http://www.zorpia.com/Vampiresqueen Sun, 03 Jan 2010 08:41 EST Sun, 03 Jan 2010 08:41 EST Zorpia.com http://www.zorpia.com/Vampiresqueen/journal/1879160 Personal http://www.zorpia.com/Vampiresqueen/journal/1879160 Mon, 09 Feb 2009 18:18 EST http://www.zorpia.com/Vampiresqueen/journal/1692693 The story of my life i cant ever be happy im so sad.. i have a daughter from my x bf he left me yesterday cuz we fight so much the worst is that this is really the end and im just dying inside i feel like there s nothing in life wut should i do i need some1 to talk to im going crazy should i let go or fight for him Romance & Relationships http://www.zorpia.com/Vampiresqueen/journal/1692693 Wed, 13 Jun 2007 19:21 EST http://www.zorpia.com/Vampiresqueen/journal/1539066 well how crazy is life my x the one i was dying for is talking to me again... even thought he still with his stupid rich ass gurl.. my bf and me actually my fiance and me want to move to colorado i want to get away from florida cuz every way i go there r bad memories i know that running doesnt solve my problems but at&nbsp; least pushes themaway .. my life has change im almost graduating and im so confused and all i cared bout is like always running away from my past i mean wut should i do .. i dont know anymore...life is just crazy and understandable Personal http://www.zorpia.com/Vampiresqueen/journal/1539066 Thu, 01 Jun 2006 18:14 EST http://www.zorpia.com/Vampiresqueen/journal/1459896 okay im starting to freak ou idk y but im so insecure of myself i know i shouldnt b but idk what 2 do 2 deal w/ it annymore and the worst part is that im always giving hard time to my bf cuz of that and im scare that one day hell get tired of my bull and will send me to hell cuz i got to admit it get annoying some1 calling u lot and getting jealous like crazy i mean its not like i make big scene but he an tell when i get mad and i do get mad a lot when im jeaolus i need help 2 learned to trust and stop being afraid of love&nbsp; i mean i lluv my bf but that doesnt help much if im always this insecure ...somtimes i even think im ugly a lot of people say im not but hey imstill just an insecure dumnass and is getting out of hands...what am i going to do... Personal http://www.zorpia.com/Vampiresqueen/journal/1459896 Fri, 06 Jan 2006 13:38 EST http://www.zorpia.com/Vampiresqueen/journal/1441985 wow its almost xmas i love xmas cuz it brings family 2gether lol j/k i love it cuz gifts hehe...but this year is gonna&nbsp; b extra sad cuz is the 1st year im gonna spend w/o my daddy i miss him lot but its all good ill get use to the idea of being so far away from him.. but thats life.. me and my bf r doing great thank god im still a lil sad bout him ignoring me 4 the weekend but may b im just making a bi deal out of nothing... god my legs hurt cuz i start working out lets see for how long lol...im pretty lazy ...my bf i sleaving on dec16th and coming bk on the 25th god ill miss him Personal http://www.zorpia.com/Vampiresqueen/journal/1441985 Mon, 05 Dec 2005 14:18 EST http://www.zorpia.com/Vampiresqueen/journal/1440403 god im so fucking mad right now... that ill kill the 1st man that goes in my way jesus... especially if that man is my bf . god i told him i was feeling bad and that i wanted to see him tonight and told him not to go to his friends house cuz then his mom wouldnt let him hang out w/ me and he is like i promesss ill go bull shit is he here now no he isnt is he in his way no his mom say he wasnt aloud to come and now im alone and fucking bored god damn what was so hard of just not going to his friend house but i guess he prefers his friedns over me and im flipping out here im gonna go party 2night c if i can relax&nbsp; and not kill him then i call him and he is like ill call u right bk 1 hr pass nothing i call him bk oh baby im having dinner ill call u bk i promess .. bull shit again gooooodddd damn.... why didnt he just listen to me for once in his life gooddd.... now i just have to deal with it but if i do it to him then im the worst bitch on earth what the fuck.. Personal http://www.zorpia.com/Vampiresqueen/journal/1440403 Fri, 02 Dec 2005 18:37 EST http://www.zorpia.com/Vampiresqueen/journal/1437980 tomorrow im gonna have 2 months dating bran and im so happy with him i hope we can keep it&nbsp; the way cuz i think i deserve being happy i go thurt enough already.....and im not that ugly, hopefully he has no needs for looking at other gurls.... Personal http://www.zorpia.com/Vampiresqueen/journal/1437980 Mon, 28 Nov 2005 13:43 EST http://www.zorpia.com/Vampiresqueen/journal/1435305 yeahhh ... we gt vacation for 4 days thursday to sunday oh yeah... but sux that im sick so im not haaving the much fun....but i always find a way to have fun.. Personal http://www.zorpia.com/Vampiresqueen/journal/1435305 Wed, 23 Nov 2005 13:27 EST http://www.zorpia.com/Vampiresqueen/journal/1434155 who is sexier ?? Personal http://www.zorpia.com/Vampiresqueen/journal/1434155 Mon, 21 Nov 2005 13:49 EST http://www.zorpia.com/Vampiresqueen/journal/1434148 lot of people just seat around and cry for their lost i mean of course it hurts.. but u have to know that somewhere out there is some1 that is in worst condition than u .. im not saying dont cry cuz i know that its hard not too...all im saying while u r crying stop for&nbsp; a while and think if its even worth it..did some1 die, r they sick, r u sick, r u dying of hunger, can u see, can&nbsp; talk, can u breathe........some people cant do none of those things adn they r still happy and smilying so clean ur face and stop crying ts better saying i fall but i stand bk up than i fall and got stuck...<div>people love excist u just have to wait for it, and true love might only b once but im pretty sure u can love some 1 else may b not as much as ur true love, but u would still love them... and for those in pain i was in pain 2 months ago and out of nowhere i found a great man and im glad i took the chance and stood bk up. so give it time ull b okay</div> Personal http://www.zorpia.com/Vampiresqueen/journal/1434148 Mon, 21 Nov 2005 13:40 EST http://www.zorpia.com/Vampiresqueen/journal/1430450 <p>Well life is going great since i met brandon my boyfriend or hunchy ... i just hope we can last a long time cuz i realli love being with him and trust him i know we would make it ... but u know like always there is a little wonder bout the future about what will happen in the future or whats my destiny i wonder and wonder what life has prepared for me... but u never know i guess u just have to enjoy life and things while u have them cuz u never know when u r gonna loose then and if u fall down well stand up again until u gain all ur dreams..</p><p>NOT FALLING DOWN DOESNT MAKE U STRONGER, FALLING DOWN AND STANDING UP AGAIN DOES...TRUE LOVE DOES EXIST U JUST HAVE TO BELIEVE AND HAVE PATIENCE DONT LOOK FOR IT WAIT UNTIL IT COMES TO U.</p> Romance & Relationships http://www.zorpia.com/Vampiresqueen/journal/1430450 Mon, 14 Nov 2005 21:26 EST