Journals
Monday,Dec 5 2005, 06:18:15 PMtired!!! Happy!!!
wow its almost xmas i love xmas cuz it brings family 2gether lol j/k i love it cuz gifts hehe...but this year is gonna b extra sad cuz is the 1st year im gonna spend w/o my daddy i miss him lot but its all good ill get use to the idea of being so far away from him.. but thats life.. me and my bf r doing great thank god im still a lil sad bout him ignoring me 4 the weekend but may b im just making a bi deal out of nothing... god my legs hurt cuz i start working out lets see for how long lol...im pretty lazy ...my bf i sleaving on dec16th and coming bk on the 25th god ill miss him
Friday,Dec 2 2005, 10:37:06 PMdamn guys
god im so fucking mad right now... that ill kill the 1st man that goes in my way jesus... especially if that man is my bf . god i told him i was feeling bad and that i wanted to see him tonight and told him not to go to his friends house cuz then his mom wouldnt let him hang out w/ me and he is like i promesss ill go bull shit is he here now no he isnt is he in his way no his mom say he wasnt aloud to come and now im alone and fucking bored god damn what was so hard of just not going to his friend house but i guess he prefers his friedns over me and im flipping out here im gonna go party 2night c if i can relax and not kill him then i call him and he is like ill call u right bk 1 hr pass nothing i call him bk oh baby im having dinner ill call u bk i promess .. bull shit again gooooodddd damn.... why didnt he just listen to me for once in his life gooddd.... now i just have to deal with it but if i do it to him then im the worst bitch on earth what the fuck..