Thinking about the curse

I made two years ago.

Listening to the thoughts

of the two I put it on.

Blaming myself for it.

But how could I help it

That I had unspeakable feelings

For him, but it is a sin that

I had done, done to one of

whome I dear...

Suffered she did,

angry he was

weeping she was,

cold he became,

confused she was,

hostile he became to her...

I think of this all day,

I think of this everyday,

I think of this when he and

she talk to me.

But the truth they shall

never learn,

or if they do,

Cursed be me the double...

Looking back,

not much is different from now

people are the same

work is the same

love is the same

being alone is the same

the pain is the same

the memories are the same

and a new love will never be the same...

for one person, forever my heart will be the same...