Saturday,Feb 10 2007, 07:58:12 PMlife goes on....

 

 How time flies.. i have been to USA for more than half a year already...

i did a lot of things.... but i still miss Singapore very much!

especially my dear....we r so hard to keep in touch.....bu we know we really love each other......as we always keep tat in our heart!

school is getting hard....started sewing and designing clothes this semester.....got to put in more effort....yet im lazy...haha

life is as usual....chinse new year is coming...my isster is coming to celebrate with us on 15th, Feb from singapore....im so excited to wait to see her....hope she's stil fine!

we went to LA for our x'mas....FUNFUNFUN!!

 

Saturday,Jul 8 2006, 05:36:51 PMturning point

 

 

dear friends,

i m in America now... have been here for 1 month,

feeling sad, stupid and lonely..

only thing tats happy is we finally can gather together as a family....eat dinner together, SUnday outing together...i finally have a complete home...

but am i happy now?

what i want is everybody to be happy...i dun wan to hurt my parents...so i would do as much as they say if its right....i dun really reject them, becos i wan them to be happy...

yet i have hurt my baby in Singapore....who is waiting for me..love me with his whole love...is he silly?

NO...he's jus did it out of love....is love the power drives him to love...i feel fortunate..happy...

yet i feel sad for him.....i dun deserve him to love me so much...im bad...

 

i am feeling so lonely now....

everyday is like such a boring day for me... i dun hv the drive to live on....

but i really dun wan others to look down at me! thus i have so many stress...which make me alost brust....i hate it!

WHAT CAN I DO?

LIFE IS SO UNFAIR!....IM REALLY DEPRESSED!

 

Friday,Sep 23 2005, 07:08:00 PM

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Those are some pics received from rykiel juz now....~

I know, my eyes did not look gd cos we gotta report to the saloon at 9am!< dint slept well for tat nite.,!

Anyway, had a good time there! Ended wit a delicious tea break!^^"

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It is 7:07 am now!

Flying in 9 hours time~ WOW~

HEHE

Sunday,Sep 18 2005, 10:39:00 PM

 

>>Schedule for work this week<<

Mon -----OFF~

*P.S* (Got a sms from Rykiel, my check for modeling for e hairshow is ready. I can go down to collect anytime.HEHE)

Tue-----10~8pm

Collect my check after work in Semasek.

Wed-----4~10pm

Wil repair my sis's MP3 and my cam in da morning. Not sure.

Change S$ to CH$ & HK$. At Marine Parade or Chinatown.

Thur-----10~8pm

Pack my laggage!! lots of stuff~ i know, girly thing ar ma!

Fri-----10~10pm

Final check for e stuff!! Muz not miss out any impt things!!

Sat-----OFF~

 Head to the Airport at 2 05 PM!

Sun-----OFF~

~My journey begins~

 

Thursday,Sep 15 2005, 04:48:00 AM

OH PLEASE...

Do not act like an elegent lady when u'R juz a piece of shit to me,

Do not act friendly wit me when i've seen through ur freakin ugly side,

Do not take me for granted when i've already tried my best.

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I've really get enough of YOU!

BOO!><"