Thursday,Jan 18 2007, 02:22:49 PMFinally I Did.....

well i dont know how tiltilating or foolish my title is but what i just mean to say is that Finally i did write a Journal too...
I never knew nor had thought that i shall write a journal too but then dont know why today i felt like sharing my thoughts with just anyone and everyone who just is ready to lend me a ear.....
dont know why but today my day was really bad as if someone had sentenced me to sadness and pain...
it all started with a Bad morning and has now wrapped up into a more painful evening ....
i was happy today to meet a good friend of mine whom i had met up on zorpia and it was my second occasion when i met someone in personal whom i had got connected through zorpia....
my whole day was full of questions and more so answers which i was suppose to tell her and also ask her but destiny had other plans...
while trying to reach her place i got caught for jumping a signal and later got delayed by 15 minutes... those precious 15 minutes which were suppose to be spent with her but as i got seriously late and couldnt respond her although i had sms'ed her which she didnt get she was hurt and moreso as she was accompanied by her cousin who shouted at her for waitng for a guy who is so laid back about his time sense ....as for my personal reasons i had decided to drive the car myself rather taking my driver and escort but that turned to be a disaster for me....
what greeted me next was a no reply as to where she was for half an hour after my reaching the place...then i hopped into each restaurant after finding a PAY AND PARK for another good 10 minutes only to find her and to know that her lunch was over which was supposed to be our lunch...
ithen had to swallow my pride for the next 15 minutes of walk with her which was moreso an obligation by her cousin....I knew i was wrong to do so to someone who had travelled a distance far enough to meet me and also who had travelled to a different city from that she call hers...
But i also knew that she would calm down after a while as she was just like me a hot headed girl...
But then i was wrong cause i had maybe hurt her beyond repair and being a great person she returned my act with premium....
i dont know why i am writing it maybe i still wanted to tell her that hey it was circumstances that made me late but i guess i could not deliver my point to her at that moment and feel that i should say now or maybe i guess that my throat is sour and my stomach aching giving me a subtle hint that i should least now collide with the human nature and have food finally for that lunch has passed far away and may not be destined for me anymore.....

I HAVE NO BITTERNESS BUT ONLY REGRETS TO HAVE LOST THOSE PRECIOUS MOMENTS WHICH I HAD GOT BY LUCK ..BUT ONLY TO LOOSE AND AS TO WHY DID THE ACCOMPANYING COUSIN NEVER GAVE A THOUGHT ABOUT ME...MAYBE I M TO BAD FOR IT OR TO SAY JUST LIKE WHAT SHE SAY'S....."U R NO JAMES BOND"......

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