la hahhah watever la today no mood wait till i hav mood la.... Personal http://www.zorpia.com/Stirstir/journal/265437 Sat, 15 May 2004 13:26 EST http://www.zorpia.com/Stirstir/journal/258656 haizz so tired today dun feel like goin to work...shit man got cramp n headach till nearly faint...haizz she is still e same neve change den somemore giv attitude dunno wat she tinkin..haizz dun feel like workin hmm anyway told eric liao i not workin after next week yeah..haizz sad sia cant bear to sae goodbye to those regular customers reali like to serve them alot but no choice la somehow reali cant get into the family of ap sr so better to leave now if not i will reali feel veri bad n sad haizz somehow dun wish to feel dat our friendship has drifted so far liao maybe it's good to put a stop here....veri sad to recieve the news dat uncle gt some dieases haizz somehow my hrt reali sank dat life is reali unpredictable somehow dunno why so many things happenin ard mi suddenly felt scare n lost haizz but still no ppl to be there for mi when i need them most well reali hav to learn to be alone..... Personal http://www.zorpia.com/Stirstir/journal/258656 Fri, 14 May 2004 12:38 EST http://www.zorpia.com/Stirstir/journal/249981 hahah suppose to go for test but rainin too lazy to go so cancel lor...luckily wasnt late for mrs lee's memorial service today..so sad n touchin of those words spoken regardlessly by students teachers n her familys..haizzz althu mrs lee has passed away today she has actualli bring most of all ex students n teachers back to sch...after attendin the service i begin to face the fact she is gone n finally noe wat i shld do in life..mrs lee althu u hav gone but i reali thanx u 4 lettin mi noe wat i wan n need to do in life u will always be in my memories....hmm luckily today lesson is not conduct by the lame instructor is the previous one if not sure dun understand wat he sae den after dat well to hospital visit uncle hmm he looks veri pale sia well wish he gets well soon...shit man havin cramps n mens today suay sia.... Personal http://www.zorpia.com/Stirstir/journal/249981 Wed, 12 May 2004 12:03 EST http://www.zorpia.com/Stirstir/journal/239881 today so tired sia wake up so early for driving basic lesson hmm 1st lesson was alright but e 2nd lesson dat instructor damn lame sia canot tahan feel like flippin sia...ahahha althu 2dae no work still go back workplace n slack quite fun la...haiz come home den quarrel wif mum i now totally too tired to tink abt anything la dun wish to tok abt it liao n dat nick dunno wat he tinkin la shit him sia....... Personal http://www.zorpia.com/Stirstir/journal/239881 Mon, 10 May 2004 12:18 EST http://www.zorpia.com/Stirstir/journal/235704 wow so tired sia onli slpt for 5 hrs yesterday went movie wif zuls,jen,nicky,abbey n von till veri late but the shw van helsing is nice sia...den went to mrs lee's wake haizz so sad feel like cryin but somehow juz cant cry haizz realli it happened to fast for anyone of us to accept it...somehow reali miss her alot...haizz...i realli hope dat nick can tell mi wat's happenin i reali cant stand it anymore lor somehow he is goin to fly mi aeroplane again for the 4th time i hav enough liao i onli wished dat he be trueful to mi of everything better than lettin mi tinkin wat's goin on.... Personal http://www.zorpia.com/Stirstir/journal/235704 Sun, 09 May 2004 11:36 EST http://www.zorpia.com/Stirstir/journal/226390 suddenly my mind went blank when i receive the news dat mrs lee has passed away...somehow alot of ques come into my mind why she juz left without tellin us anything n is life reali so fragile????i dunno how i reali feel but at dat pt of time i noe dat i am feelin veri down but somehow to others it doesnt reali affect mi...hmmm i felt like i reali change alot somehow or rather can reali sae i am a person wifout feelin liao so sad sia...well in my mind i kept on hav this tots a person reali dunno wat will happen tml my heart reali sank mrs lee i reali miss u althu u r always veri strict to us n we noe its for our own good n u hav reali show us i reali neve regret goin to st margs n i thanx god for u reali i reali wont forget u n ur heart-warming smile...love you always may u rest in peace n happily be wif God..... Personal http://www.zorpia.com/Stirstir/journal/226390 Fri, 07 May 2004 12:52 EST http://www.zorpia.com/Stirstir/journal/223274 wow so sian sia rain for the whole mornin cuz mi to get wet when goin for dental...den wait for chris althu is long but at least get to go out wif her la hmm not bad...so shocked to hear dat mrs lee was in hospital n her condition is not stablise realli worried for her althu last time dun like her but after all she is a veri good principal i pray dat she will be fine..somehow to mi life is so unpredictable n future is so blur to us..best thing is live each day happily n do watever u wan to do n dun live in regrets......mrs lee get well soon u hav my support u r a tough lady u can make it juz like the way u bring st margs to glory.... Personal http://www.zorpia.com/Stirstir/journal/223274 Thu, 06 May 2004 12:22 EST http://www.zorpia.com/Stirstir/journal/218114 haizzz shit man suddenly stomach cramp until so badly spoil my day at orchard...well qute fun goin out wif nicky n yvonne especially see von sayin funny words hahahha....hmm after today finally feel dat ppl ard mi are reali changin alot n it reali makes mi feel dat my frends r reali growin up everyday or rather ppl ard mi or even the world..hmm this que keeps on popin out of my mind ever tot of wat u wan in ur life regardless of anything????hmm somehow reali wonders wat guys hav in mind they always sae dat dunno wat gals hav in mind but the fact is gals oso dunno wat they r tinkin funny sia human beings.....hahahhah Personal http://www.zorpia.com/Stirstir/journal/218114 Wed, 05 May 2004 13:26 EST http://www.zorpia.com/Stirstir/journal/213273 <FONT face="arial, helvetica, sans-serif">haizz..today is such a borin day no lunch crowd sia....all the way so borin till nite at least got a bit of dinner crowd but veri sian sia....hahaha my frend goin to ns tml liao hahah poor him no wonder ask mi out for a chat sia hahahha...hopin to see my frend tml finally veri long neve see them liao...</FONT> haizz veri vexed today oso shit now in complete mess sia.... Personal http://www.zorpia.com/Stirstir/journal/213273 Tue, 04 May 2004 12:09 EST