Journals
Thursday,May 31 2007, 07:33:47 PMStory!
I want to tell you a story:
Some years ago I was in love with a boy who I loved very, very, very much. He was my everything and we had relationship for more than 2 years. It was a relationship on distance because my family and I weren’t in Syria all the time because I was making my high school diploma in Germany and so we saw us 3 months a year, only. My daddy became very ill and the trouble and misunderstandings between me and him became more and more until I made the decision to break the relationship. In the worst situation in my life, because of my father's illness he started to threat me and to hurt me mentally. Some months later I came back to Syria and we behaved to each other as we never had known and are strangers. This status continued until the beginning of 2006. In Christmas I came back to Syria and we saw each other on a Christmas party and started to share some looks with each other. Because of the fact that my Christmas holiday wasn’t long and I had to study for the diploma and traveled back to Germany very soon and to my surprise he had sent an email to me, telling me merry Christmas and a happy new year 2006. Even I was so hurt and disappointed I answered and congratulated him to his birthday. Sometimes and in irregular period we discussed per email and chat about our fight, about our attitudes, mistakes and thoughts. Independent of that I finished my diploma and decided to leave Germany in order to study in Syria and to get more experience. I left everything and started my new life. Firstly, I had to learn that people aren’t always thinking about you as they are acting towards you and besides, I made some disappointing acquaintances with guys that didn't play in the right way always. My ex-boyfriend wasn’t in Syria anymore because he was working for a company abroad Syria and so the contact became less and less. Nearly in the end of the summer 2006 he came back to here and common friends tried to bring us close together again but we stayed on friendly distance. That’s nearly one year ago an nowadays we are like twins, like black and white or like sun and moon. We trust each other and can rely ones another without any fear or shame. We passed a lot of problems and hard situations but we've learned of all that and nowadays we are able to understand each other without words. I am happy that its like that and that I've accepted his sorry.
Love you!
You always meet twice in life!
