http://www.zorpia.com/SwanDiver Wed, 25 Nov 2009 01:52 EST Wed, 25 Nov 2009 01:52 EST Zorpia.com http://www.zorpia.com/SwanDiver/journal/1444784 <p><strong>Why:</strong></p><p>&nbsp;&nbsp; Why does everybody have to be so cruel?&nbsp; Why does life have to be so hard?&nbsp; These are the questions that people always ask themselves before&nbsp;they realized it&#39;s probably because they aren&#39;t confortable with themselves.&nbsp; Either that, or they&#39;re scared of being themselves for fear they&#39;re going to be disliked.&nbsp; As for life being hard, it just ends up makin you stronger!&nbsp; All the horrible things you think shouldn&#39;t have happened to you, happen for a reason.&nbsp; In the end you learn from them, growing stronger from them.&nbsp; I would know, the last year of my life has been h*ll for me.&nbsp; </p><p>&nbsp;&nbsp; Why can&#39;t people just accept things as they are?&nbsp; Why do they have to deny everything bad, and accept just the good?&nbsp; Don&#39;t deny it, you know what I&#39;m talkin about.&nbsp; A girlfriend or boyfriend breaks up with you, yeah it may be upsetting for&nbsp; awhile, but move on with life.&nbsp; It&#39;s probably not meant to be.&nbsp; If it is meant to be, he/she will come back to you.&nbsp; Someone dying, everyone always asks, &quot;why them? why not someone esle?.&quot;&nbsp; Well, it was their time to go.&nbsp; You should grieve, get it out of your system. but not forever because you need to think that their in a better place and that eventually, you&#39;ll have your chance to be with them again.&nbsp; Losing touch or friendship with a friend, again grieve some, but there&#39;s always someone else out there willing/wanting to be your friend.&nbsp; Just be willing to let them in you life.</p><p>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; </p><p>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; <img title="see no evil hear no evil speak no evil" height="90" alt="see no evil hear no evil speak no evil" src="http://penguinsplayhouse.com/mcart/images/IT228_CProgramFilesHPOfficeJetSeries600imagesWebSiteImagesMonkeySet.jpg" width="200" border="0" /></p> Personal http://www.zorpia.com/SwanDiver/journal/1444784 Sat, 10 Dec 2005 14:29 EST http://www.zorpia.com/SwanDiver/journal/1442521 <p><strong>Ever wonder:</strong></p><p>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; Ever wonder why people are the way they are?&nbsp; Their dramatic years won&#39;t quite leave them.&nbsp; Always starting little teenage fights just to try and draw themselves some attention, when really all its doing is making them look stupid?!?&nbsp; Don&#39;t you ever wonder when they are going to realize all of this?&nbsp; Or they start all of this and all it does in the end, is hurt someone?&nbsp; I wonder this everyday of my life.&nbsp; Because the small town I live in, this is exactly what everyone does.&nbsp; And actually one of the little dumba**es caused me, and my now ex, boyfriend to break-up.&nbsp; She doesn&#39;t even feel one bit bad either.&nbsp; All she does is sit there and deny every little detail of it, when I know for a fact she was the one who caused it.&nbsp; Just because she knows his ex-girlfriend, and several people have came up and told me rumors she is starting.&nbsp; Which happen to be the rumors she started.</p><p>&nbsp;&nbsp; Ever wonder why everything goes bad at once?&nbsp; Why the can&#39;t just be in small portions?&nbsp; On top of everything above, my best friend just moved...&nbsp; She has been my true friend for 3 years.&nbsp; An example for how best of friends we are, in the last 3 years of friendship, we have fought once, and it was because she was trying to protect me but i didn&#39;t wanna think thats what it was.&nbsp; She moved last week and she now lives 5 hours away from me versus the 45 minutes she lived away from me before.&nbsp; And 45 minutes I, at the time, thought sucked...&nbsp; I was asked why I didn&#39;t go with her. I said, because I can&#39;t afford it, which is true.&nbsp; But now I&#39;m wondering why I didn&#39;t.&nbsp; I could have got down where she is and found a job easy, since its a big city.&nbsp; Why didn&#39;t I?!? I really couldn&#39;t tell you the answer...&nbsp; All I know is, when I save up enough money from this job I have now, get all my bills most the way paid off, I&#39;m goin down and joinin her!!! But it&#39;s pretty cool because before she left, we went and got a matching tattoo, so we could remember each other&nbsp;where ever we&nbsp;went.&nbsp; The weird thing was, is we didn&#39;t know&nbsp;she would be leaving this soon..&nbsp; This was a spurr of the moment thing...&nbsp;We got a kanji for friend, on our right shoulder... Whatever you&#39;re doing, or where ever you are Nicole, I love you and I hope you know this!! </p><p>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; <img title="3 frogs on lilly pad" height="163" alt="3 frogs on lilly pad" src="http://www.students.dsu.edu/mungerje/New_Folder/cutecolorsfrog1.gif" width="264" align="absBottom" border="0" /></p><p>&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; </p> Personal http://www.zorpia.com/SwanDiver/journal/1442521 Tue, 06 Dec 2005 13:27 EST