Journals
Friday,Sep 15 2006, 04:29:56 AMCronic Thoughts
Thinking about the curse
I made two years ago.
Listening to the thoughts
of the two I put it on.
Blaming myself for it.
But how could I help it
That I had unspeakable feelings
For him, but it is a sin that
I had done, done to one of
whome I dear...
Suffered she did,
angry he was
weeping she was,
cold he became,
confused she was,
hostile he became to her...
I think of this all day,
I think of this everyday,
I think of this when he and
she talk to me.
But the truth they shall
never learn,
or if they do,
Cursed be me the double...
Friday,Sep 15 2006, 04:21:09 AMLooking Back
Looking back,
not much is different from now
people are the same
work is the same
love is the same
being alone is the same
the pain is the same
the memories are the same
and a new love will never be the same...
for one person, forever my heart will be the same...
Thursday,May 4 2006, 12:31:00 PMHmmm Dark Is The Hour...
Dark is the hour,
But what do they care when they have power?
Dark is the mind,
And don't forget to look to the behind
Because you never know
What will show
Up and slit your throught
And leave a note
To hell that you reserved a place,
Ah, a wonderful space
To live
And to give
Your soul
Oh that stranger your life he stole.
But don't worry
And don't be sorry
All will be fine
When you haved dinned
And winned and to the
Earth you with death bined...
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Sunday,Jan 29 2006, 07:48:40 AMHere I Am Once Again
My chin on the window.
My eyes staring out into the sky.
My mind blank one moment
And full of thought the next.
I hold secrets from both sides.
Afraid to reveal any to either side
For the fear of them loosing trust in me.
My freind confessed to me.
Her ex boyfriend told me what he
Thought of her.
He told me the same things he
Said he told her.
But those things will hurt
Her more if she found
Out that I knew them before hand.
None of this is the fault of
Either of them.
It is, well it is my fault.
I should not have made that wish.
But at that time it was the only
Thing I could think about
Because I was so hurt inside.
I saw them two that one night.
Together like a couple would be.
So in love with eachother that
It made me sick and want to
Throw up in thier lap or somewhere.
In my mind I was cursind and like
All jelous people would wonder,
"I would love to see how lond
The relationship will last."
And yes I made a wish.
A wish that said, "I wish they
Would break up."
And guess what happened?
They broke up at that summer
Of that same year they went out.
I did not know what to feel.
Should I be happy or sad?
I felt nothing really.
I just felt this emptyness.
But I will never confess that
Wish to anyone, well atlest not
To those two.