Kuolema Tekee Taiteilijan
```The Light Is The Dark```

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Tuesday,Sep 27 2005, 01:17:19 PMYeah Right

Standing in the dark am I?

You ever wonder why?

I will tell you why.

I am in the dark and so

Is the rest of the world.

Stand in the darkness, their

Own imagination, their own

World with a sense of ignorence

That majority refuse to admit.

Your mind is your darkness.

It makes you see what you

Do not want to see.

It makes you think things

That you wish to surely forget.

It makes you think devient thoughts,

Thoughts that could be good,

Or thoughts that could be bad.

I am not the only one standing

In the darkness because so

Are you because of your mind.

And ligt is also another

Form of darkness.

Monday,Sep 26 2005, 12:40:06 PMHide

Have a nose as big as

You Can so you can butt

In on other people's issues.

Have a butt as big as you

Can to push everyone aside.

Have an elbow as big as you

Can to elbow everyone everywhere.

Have ear holes as big as you

Can get them to be to listen to other

People's issues because

Those are the only holes

And places you can hide

In and under once you

Fall.

Sunday,Sep 25 2005, 06:19:25 AMFollowing

I still see it following me.

It followed me day and night.

It followed me yesterday and all week.

If followed me to my door steps.

Why would it not let me alone?

Why is it tourmenting me.

When I turn around to see

What was following me,

It dissapears like it was never there.

The sun goes down, the sun comes

Up, the thing is still following me.

I see it through my window, I see

It anywhere I go, creating many

Sleepless nights for me

becouse of its endless stalking.

Little did I know that it was

My own shadow that I was

Parinoid about.

Tuesday,Sep 20 2005, 12:46:56 PMI Wish

I wish I was immortal,

My life to be forever eternal.

If I could be a mermaid,

And lonlynes to be maid

My friend forever,

I would take the offer.

If I could be immortal and the price

Is for me to become a Vampire and burned thrice

In the sun, I would take the offer.

My heart is harder to conquer

Because of its desires

For immortality.

Thursday,Sep 15 2005, 03:37:17 PMIt Means The Same Thing

 

"If you loose weight you will

Look real sexy." Yeah right

I think to myself. Doesn't

That sound like, "You are

Still fat"? It does to me. I

Am happy with how I look,

But often dare not to wear

Some clothes because they

Would look akward on me.

Everyone in my family says

That I will look good if I loose

Weight because I have nice

Proportions it is just that they

Have more fat than they should

In those areas. This still sounds

Like, "You are fat," in a nice way.

Besides this is comming from

Relatives so they probubly are

Making their words sound right

So I would not be mad with them.

Yeah right I exclaimed. Those

Kind of comments do not please

Me, because I only believe in I

Am fat currently and that is it.

I do not believe my relatives

When they say that. Besides

I never heard from anyone else

Besides my relatives that I

Would look real nice if I lost

Weight, I think because they

Do not think so. I prefer their

Thought more than my relatives

Most of the time.

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