Journals
Thursday,Dec 15 2005, 02:05:09 AM'-. Would you let me take you home? .-'
Well much has happened.. i have taken my test.. but they docked my points.. it was like 85, and now its a 72.. what happened? well i went in today, and it was an 8.5 and because of his sloppy writing, i thought i did better than i actually did! so.. yea.. he decided he wouldnt award me the points.. just because of his mistake.. i had thought i did well.. just bothers me.. me and dez are doing well and on the 26th i fly out to see her!!! hehe im uber excited about it all.. i hope i dont do anything stupid when i get out there.. to mess things up or whatever.. i am good at making things turn to shit.. I am now "kinda" on break.. i have one test im taking.. not because i have too, because i want too, its optional, but its a chance for a few extra points.. seeing as how i only passed with a C, i need the points.. so i will take it.. i think i take it on saturday.. so that will be the last..
Also, i wanted to say that i am very sorry for your loss amaryllis, you are taking it well, you can message me whenever you need too, if you need help with things.
I LOVE YOU DESIREE LYNN BEST :D
Tuesday,Dec 6 2005, 07:22:44 PMThe Hated
So i now see dez is hard at work getting more and more people to hate me :) makes me feel good, truly! NO i am not leaving zorpia, you can all deal with it! dont like it.. dont come to my page! and on student center lol, i havent logged on yet without someone cussing me out becasue of how badly i treat dez.. jesus.. she must really dish out the shit on me.. but thats fine.. Everyone in the world can hate me, i feel dez will be soon to follow.. i might do the same, if all my friends constantly said "dez is horrible, you can do better, she is shit" but they really dont.. everyone has had a comment.. but if you dont stop at the one.. i drop you as a friend.. many know this by now.. but it seems EVERYONE that is dez's friend thinks im a peice of shit, and should break up, so they can have her, and you know what.. you might get what you want.. wouldnt want to disappoint the masses out there.. just shitty to me.. how you can all hate me while never meeting me at all. But you will get what you want, in time, she will leave me, and listen to you all :) then you can all have your chance i guess.. she told me last night how she flirted.. and told some she would stop.. now you are all mad at me.. for not liking her flirting?.. umm.. i find this to be a normal reaction.. dez wants to flirt, she can.. but i wont like it.. JUST as she wouldnt like it if i did.. so FUCK ALL OF YOU WHO HATE ME. I will brush it off, and walk on.
Saturday,Dec 3 2005, 08:11:37 PMhmm
Well i had thought i was going in for a HUGE test today.. but it turns out i had it a week early.. so the test isnt until next week, meaning i have a whole new week to keep studying! (which i need) kinda got a lecture by my baby about studying.. suppose she is right, i guess i need to make more time.. just so busy anymore.. running all over the place.. but school needs to come in there too.. *sigh* been so bleak around here lately.. i dont remember how the sun looked lol.. been cold and windy and all that.. but hey, thats winter.. i am looking forward to that big blanket of snow.. we have only had like a 2 inch covering so far.. kinda sucks.. im wanting another huge snow! hehe.. i love the snow.. i remember when i went to see dez in reno.. it snowed there.. snowed like mad.. but it was so pretty.. it looked wonderful.. but then i would look next to me.. and there she was.. she was so much better than the scenery.. she was absolutly beautiful.. no amount of snow could ever compare to her smile.. or her eyes.. how she would look up at me.. her sexy perfect lips on mine.. such great memories.. i cant wait to get more on the 26th.. anyway.. just wanted to update the journal a wee bit.. got my coke still.. doing okay really.. i hope you zorpies are as well then.. so ciao for now! :D
