Journals
Friday,Jan 6 2006, 05:38:42 PMJesus Crist
okay im starting to freak ou idk y but im so insecure of myself i know i shouldnt b but idk what 2 do 2 deal w/ it annymore and the worst part is that im always giving hard time to my bf cuz of that and im scare that one day hell get tired of my bull and will send me to hell cuz i got to admit it get annoying some1 calling u lot and getting jealous like crazy i mean its not like i make big scene but he an tell when i get mad and i do get mad a lot when im jeaolus i need help 2 learned to trust and stop being afraid of love i mean i lluv my bf but that doesnt help much if im always this insecure ...somtimes i even think im ugly a lot of people say im not but hey imstill just an insecure dumnass and is getting out of hands...what am i going to do...