i stop and zone out to take some time to think

i jot it all down on paper but i dont see no ink

i wanna express my feelings and tell her how i feel

but my feelings cant express cuz theyve never been this real

i sit and compare but act like i dont care

im with u in spirt but u say im never there

could it be lust and what i believe

that u never really cared and i was decieved 

i got a million thoughts goin through my head

from me hating u 2 a day were we would wed

i wanna ease the pain and take it all away

i want a new begging as pray for a better day

my futures ahead of me and u were just my past

though we were together i knew we'd never last

i think ive lost it i think ive gone crazy

but dont blame me --cuz this is the way u made me........... :(

may history never repeat itself.