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Saturday,Apr 25 2009, 01:54:57 AMSebulan telah berlalu
Sebulan telah berlalu.. aku seakan terasa tiada apa-apa yang telah berlaku.. pergi teambuilding and play bowl..fun and games.. laughter..
I saw the same things happens to my siblings.. why is it.. though our mother just passed away.. Her grave soil is still freash and red.. We act like nothing happen..
Its like this.. when ever we speak about her, we dun really accept that she has gone forever from our life.. we feel that she is still breathing somewhere.. she went on a very long trip and one day she will return. When we talk about her, we refuse to used the word 'arwah'. It's still unacceptable word and its like a taboo. When we sat alone in a corner, you will see us shed with tears, that is for sure. But deep in our heart, we refuse to believe it.. but we must..
Oh God, please.. help us.. to go through this..
Friends sends regards.. even department aku hantar sejambak bunga takziah.. bunga itu, walaupun sudah kering, masih lagi disimpan di bilik ibu. Aku di benarkan mengambil cuti kemurungan selama mana yang aku mahu. So I took almost 2 weeks off. Thanks Boss for understanding. Thanks to all my office collegue for the contribution you guys put in together. It does help a lot. May God bless u all..
Mom.. its too late now if I wanna to say I wanna help you..
I wish my prayer reach you and may you live happily ever after in the world that you've go to... we miss u..