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Posted at 12/2/2006 coppy poem heheh!

Trust you,i lose in the end
Late night comes are you home?
No you're not
You're out with urge to satisfy yourself it's your vicious plot
Looking back I realize that it's my fault
I'm not around so your love comes to a halt
You have no remorse in you
It's the only thing you know
You destroy me every time you little cunt
I never wanted this
Gave myself to you to get paid back with lies
Every time I trust you I lose in the end
I feel disgust in myself
I love how you can call me and pretend you're innocent
While I'm out here trying to better myself
You're a pig when it comes to my emotions
You drown me in your wake because you have no devotion
You have no remorse in you
It's the only thing you know
You destroy me every time you little cunt
I never wanted this
Gave myself to you to get paid back with lies
Saturday June 17, 2006 - 06:27pm (CST) Edit | Delete | Permanent Link | 1 Comment
Daddy' thoughts
Daddy' thoughts magnify
Maybe someday I'll know their name.
Maybe someday I can watch them grow.
Maybe someday I can shelter them from the world outside.
Maybe someday we'll play catch, and I can show them what a dad can be.
Maybe someday I can break the rules...
...and show them the life I never had.

Maybe someday I can cradle them in my arms.
Maybe someday they'll know my face.
Maybe someday I'll brush those tears away.
Maybe someday I can help them stand proud.
Maybe someday I can pass on to them...
...all the traits I chose to keep.

Maybe someday they'll grow up to appreciate...
...the meek, the meager, those less fortunate, and all the lost souls in between.

Maybe someday they'll carry their own legacy, and be the man or woman that everyone looks up to.
Maybe someday they'll save the world.
Maybe someday I'll hold them tight...
...proud of who they've become, and all they will be.

Maybe someday they will never hurt.

I know you can't hear me now, and you may never have the chance to read this, but when and if you ever come into my life, I'll have a lifetime to fill you in.

I Love you my child, with all of my heart, and I always

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