Journals
Saturday,Jul 26 2008, 08:51:25 AMTroublemaker in your life?
I ain't a type that find trouble with ppl, but sadly, in my life, there's lots of troublemaker who tries to mess up with my life... Now, i'm not just having financial problem to enter university, and my parents disagree to help me at all just because they think i have committed a 'big' sin for having relationship with a different culture guy, wth... I did not do anything wrong, or against their authorities... They're the ones causing trouble around and dare to say that my action is a sin, but what other relatives bitching about is a correct thing to do, f*** off then... what kind of family member is this? Yeah, i'm sad at 1st but my heart tore apart which filled with dissapointment and depress... If do not want to lend me a hand, and so be it, who need a help from an idiot anyhow >_>Once again, they add extra 'nonsense' troubles to me... sigh... when does this thing would end....? i pray to that day to come... end of stupid accusation and nonsense troubles....
Sunday,Jun 22 2008, 04:31:51 AM: W E L C O M E T O M Y P A G E :
W E L C O M E . . . . . .
A NEW LOOK SHALL FALL UPON THIS DIRECTORY... WAIT AND SEE IT FOR YOURSELF....
Thursday,Jun 15 2006, 01:30:51 PM~.::Gifts::.~
I was so happy when i jz got bck from Kuala Lumpur last week... I've enjoyed my holidays there and celebrate my birthday with Claude first time...!Hontou ni ureshii neh.... ^^
He gave me a Cloud Strife 1000 pieces jigsaw puzzles(I havent complete yet..=p),then 3 huge posters of Final Fantasy VII Advent Children..!Yay...!!=D They were very hard to get at Penang... and these are wat i really hope i can get them sumday....heehee... ^_~ Thanks to Claudey..he owes the best of all....!!Muakssss....!Love you the most!!Heehee...=D
And i'm ver suprised and glad once i open my Zorpia and Friendster.... Hontou ni arigato to Asakura san who had done so much effort to the birthday wallpaper she gave to me....!I was so surprised and impressed once i saw the wallpaper,and i straight away keep it to the pendrive since i was onlining at cybercafe tat time due to sum probs of my pc but now my pc oledi ok ^_^.... I really appreciate tat wallpaper alots...When i saw Claude and Sierra which Asakura san drew by herself...I was so impressed... It had make me think bout making animation of Chrono Fantasy,heehee...=p Thanks alots again to Asakura Misakichi san!!She's owes the best and amazing person tat i've ever met!!^_^
-Claude and Sierra (Chrono Fantasy main characters) tat drew by Asakura san... So cute and nice!!Kawaii neh...!!^_^ I like it sooooo much!!Now i've set it as my bg wallpaper... ^_^ Thanks to Asakura san!!=D
Besides this,i wanna said thousands of Thank You to all my frens in Friendster who gave me birthday wish..!^_^ Once i've open my frenster,i have 27 testimonials of birthday wish...Gosh...it was my first time!!And i'm happy bout it!!=D
I've feel so much happiness on this year birthday,i hope everyone enjoy their own birthday too!!^_^ Jz a blink of eye,i've turned to 18 tis year..... *relieve sigh* Guess i've to miss each moment of the past.... They were owes the precious memories tat i'll kept inside my heart n soul forever...... =D
Alrighty,lemme present another wallpaper tat i've made... ^^
-Featuring the expression of Cloud's feeling.... This wallpaper was inspired by my fren...But i've modify it alots...^_^
So,may all of u have a nice day and Ganbatte in ur life!!^_^
~TriCia LeonHeart~
Saturday,Jun 3 2006, 02:43:31 PM- Irritated?Frustrated?Annoying?? -
Sigh..... I've been acting grumbly recently...I jz dun get it bout myself..Y can i get pissed off so easily compared to last time....?Is it tat i have been thru alots of frustrating thing?Or...is it tat i have been irritated....?
I'm tired....of everything around me...The first time when i've step my foot into this network world..I tot..'Yeah...I can meet alots of frens whom same interest as me...and they would like to share wif me bout their interest and experiences....' But now,it's not still the same as be4.Y?Everyday,i online at zorpia either frenster either msn.....Wat could i get??First thing my mind could think is,design my page nicely so ppl can attracted it....Yeah rite,could tis thing happen now?Last time the answer is Yes,now No anymore.....My first priority here is design page,and making graphic wallpapers and share wif everyone.I'm not here to making frens wif alots of ppl,i noe it's kinda awkward for me to said like tis...
But,do u noe tat sumtime frens can be divided into 2 groups~True friends and Fake friends.Yeah....i noe tat maybe sum of ppl cant noticed it,but i can.... It's simple....If u saw a person jz add u at msn messenger,but he/she din came 2 chat wif u,he/she's not a true fren.And sum of them like to forward stupid website asking u to surf it,we dunno whether tat website was 'haunted' wif virus or anything rite?Wat for?Wats the objective asking us to go there?Anything important?
And the next thing is bout,when a person jz add u jz for fun...Do u can realized it?Well,i get alots of 'frens' like tis...Maybe sum of u faced same thing as me too.... I jz dun get it...Izzit fun to disturb ppl?Sending nudge several times to make ppl's ears burst,then came n ask 'who r u'?Yeah yeah rite,they're the 1st person add us n we're the one who WILL ask them who the hell are they n where they get our email rite?Then,they'll reply 'ppl send tis email to them n ask them to add us' !!!?? Tis is wat i really dissapointed wif my frens....I jz dun get it...Y must they ask other 'unknown' person to add me???And they jz add for fun,they're not trying to make a 'True' fren wif me....If i knew tis earlier,i shud've block them.And sum of them,of course they noe oledi from early times,if they add me,sure we have nothing to chat bout..... Esp to those who din have the same interest as mine....,Usually they jz came n said hi n flee away...And everytime i online,i jz saw their name display n from tat on,they owes keep quiet....If like tis,i encourage them not to add me.....It's simple,tis is not a selfish act...but..i think..if u dun wanna make fren wif me wif sincerely,I NVR EVER WILL INTERESTED CHAT WIF U.....!
I got few frens tat can be really really true frens jz like reality frens~Duo,Yuffie chan,and Asakura san.They're the best of all!They will came and chat wif me everytime,if they're bz,i'll not disturb them cz i noe they're bz.If i bz,they oso din came n disturb me cz they noe it.Cz y?How they noe it?Easy....,they respect me.And i respect them as well too.I treat them as one of my sisters i have.Well,and others...they seems like din understand wat i'm taling bout...it's really making me tired n tired of repeating the same thing....No wonder i can get pissed off easily and tired of everything....If i'm bz,then u must noe tat i'm bz,and dun ever disturb me,sum of them jz came n said hi when i was bz,but then they flee away...Aww...~~ Damn it........!How i hate those kind of ppl......!!!!!! It's really making me....get irritated wif them days to days,and it seems endless...!Y they couldnt understand anything??????Izzit english hard to learn or they jz pretend they din understand it????Is it fun to be like tat?????????????!!!!
But,i've met a person who seems 'WEIRD' than me....A weirdo if i can said,i dun wanna mentioned his name here.Watever i do,he jz show those 'sweat' icon to me...it's seems like,he doesnt understand wat i do and everything i done are weird to him....Is it weird to design thing?Is it weird to play games?is it weird to likes animes?AND is it weird likes to draw????Tch.....~ darn it.......
Sigh....everything....are not goin' as i wish..I jz wish everybody or any person can share wif me wif sincerely,share the talent,share the same interest.....If u have the sincere heart to make frens wif me,u'll noe how sincere or how much effort i put to created alots of stuff,draw n design.....And u'll get interest wif tis hobbies too.....
Alrighty,i guess i've to go now..... Maybe i wont online alots these few days...I wanna take a break and enjoy wat i'm doin now..... I'll leave my groups to Duo and Yuffie chan,if anyone got probs,u can find them to ask if they can lend u a hand..... And pls,respect them too.... Dun ever think tat u're the coolest or greatest or anything n makes u feel like u wanna step on their head... I give u a warning... U have NO CHANCE on it....!! They're my groups moderators or frens to u,YOU MUST RESPECT THEM NO MATTER WAT....~ ~!!!! Share the opinion and ideas wif them too to let them noe wat u're thinking if u wnana post or do anything in the Final Fantasy Paradise group...... =)
Alrite,i'll pen off here.... So i hope i'll see u guys next time again.....
-If i said this kind of things makes u feel likes it related to u,then i said sorry for it.It's my reflection of wat my frens had done to me and i felt so dissapointed on them..... I din meant to hurt anybody feelings but i dun ever hpe anyone can hurt my feelings too....
-Thank You-
Wednesday,May 31 2006, 07:09:53 AM.:* My Artwork Updated Again!!^_^ *:.
Yosh... ~! Finally i've finish the coloring of Sierra Xavier Elsmane(my heroine of Chrono Fantasy).I've spent as long as 3 days too to finish it,same as Claude Leonhart b4...^_~
Alrighty,lemme bring it on...!!^_^ Hope u like it n dun mind to add me sum comments yah....!!=D
I've feel like coloring had become part of my life now...i started to like it very much....tee~hee.... =D N i owes dream bout making my own anime sumday featuring few of my story tat i've done..... =) I'll work hard to achieve this dream.... ~!!^_^
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-Sierra Xavier Elsmane-
~An optimistic,cheerful n kind shrine maiden from Octaphius Monastery at Balsopheliss Archipelago.She has been ordered by Her Holiness Rosa to take on a quest which is to sealed Lunar Amulet at The Great Divines.Lunar Amulet is sum kind of legendary artifact tat had seal lots of evil soul by those powerful priests n pilgrims.And now,Lunar Amulet had started to malfunctioning and ppl of the world are facing alots of threads of evil.So,Sierra had to follow the order n to fullfill her dream which is to see this vibrant world of Espellio Continent.
-Sierra Xavier Elsmane (Glimmer of Hope Version)-
~Sierra kept alots of secrets n hidden past bout herself.She doesnt know where she from be4,and all she could remember was that she live in Octaphius Monastery since she came to this land.She's the one who about to reveal the true secrets tat lies within Espellio Mainland and she's the 'Key' of Time Crash.When the first time she met wif Claude at Carseane Town,she began to fell for him at the first sight(but actually jz admire him,havent starting to 'Love' yet..=p).She owes call him as 'Mr.Mercenary' once she hired him to take on this job as a bodyguard to protect her along the journey to The Great Divines.She likes to joking around,but usually Claude likes to cut her lines n teased her.And sumtime she behaved like a kid,n tis is wat Claude doesnt like alots..(Claude hates kids...=p).Sierra had learned alots of thing n gained new experience thru this long journey.And she also met lots of culture n ppl around the world,tis had make her to become much more mature n wise....
-Sierra Xavier Elsmane (Original Sketch)-
~Sierra is not a human...... Tis is an early warning given by a mysterious old lady.She told her 'You're not belong here....and your existence n ur story is forbid to this land.But since you've came here long time ago,n if u still continue ur 'story' at here,You Shall Vanish From This World Soon..... ' Sierra owes being bothering by the old lady's word even though she doesnt really get wat she was talking bout.And soon,she knew it was true.She really doesnt belong to this world,or could said as Time Period.She must be perished from this world,in order to stop the Time Crash.If not,the whole wide world will be frozed in time,n everythin will be stopped.... Although Sierra know tat she'll vanished from this world,n she nid to.She nvr cries or sad bout it,but yet she still keep the brightest smile she ever had to cheer her partners up.Nothing is impossible for her,and she tries her best to continue her life at this world until the time reach her..........
-Sierra Xavier Elsmane (Shade Mode)-
~Sierra had a special power named as Adrenalinae which can helped her to connect wif spirits and summons Divine Creatures.And her powers are mostly in healing,supporting n magic,n her magic became very powerful when she summoned Divine Creatures.She never intend to hurt anybody wif her magics,but yet tries to help them if she could manage it.Sierra nvr had true frens in her lifetime at here,so she get very excited when ppl said..' You're my Best Friend..' At least she felt tat she had live a 'life' be4 as a human in this world b4 the time reach her soon,n she will vanish from this world.She willing to do anythin to save n help her frens,can get a bit of jealous if other girls tryin to flirt wif Claude n she cant get angry easily,a bit sensitive n owes believe in gud.An innocent child tat likes to serve God if she had a chance sumday...... And her dream is to travel whole Espellio Continent and find the legendary Floating City-Sylla (Heaven Garden).
Sierra played a big role in this story,but yet,her story will be end soon.This is her Destiny and she couldn't against it...... A rather sad story for her,but she willing to faced it wif courage...
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~Here a small biography of Sierra Xavier Elsmane aka Sierra Elsmane... ^_^
Name--> Sierra Xavier Elsmane
Age--> N/A (But it's around 18 yrs old)
D.O.B--> N/A
P.O.B--> N/A
Zodiac-->N/A
Hometown--> Balsopheliss Shrine
Height--> 163cm
Weight--> 45 kg
Attribute-->Non-Elemental
Initial Weapon--> Maiden's Prayer (Rod)
Utimate Weapon and Job Class--> Heaven Guardian, Divine Summoner
Ultimate OverPower--> Saviour/Eternal Whisper
-Here's a list of Divine Creatures which summoned by Sierra
Summon Creatures(Known as Divine Creatures,special ability for Adrenalinae).
~ Tenshi (Goddess of Light - Element - Light)
~ Blazigae (Warrior of Sun - Element - Fire)
~ Irienna ( Water Shrine Guardian - Element - Water)
~ Nirreva (God of Nature - Element - Earth)
~ Oriharugon (Dragon of The World - Element - Non-Elemental)
~ Pheopatra (Frozen Phoenix - Element - Ice)
~ Neo's Ark (Nymph of the Wind Valley - Element - Wind)
~ Dark Abyss (Shadow Knight - Element - Darkness)
~ *Ceress (The Time Guardian - Element - Non-Elemental/Shifting Time Space Dimension)
*The most powerful Divine Creatures that can be summoned by Sierra.Her magic can manipulated the time and shifting the time period,such as past,present n future.N mostly very gud in Time Magic,n can frozed the time.Ceress known as Lady Arcellyia for East Espellio culture.And she oso one of the 'key' divine creature tat involved in Time Crash..........
Tee~hee,these are small briefing bout my main characters.I noe tat even though i nid to 'end' Sierra's story soon....(It's very sad to do it...T_T... =p) But dun worry,even though Sierra will be not remained but yet,she'll be in the story forever.... Try to guess....^_^ N i'll tell u the answer next time.... Tee~hee...
Hope u like my artwork n characters yeah!!=D
-Time evolve without our knowledge,we could only go forward,without looking back...
-Original Character Design and Story by TriCia LeonHeart