Friday,Aug 7 2009, 02:49:05 AMJournal 1

Recently, I came to a profession or even an urge on how I would need to
change. I just have this instant need to find the right ideology. How I was
is a bit of self-controlling and I needed that to focus my goal, but not
completely an unjust behavior. I knew that I really not quite involve with
my family’s matter and tried to avoid having a close conversation with them
even seclude them that this is the beginning of my Amrica’s life. In order
for me to achieve a desired college degree, I need to focus on myself as to
how I would be cultivated in here and the society I would have preferred. I
have puzzled how to do what’s best and find my strongest strength. No one
can give me the right answer and I don’t bother to ask anyone anyway. It is
how I was raised; the very idea of questioning the advice of elder was
foreign. My grandparents provided quite an explanation of the customs,
habits, and intricacies of life for me or us the younger generations - my
siblings and my cousins that we grew up together in one root. In our house,
there would never be only “me” is a lot of individual personalities in the
house. In our house, our grandmother is the head of the household, and she
is a powerful and strong woman who happened to tolerate the impossible. I
have been moderated my behavior toward my family’s members, tried not to
stimulate anyone in the house. I am simply practicing the good virtue;
don’t exactly know I am doing the right thing or just be a good Buddhist.
Being lenient haven’t brought me all that I deserve, my family has treated
me effortless, but caring in a way almost to the point barging my world.
They like to emphasize their decision on me especially what I eat, of
course they know what good for me, is it? Having to look after the older
and the younger peers, I obliged to make unwilling decision. I always had
to recede a fight with my siblings even I think I was right, no problem I
dealt with that. It’s my turn to have my own world after school that I’ve
been long for this entitlement.

“How is it to create my new world”, I ask myself. I am a self-motivated and
self-competitive person. I don’t need rewards or others’ praise to push me.
I see a task, and I perform it to the best of my ability because I take
great pride in my hard work and personal standards. Because of my
self-driven personality, I am the first one in my family to attend college.
I obtained my BFA in Interior Design at Fashion Institute of Technology in
New York City. I am an aspiring interior designer eagerly to strive for
newness. I have a great portfolio at what I am majored and equipped myself
with multifaceted technical skill. I am exploring the architecture-design
in particular, and intend to become more active in sustainable design.
Besides, I am passionate about many other things. And right now I want to
be exposed to everything.

While I value multiplicity of situations and diversity among people, it is
interesting to see how people are approaching this social website, hoping
not at all cliché, not like other dating website. I do not need guys to
tell me whether I am pretty, sexy or cute. I do at most points know and
like who I am. It's just that, building on my experience; therefore I look
forward to sharing ideas and networking with all of you!

Let’s explore together what defines the newness in:-

1.    Fashion

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