Friday,Feb 3 2006, 04:45:02 PM... bla

I cut my hair shorter... Not sure if I really like it all that much... maybe it's something I'll get used too. I'm grounded off msn again... told my mom to fucking leave me alone sooo... she grounded me. Not sure for how long though... I'm sure I'll get back on soon. Hopefully. So ya I like just got up... I was bored so I went on here and desided to write in my journal. Oh ya I saw Chris at Tim Hortons last night... He saw that I was there so he just drove through the drive through and left. If he would have came inside I would have just left anyways. I don't know... maybe I should just talk to him... I might... but I think I'm gonna give him more time to cool off before I talk to him. I'm just so fucking confused. I shouldn't have even told him I had feelings for him... then this hole thing could have been avoided.... Oh well.... I'm just gonna go curl up into that corner and die... ha ha just kidding... talk to you later.

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Saturday,Jan 7 2006, 06:47:15 PMNumbness

Hey peoples I was bored as hell so I desided to post one of my poems on here. Hope you enjoy.

Numbness that's all I feel now. I feel like I'm chained down to this life that I call my own. Like a prisoner in my life. I cry out in the darkness as blood run down, down my arm and drips off my hand. I scream out for someone... Anyone to save me. And as I gasp in pain I know that no one can hear me and no one cares. And as I whipe my tear streaked face the pain that once was turns into anger. Anger towords no one but myself. I hate that I'm here once again ...

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Sunday,Dec 25 2005, 06:59:29 PMSick of this shit!

Look I know that their's a lot of people who have different religions. And I respect that. I however don't have any religion because I don't beleive in any god. So those of you who think that you can change my mind about believing in god your wrong. I don't mean to affend anyone it's just my beleaf not to beleive. So don't try and change me. Just except me for me or go fuck yourself. I don't try and change your mind about beleiving in god so don't try and change mine. Well that's it bye.

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