Journals
Monday,May 22 2006, 11:05:23 AMI am NOT a freak!
Transsexual...Curiosity or rarity?
Some people think that we, the transsexuals, are coming from another planet. They think that we are so different from them, that our blood is purple and that we eat rats to stay alive. Sometimes there are such ignorant people adding to my messenger, asking me: 'And when you cum, do you cum the same as a woman does?' Well, to let you all know: 'I was born male, and i still have this terrible cock-thing between my legs, basically and originally i am MALE so all works exactly the same. Only i DRESS as and look like a woman, ok?' There is nothing different. The BIG difference between ME as a transsexual AND A NORMAL MAN is that my HEART and my SOUL are FEMALE, so i have to DRESS and LOOK like a woman for as much as i can. I am still at the beginning of my so called 'transition'. This means i still have to shave my face and my body to be as smooth as i can, ofcourse the day after there are again some tiny spots of hairs growing back, this is what depressing me a lot, especially when i met a great guy last night and he wakes up next to me, seeing my with a beard shadow and a moustache.
Yep, sorry, this is the burden of every transsexual, we have to go through this. Most of the time i wanna sleep alone, because i dont want any guy waking up next to mee, seeing my with my beard coming through again. I am NOT a TV (transvestite) i am a TRANSSEXUAL, the difference between a TV and a TS (transsexual) is that a TV always stays a man at heart. They have no real feminine feelings whatsoever, they just love to dress as a woman for fun or for some sexual fetish. The difference between me and a TV is that i am a woman at heart, and women hate to have beards and moustaches and bodyhair.
Ofcourse i understand that this all might sound a bit ridiculous to my readers, how can a man be a woman? Yes, well you tell me? I have no fucking clue, the problem is that i FEEL like a woman and i have feminine looks, even without makeup, i just cant help it. Ask GOD to tell you why he created me this way? Actually i dont neet any fucking explanation or scientific research, i am just the way i am and i accept myself this way, i am ZOHRA, he Queen of my own Universe and there is no one else but me who desides who i am, not some scientist, not some religious leader, not some religion or science...
I am a NORMAL person, i am NOT A FREAK!!
Love you all...
Zohra
Monday,May 8 2006, 10:42:58 AMPLEASE DONT ADD ME WITHOUT MAILING ME FIRST!!!
PLEASE DONT ADD ME WITHOUT MAILING ME FIRST!!!
I have a lot of visitors at my page here and there are also so many adding me to their MSN messenger list, without sending me an email before adding me! I really wonder WHY you want to add me in your list, because, there is most of the time NO quality in the chats i have with people who added me. All they can talk about is: 'do you have cam, wanna cam2cam sex?'To these men i say:'FUCK YOU ALL!!!' I get sick and tired of perverted guys who want sex talk all the time. What the hell do they axpect from me, to be wet, juice, honry and fruity all day long, ready to 'serve' just anyone who passes by? Keep in mind, you perverted FREAK:'YO ARE NOT THE ONLY ONE WHO ASK ME THIS QUESTION!!! BEFORE YOU ADDED, THERE WERE hundreds before asking me the SAME HORNY QUESTIONS!!! Don;t you agree that i at least can get sick and tired of all this? God damn it! I DONT WANT ANY MORE ADDINGS WITHOUT NOTICING ME FIRST, clearly with your intentions. If its about SEX i will remove you immediately! OK???
Tuesday,May 2 2006, 12:48:09 PMI am NOT into maried men and trannychasers!!
Please, married men, KEEP OUT!!!
Since i registered myself here i get contacted by lots and lots and lots of married men. Somehow they feel kinda attracted to me and i have the feeling they are into some 'experimenting' while these so called 'good guys' are married! Well guys, let me tell you this: 'Keep your dicks in your pants and leave me the hell alone' . As you can see (WHEN YOU TAKE TIME TO ACTUALLY READ MY PROFILE)', i am LOOKING for a man for myself. I am not looking for married men who want just some sexual adventures or so called 'muslim men who can married a second wife'. First of all: 'I AM NUMBER ONE' in the relationship, i will NEVER be a second wife...Second: 'I AM NOT MUSLIM SO I DON'T AGREE WITH CULTURAL RULES OF BEING ABLE TO HAVE SECOND, THIRD and FOURTH WIVES or a compleet HAREEM!!!' i will NEVER EVER share my man with other women, so please leave me alone ok?
I am only into 1 on 1 relationships with loyalty and true love and romance. I don't want a man who hops from ass to ass and from cunt to cunt andalso NO TRANNY CHASERS, these are the ones i hate the most, because they wanna conquer one tranny after another...
I am a woman and i deserve respect and love, no respectless assholes who fuck around!!!
You may think that i am a cruel bitch, the way i am writing here... that is not true. I am an extremely sensitive person who wants nothing but love, but if you get approached by hot and horny men all day long, you get fed up and sick and tired of them. I am NOT heartles and I am NOT cruel or cold, but this is just what comes out of my bad experiences...
Yours truly,
Zohra
