Journals
Sunday,Nov 27 2005, 03:38:49 AMMy baby makes me happy :D
I love dez! hehe.. we have had a great last few nights.. i love her so much, i dunno what i would do without her sometimes.. she means the world to me.. i cant wait to see her again on the 26th.. i will be so happy :) i remember how beautiful she looked.. i cant wait to see her again.. i can still see her in my mind.. in her little pink shoes.. and her pink dress.. hehe.. so cute! absolutly beautiful.. she makes my heart pound every time i think of her.. even her name "desiree" is absolutly beautiful.. i love her with all my heart AND beyond.. cant wait to be her husband.. hehe.. walk down the aisle with her :)
Tuesday,Nov 22 2005, 03:02:28 AMmad
Im so mad... dez yells at me for talking to sarah like a month ago, and says i flirted with her. i said "sweetie" and such.. yet while she is yelling at me, she is flirting with an ex g/f a girl that wants to be her g/f and there is a guy named richie who has his hand with marker that says "i <3 dez" on his fucking hand. so im mad and i think its bullshit that she yells at me WHILE she is flirting around. ugh.. ill stop here before i say something i regret later. on with the show... that house is done.. we are currently moving things in.. but i have taken some pics to show you all.. these pics are bare.. have nothing in them yet.. but we are currently moving in.
Thats it, i think its pretty nice...
Sunday,Nov 20 2005, 05:17:25 AMHouse
Im now in the new house, boxes EVERYWHERE its insane.. but hey, im in and the comcast guy has my internet working, but no tv yet.. i havent put it up yet.. but i have my baby on the phone.. so im uber good! i love her with all my heart! :D makes me so damn happy.. but i am tired now, so i must say goodnight... *waves to zorpies* nighty!
Tuesday,Nov 15 2005, 02:24:33 AMUnpossible!
Well its been a horribly bleak night tonight.. and wow.. i havent written in here for a while have i?.. do appologize.. guess i have just been bouncing around.. dez takes a lot of time.. but i love that hehe.. makes me happy :) tomarrow we have a walk through of the house.. im moving into it on saturday.. it looks wonderful.. i am actually now going to wait to take the pics until the walkthrough, the cleaning ladies are in there as i type cleaning the place up.. making it look good and all :) so thats nice, ill be sure to upload them somehow.. i will have to bypass the router.. but i can do that.. dropped my new cell phone today.. running into the furniture store.. it was raining like mad.. so i thought i'd run.. to stay a bit more dry.. but yea.. i stopped.. the cell phone didnt.. slid on the concrete for around 15 feet lol.. so now it looks like it was on the beaches of normandy.. but hey.. now i can make it feel more like "my" phone and not just a new phone that hasnt been broken in.. just glad it still works.. i was happy when dez called.. i have missed her a lot today.. but i dunno.. she seems distant.. probably me thats distant though.. been so bleak today.. bloody rain! grr.. anywho.. i hope all you zorpies are doing well.. been a bit since i have talked to some of you.. be sure to write me.. i will be sure to respond when i can :) (iloveyoubaby)
Thursday,Nov 10 2005, 01:43:47 AMWhy talk when you dont believe a word i say?
Well, was out all day today, at the mall (2 malls.. greenwood, and circle center on the circle) but whew.. was a busy day like that.. i got a job application today, i am going to fill it out and send it back, the location isnt all that great, but i dont think i care, i need a job.. im only a bit worried about the stocking job.. i will be stocking the place at night, in an alley in downtown lol, easy to get held up and shot probably, but at the same time, im starting to almost want that, so i will sign up :) dez once again left me for tonight, was about 30 min of talking.. i love her to death, but she wont believe me when i say she looks good.. she says everyone else that wants her says she looks perfect.. i said that too.. guess she didnt see it. i do think she look sexy though.. better than anyone on the planet if you ask me :) my legs are a bit sore, from all the walking around today.. was kinda stressful, had a few deadlines with the house makers.. they have come a long way.. the lights are in, the carpet is in.. pretty nice really hehe.. ill still try to put up pics.. but this router is giving me serious bloody problems anymore.. i thought of dez all freaking day today.. told mom about a ring i was looking at today.. at greenwood park mall.. was a silver ring.. with 3 diamonds in it.. the lady said it was one of the best they sell.. i think thats the one i will get her, she deserves a nice ring.. we have been fighting a hell of a lot.. like old times i guess.. sometimes i dont know what i expect.. hell i should be happy for what i have you know? i love her with all my heart.. just seems in that month we both REALLY changed.. she likes all the things i hate and vice versa it seems.. but hey.. i have seen worse couples out there.. and they make it, we can too dammit! im not giving up!!!! i love you baby
