I am so confused, i don't know what i want to do with my life by now i should have a rough idea, well i do but i want to be many things, but i can't be everything at once. Why do we get forced into a career at such a young age? why do we get pressured into making something out of ourselves?? if we end up working in a cafe etc.. we get called a bum! argh it really gets on my nerves. I am doing a course in college i liked it in the beginning but then people started being bitchy and two faced, then things started getting to me. Then i realised travel and tourism was not for me lol. I had the idea of going into councelling but then my dad put me off by saying i havent got it in me so yeah no support from my  " family " it seems that nobody has any faith in me it's quite depressing, everything i do seems to be wrong from other peoples point of view. I'm not very good with the whole confidence or relationship thing but that is just a totally different subject all together really. And the people who i thought were my friends turn out not to be so yes i feel like crap right now. Maybe i need to move away and start again but where can i move to ey ? it's just not that bloody easy =( especially at my age anyways im offski if you got any advice for me please give it me i need it thanks x