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Monday,Feb 9 2009, 10:18:02 PMonce again !


Thursday,Jun 14 2007, 12:21:11 AMend of life

The story of my life i cant ever be happy im so sad.. i have a daughter from my x bf he left me yesterday cuz we fight so much the worst is that this is really the end and im just dying inside i feel like there s nothing in life wut should i do i need some1 to talk to im going crazy should i let go or fight for him

Thursday,Jun 1 2006, 11:14:26 PMhello again

well how crazy is life my x the one i was dying for is talking to me again... even thought he still with his stupid rich ass gurl.. my bf and me actually my fiance and me want to move to colorado i want to get away from florida cuz every way i go there r bad memories i know that running doesnt solve my problems but at  least pushes themaway .. my life has change im almost graduating and im so confused and all i cared bout is like always running away from my past i mean wut should i do .. i dont know anymore...life is just crazy and understandable

Friday,Jan 6 2006, 05:38:42 PMJesus Crist

okay im starting to freak ou idk y but im so insecure of myself i know i shouldnt b but idk what 2 do 2 deal w/ it annymore and the worst part is that im always giving hard time to my bf cuz of that and im scare that one day hell get tired of my bull and will send me to hell cuz i got to admit it get annoying some1 calling u lot and getting jealous like crazy i mean its not like i make big scene but he an tell when i get mad and i do get mad a lot when im jeaolus i need help 2 learned to trust and stop being afraid of love  i mean i lluv my bf but that doesnt help much if im always this insecure ...somtimes i even think im ugly a lot of people say im not but hey imstill just an insecure dumnass and is getting out of hands...what am i going to do...

Monday,Dec 5 2005, 06:18:15 PMtired!!! Happy!!!

wow its almost xmas i love xmas cuz it brings family 2gether lol j/k i love it cuz gifts hehe...but this year is gonna  b extra sad cuz is the 1st year im gonna spend w/o my daddy i miss him lot but its all good ill get use to the idea of being so far away from him.. but thats life.. me and my bf r doing great thank god im still a lil sad bout him ignoring me 4 the weekend but may b im just making a bi deal out of nothing... god my legs hurt cuz i start working out lets see for how long lol...im pretty lazy ...my bf i sleaving on dec16th and coming bk on the 25th god ill miss him

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