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- Username: SweetMisery87
- Name: Meech
- Country: China
- Age: 20
- Gender: Female
- Member Since:
Thursday, Jan 19 2006
Last Visit:
Wednesday, Sep 17 2008
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Thursday,Jun 28 2007, 06:53:31 PMSave me and myself
Here i am again! im talking to myself.It's been so long i didnt sit alone and thinking about you.I was too selfish coz i didnt care about you.Im sorry.Im sorry my body i didnt respect you.i was a bad girl...really bad....i planed to exchange you to the guys's feeling,to my chances.I cheated to myself,i cheated to my heart.But heart knows y im doing all these bad things.I know you get hurts so you want me to ignore all the feeling i have to protect you.I played around,didnt care what gonna happen.All the guys i met are just jerks.I know it but i didnt do anything to itervent them.Sometimes I just wanna crying out loud but y there is no tears in my eyes,sometimes i just wanna tell someone all my feelings but who is that someone?i dont belive in anyone.When i looked into the couple on the street,i just wished i could have a pure sweet love like them.I wished i could recive a little flower from my boyfriend.But my heart said it is bullshit.Or when i looked into my ex boyfriend;s picture having fun with his new gf...i wondered y i didnt have a good time like this with him?I didnt get hurt but what i had done to make myself dont get this happy moment?Yeah again Im sorry,i get down my knees and pray for myself,I swear to God i will love you and never exchange you to anything jerks.I will keep myself pure and calm.
Wednesday,Jun 27 2007, 09:29:38 PMPREGNANCY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Yeah me again and thinking about pergnancy again and again.....Im thinking about it and now im feeling about it....20 is that too young to be a mom?It is very important that a life is living in your body.It is a person who gonna change your life,and you can change that life too.Abort it or let it.Pregnancy telling you many things.Are you mature enough to take this?and is the baby's daddy really love you or just wanna fuck you??or is your boyfriend( or maybe the man you have sex with) is strong enough to handle this?you can try....I talked with my ...
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Wednesday,Jun 27 2007, 09:29:23 PMPREGNANCY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Yeah me again and thinking about pergnancy again and again.....Im thinking about it and now im feeling about it....20 is that too young to be a mom?It is very important that a life is living in your body.It is a person who gonna change your life,and you can change that life too.Abort it or let it.Pregnancy telling you many things.Are you mature enough to take this?and is the baby's daddy really love you or just wanna fuck you??or is your boyfriend( or maybe the man you have sex with) is strong enough to handle this?you can try....I talked with my ...
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Thursday,Jun 7 2007, 05:39:53 PMEverytime i see in the boy's eyes
I'm 20 years old.Not so mature,not soold but old enough to understand what behind boys's eyes.Im single now it is so right when talking my opinion out.Coz when the girls are in love,they see everything isjust sweet.OK now it is the truth.When i see the wet,weak,sweet eyes...they meant "i like u"."i worry about u"...i hate that weakness,coz they always treat me like a patient...."oh becarefull hurt...something....".And when the guys look at u and fleer it means he is playing with you....playing a feeling game...be careful girl!This kind of guy can make ...
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Thursday,Jun 7 2007, 09:26:08 AMY there are still something makes me feel bad.....
It is all about modeling thing..I went to the agency,just try my talent or get a job make experience.speaking Chinese,.....blah blah blah....1st time i went there i was nearly raped by an asshole manager.Second time i wasted 30 RMb for my ice cream ....ohhhhhhhhhhhh feeeel so bad................Even i pass the 2nd exams it is still no chance for me to be a real model or magazine thing....fuckkk....money problem again...I have to pay 3000 RMb for be a model of this company.....fuck the assholese....liars,,,,,,.....damn!!!!!!!! so wasted!!!!