Journals
I guess I`m living 10 years of life right now in this few last days of agony...
how many days?! I just dont know...It can be two weeks, two days, two secconds...It can happen this night....so scared of this road of the darknest night i ever touched !
But sure it will be not more longer...
Strange faces are crossing in front of my eyes. Weird. They must be so tired cause their eyes are red.And tears ! Why this tears?! Dont be affraid ! Death is sure not a cotagious disease.
Yes, you can touch me !
-Hey ! Dont hit me !It hurts my flesh !!!
-Dady...I`m just touching you ....
Could it be real ?! I`m too young ! I still have dreams to fulfil and there are still words waiting to be spoken...
Hmm...it has to be real, as much as I`m laying in this fucking bed, as much as I am not able anymore to control this stupid body...weak and so small ..only my conscience persist on breathing.
When will it happen?! Who will come and take me?! And..WHERE?!?
I`m too affraid to close my eyes...and anyway I guess I wont be able to see when they will come and close them and with them my dreams,my words, my life, the final act...
THE END

Listen to your thoughts, cause they will become your
spoken words !
Listen to your words cause they precede your
actions !
Watch your actions cause they will become your
habbits !
watch your habbits cause they will define your
character !
And the character will become ur destiny !
________ALMA_________
1 day ago2010..
Happy life …
Endless hopes…
Forever friends…
And
This is my AATFI :D
Happpppppy new year :)