Journals
Monday,Nov 28 2005, 01:50:19 PMThe Way
Show me the way
To your heart as I sway
In the wind
Not because I've sinned
Because I want to
Commit a sin with you.
This one must be done
By you and me both, hun.
You know what it is, it is lust.
It is what I want to do, and I must
To complete the seven sins
With many grins
On my visage they faced
To my evil taste.
I have gone against
A religion and now they will repent
The sinners like me
But soon I will be
Free from the angles'
Grasps that I was entangled
In because I went against them
For that I am condemned.
But free because
I am dead for my cause.
Monday,Nov 28 2005, 01:45:47 PMHot… Not…
Hold it there
You over there
I have got
Something hot
To say
So attention you must pay.
If you do not
I will kill you on the spot.
No, not with my hands.
From where I stand.
I will kill with my
Looks as you stand by
Not because my looks are beutiful,
But because they are mystical.
Monday,Nov 28 2005, 01:41:58 PMA Dream Or Death
At an edge of a cliff I stand
Looking forward for a while.
Then looking to my right for a while.
Then looking to my left for a while.
Then looking up for a while.
Then looking down below for a while.
To behind I will never look.
I jumped, I fell, I enjoyed the air
Pushing past my face, lifting my hair.
I fell straight down, my legs first,
My arms streched above me.
I am going to hit the ocean soon.
I closed my eyes, already planning
My vengence I would do to people with my soul.
It seemed forever for me to reach the ocean,
But the air motion stopped as if
Time was forzen.
I opened my eyes and looked
If I had hit the ocen, died and
Already a soul with my body floating
Beside me.
But no, I found not body,
I found not water.
I felt no pain of impact.
Then I looked down and I thought,
Wait a minute, this is not
Water I am standing on.
It was earth, good lush earth.
The ground was glittering with
Crystal dew, flowers
Spotted the emerald grass,
Butterflys, like faries,
Flew gracefully around.
I blinked and blinked and shook
My head, checked my pulse.
I was still alive.
I took a step and another and another.
I am now walking on the emerald
Grass to my facination.
I looked around and saw nature in a form that would mark a space in
The book of world wonders
In the world of humans
If this one I am in is not.
I saw trees so big that it
Made the Redwoods ressemble
Bushes if they were set side by side.
Birds sang the songs of joy,
Spring, summer, and all that
Is happy.
Maybe they are singing the songs
Of grief, but how were I to know?
I saw a shaddow move in the
Mystical looking woods.
It was moving fast.
Into the woods, I ran to the saddow.
As I entered the deep woods,
I smelt the scent of a damp forest,
Hearing the absence of sound.
Then suddenly something gray
Cought my eye.
It was under a tree that looked
Like it had turned into stone centuries ago, yet still full of life.
I forgot about the shaddow and
I stopped and looked
At the gray object
Which turned out to be a
Stone with ruinic enscriptions.
I read it, but unfortunately it was in some ancient language,
But for some deep reason,
It all made sense to me and
I could read it as well as
I knew my name.
I read the enscriptions
I read it again,
I took the text into thought
Trying to figure out what it said.
What it said suddenly struck me
And then I fainted.
Monday,Nov 28 2005, 01:30:37 PMIt Has To Happen
I saw you walk past me.
I want you to stop by me.
And go no further.
I want you to turn to me
And say what I want
You to say.
I want you to break away
From her and
Come to me.
I know that is not possible,
But I want it to
Happen.
If that is not possible I will
Make it happen,
Even if I have to fight with you.
If that is deadly not possible,
I want you to be with the
Girl I chose for you.
If you are still with the other girl,
I will kill her and you next
And myself in the process.
Monday,Nov 28 2005, 01:25:17 PMFollow Me
Follow me to the end.
No wait, follow me
Forever pass the end.
Follow my heart.
Follow my desires.
Follow my jelousy.
Give into me.
Give into my jelousy
To ease it from further damage.
Understand my beliefs.
Understand my ideas.
Understand my words.
Know what I know.
Know what I want you to know.
See what I see.
See what I want you to see.
Love me when I want you to.
Love me forever.
If you do not do as I say,
I will cut your chest open,
Break your rib cage,
Pull your heart out and eat it.
Oh, that pulsing heart,
Now quenches my love for you…

