Journals
Thursday,Sep 10 2009, 09:10:38 AMAutumn
Today i feel cold,yes Autumn really come.
Yesterday afternoon after work i went to market to bought a a long-sleeved shirt for father,when i visit him i will give him,i hope this weekend i can come to see father.But jano think that i just stay a shot time with him,hehehe,well,some time he really like a child.
This morning he called me,but my cellphone no battery,when i reached office,we chatted on msn,he got so angry,he said that when he called me it always no battery,but it's truethat it no battery.He called me bcs he didn't know how to take body temperature ,hahah,he said before his mother do it,now he even don't know the nomal temperature.oh my lover pendoo,hahhaa
Hmm,tomorrow i should send mother money and after work go to jano's school.if give money to mother,well,this month i will hv little money.Hope this condition can be changed soon.
Oh,i feel hungry...
Wednesday,Sep 9 2009, 06:25:13 AMchange
August 27,friday,jano came qingdao,we had a wonderful time again,saturday we came to check his eyes,and then went to HP center to check his laptop.then to taidong to search a new cellphone.at night we find one hotel and sleep there.
Sunday morning brother called me that my sister-in-law backed qingdao from her hometown,but she left her luggage at train station .gege wanted to let me to his work place to take his ID card,(it takes 2 hours from my place to his place) then back to train station(takes two hours) to take the luggage,then to lundu( takes 40 mins) to catch ferry (40 mins) to huangdao,then buy bus (30mins) to his home.he said it's a smaill luggage and a box,actually it's a big box,if only myself,i really can't carrry it.If brother drive there can take it easily,but they feel good to let me to do this.
I feel very sad that they don't care about me at all.jano already very tired,i wanted to let him back to hv a good rest,but he wanted to help me to carry the luggage,it was a hot day,i don't want to let my jano felt hot and tired,so i said my brother's friend could help me,actually i don't want to bother anyone ,i did all that myself,so tired.
Mom's health problem become more and more serious,already spent a lot of money,his family help a lot,when i m not at home,he also does a lot of work,last weekend i went home to see mom,he wantted to talk with me,but i just showed him a cold face,then he stoped talk and went out.
mother scolded me ,but i don't know how to give him a smile face,i even didnt say thanks,my whole heart all thinking about my jano.but i know i should change.
when i back to qingdao,jano sent me message asked me whether i hv back or not,he said he could feel that i hv changed,my tears came out immediately.oh my jano he could feel that,my love,my maomao,i cried a long time,whenever i think if i leave jano,how could he forget me ? maybe in other's eyes he is a boy enjoys his life much,but i know he need love,need a girl care about him,if someone hurt him,he will become very weak.my jano,how could i leave u ?
but how could i manage u and my family ?
Last night I fainted because of glycopenia and the lack of nutrition,so missed my jano's call.i felt so sorry.how could i tell jano all these things?
I told mom i would send her money when my salary come,i also want to buy one shirt for jano,last time we checked it at taidong,but we didnt buy,i want to buy him.oh,next month we will pay the house rent ,every place need money.
ahhhh...this is my life.....