WAS IST DAS?!?!?!

Hello again fellow Zorpians.

I know I never update hear and I apologize for that. There's just too much going on in my little world to tell everyone everywhere about every little thing.

But for those who are really interested in my life, go here. (If I did my HTML right, the link should pop up in another window...)

I update my livejournal more often simply because it's easier... hope to see you there!

What a melodramatic weekend. Got really depressed, followed by really drunk... and then today suddenly everything is ok. The rollercoaster of emotions makes me question the state of my mental health.

But at the moment, things are well... so I guess I shouldn't complain. Tomorrow Specht is cooking lunch for a group of us... then I have Murder on the Nile rehearsal... and I'll most likely finish the day attending Keely's Superbowl party.

I can't wait till Navaris gets back into town with exciting tales of the outside world.

Well, sleep beckons and I must heed it's call. Goodnight, lovecats.

*yawn*... Blah...and that pretty much sums it up. Today has been sooooo slow and ultimately unproductive. I hope it's not an omen of the weekend to come.

I've been rather unhappy as of late and can't exactly decide why. Part of it has to do with Wando. I think I'm allowing my self to get overly-attached and am in turn dissappointed when that amount affection isn't reciprocated. But I do know that he cares about me... he's made that very clear.

I come from two very emotionally unstable parents and I think I've inherited or perhaps developed a lot of my dad's paranoia. I often find myself not trusting others and being too concerned about a number of things.

*sigh*

I'm going to quit rambling now. Take care, friends.