Saturday,Feb 11 2006, 02:21:44 AMnothing is right.. nothing..

hv u ever feel tat nothing is right in ur life? everything is juz damn wrong... well, let's start off with sch.. well duh, college.. well, although i've been there for the entire 2 months.. but still it's like lack of smth.. i hv frens but i dun really feel connected to them.. miss my bf in ns..*knock...knock* bf = best fren lar... tat day i called her, she said sry can i call u when i'm free?... it's like stabbing a knife in my heart, then i start to b lonely..lonely..lonely... well, the next minute she sms n said these few days they r being so strict..can't use the phone, can only sms.. n she promise to call me on the next day... i feel like crying by that time.. really... from now on, we will b led to different path.. i'm in college now.. then later on when she came out from the ns, is either form 6 o matrikulasi.. i admit i'm so afraid tat our frenship will end eventually.. she has that kinda worry too it hink 2 months b4 we graduate in sec sch.. i said she is being foolish but now. yea, i sense tat kinda insecurity of frenship.. i really hope we will b best fren forever...

A level is really not that easy to study leh.. i look easy going n dun care much bout it.. i do look like tat.. but i'm really stressed out n afraid bout the a level.. juz i'm not tat kinda person tat wud like to place the fear in my face n telling the world tat i'm so stressed out..

another thing, relationship thingy.. it's like 3 months after we break up.. he really hurt me a lot but i still love him after wat he hv done to me, not til now.. now i'm ready to let him go.. haha, i thought of smth funny.. at first, erm, 1 month after we break? yea, kinda tat time.. i was thinkin to get a bf as quick as possible to let him know i dun need him anymore.. but my fren knock me into reality.. " without bf can die hor? can't u juz find a fren to chat when u feel bored?" i end up smsing with him everyday.. haha.. thx o, my fren.. u really help me to get over him.. i will still bfren with my ex, he is not a jerk when being good fren, n his current gf, yes, she is my fren too.. no point losing a frenship juz bcoz of a guy.. it will end up bcome a win-win situation isn't it? everyone is fren, no more hate.. ya, i like this world when everyone like each other..

2006 new year resolution(haha, i know it's kinda late.. the new year already start 2 months, but it's better late then never isn't it *wink*)

- get great result in a level so i can continue my study---> becoming a doc...

- get slimmer? i know this is hard bcoz it's my every year dream.. i still havn achieve it yet..

- so many other things lar..

oh ya, i juz dye my hair.. n i look years older according to my frens.. i will post up one o two pic later.. not in the mood of taking pic lately..

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Saturday,Aug 27 2005, 03:17:59 AM幸福vs悲哀

这三张图片给我一种即幸福，但又有少许悲哀的感觉。。

你们认为呢？

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Saturday,Aug 20 2005, 02:29:27 AMtransformation^^

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