Thursday,Jul 31 2008, 05:23:13 PMIts hard to get back

Assalamualaikum kengkawan..

These few days i can't sleep very much.. cannot really sleep. I keep worrying about things, anxious and always hope for the best in every thing I do. My friends keep telling me.. hey Noraini, u know what.. i belief that you r that kind of person who can be good in everything you do.. much faster than us. U know what? I dun think it is fast enough, u can't be good in everything i guess cause that will make u not in need of people around you or you can be really a loner.

Those new things excited me and all this friendly people and warm gesture but the thing is I really miss my friend over there. Can't replace you guys in a milion years. Love working with u all.

You cannot get back to where you are before. Even though you catch them fast enough, it is hard to get to where you are before. I really miss the meeting when we all sit down and discuss on how things should be work out and most of all.. I miss my verilog programming so much. Here, everything is ready.. only that u need to debug and find the culprit behind the problem. It is not an easy things to do and it is fun and exciting. But the thing is... I really love programming, i hope i can do more programming. I miss my siblings the most and... hmm.. in this point of time, i can easily shed tears.

Next week my brother is getting married. Congrats bro. Sorry for not being able to really help since we are too far apart but I will do what I can do.

 Dear God, You are the only one who is always there for me and therefore I am thankful. Do help me to go through this couple of weeks.

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Thursday,Jul 24 2008, 01:17:39 PMIt is near

The End is near. Ahh.. back in the old days.. when we approach the dateline, people will need to work by shift. I remember our boss used to buy us lunch in those old days and we stay in the office until 12 o'clock to make sure that everything is set and we are ready to go. Same here.. the end is near.. soon we are going to the stage where we need to stay back. But I am a bit nervous because this is my first time and i am getting started to be placed in the 'hot' zone.. playing with fire. tight dateline man. There was a joke this afternoon.. when are we going to go out and eat together so my senior said.. dun worry cause after these we will have plenty dinner together. And then.. everyone is started to laugh. We know what it actually means. This life, this is work. I luv my job. Ok.. back to life.. Last week, i call for a re union utk member2 yang dah meninggalkan company lama dan stay kat penang.. punya la ramai sampai buleh buat re-union. Kitaorang sembang-sembang. Antara yang hadir.. Adzhar, kusyai, hafifi dan yasz. Zamrul tak dapat hadir. BZ benor dengarnye. Bebudak ni kate, kalau dia nak reply email tu pun dah kira baik. Sebab before ni tak balas pun email diorang.. Best la catchup ngan diorang. Kitaorang pi makan kat tepi laut.. hammer bay berhampiran dengan queensbay mall. Makan ikan siakap masak ape benda tah.. bahasa thai.. aku tak paham. pastu ada tomyam campur.. kailan goreng ikan masin, kangkung goreng, sotong goreng tepung.. sedap giler sotong dia. siap order air tembikai satu jag. pastu order plak fresh orange satu jag.. memang best giler makan kat situ. Tapi aku dengar kat penang ni.. ikan bakar dia tak sedap. That is why aku makan ikan masak lain. Tapi puas hati la makan. Makan 5 orang tak sampai pun seratus. Hafifi ada bagi cadangan nak jadikan menda ni aktiviti bulanan.. Bagus jugak idea tu.. aku sangat setuju :)

Ok la.. aku actually kat rumah ni.. nak sambung baca manga bleach.. hehehehe.. adios..

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Saturday,Jul 12 2008, 04:51:38 AMJalan-jalan penang

Korang.. like i said that i will try to update once per month. Last time aku pi jalan-jalan ngan member kat penang.. jalan memalam.. ingatkan nak blajar jalan.. hampeh, tak ingat pun.. hahhahha.. rasa nya aku kena beli map or pi survey sendiri.. baru le bleh ingat jalan kat sini. Kat sini ada aku attach gambar kitaorang jenjalan kat penang.

Hmm.. aku dengar ramai lagi member kat company lama nak benti.. gud luck la kat korang. Hopefully korang happy kerja/study kat tempat lain.. just like me. Kepada yang masih stay kat situ.. udah-udah le tuh.. meh le kuar tengok tempat lain. Tak best pun duk kat dalam tu.. hahaha.. Baru-baru ni aku dengar gak ada course mate aku masuk company lama aku.. aku sendiri tak tau nak ucap tahniah or takziah kat depa.. al-maklumla kan.. hahaha.. jahat tak aku?

Sekarang ni aku agak sibuk sket, pasal tu la kengkawan.. aku tak selalu online skype..  tak cukup tangan nak buat pasal aku ni baru lagi then banyak menda tak tau. Mujurlah there is a helping hand kat sini. Always willing to help. Aku respect betul orang-orang kat opis aku ni.. sibuk mana pun diorang akan tetap membantu di saat kesusahan. Ye la.. kitaorang anggap project tu cam anak sendiri dah.. hahaha.. kalau org ni tak  bleh jaga.. orang lain tolong jaga.. kalau berjaya.. sama-sama seronok. Bleh la dapat award pi makan or jalan-jalan kat mana-mana. Untung-untung bleh dapat recognition, publish kat dept meeting. Best-best. Ini lah caranya nak menghargai pekerja.

Baru-baru ni aku join teambuilding kerja baru aku. Best giler.. kitaorang gi tepi pantai. Nak sampai ke pantai tu makan masa sebab hanya ada dua jalan yang kitaorang bleh pilih. Sama ada hiking atau pun naik bot. Kalau ikut plan, kitaorang akan hiking masa pegi pastu naik bot masa balik. Tapi, entah macam mana, tetiba aku rasa sangat semput dah letih pada hari tu.. mungkin sebab aku lambat breakfast. Diorang kata muka aku pucat giler. Big boss sampai offer nak hantar aku balik. Tapi aku tak mo. So diorang bawak aku turun balik dari hiking dan akhirnya aku pi pantai naik bot.. hehehe.. bagus gaks.. tapi rasa sayang gak pasal aku memang minat giler hiking. nak buat macam mana, kesihatan tak mengizinkan. Aku ni bukannye jenis yang boleh main skip2 makan ni. memang akan problem.tapi team building tu sangat best. Tanpa mengira pangkat dan darjat, kami bekerjasama. Sambil membuat aktiviti teambuilding, kami juga membuat aktiviti amal dengan membersihkan pantai. Masa aktiviti amal yang di ambil akan di convertkan dengan duit oleh company dan di sedekahkan pada badan wildlifenyer fund.

Aktiviti games kami pun simple jer.. kitaorang main layang-layang dan main aktiviti membuat kenderaan untuk telur. tapi best sebab everyone is equal here and we fight as equal person. Kitaorang buat kenderaan utk telur tu then setiap groupnyer kenderaan akan di uji dengan cubaan untuk pecahkan telur milik group lain.

Big boss cakap " This is fun man!" hehehe.. seronok jugak dengar pujian camtu sebab aku ni one of committee.. kira berjaya gak la. Tujuan teambuilding ni adalah untuk mengeratkan hubungan sesama kite agar kite selesa bekerja antara satu sama lain. My personal view, objektif itu dah tercapai. Sorry la.. tak bleh nak show gambar kat sini sebab akan tau nama company. Nanti violate polisi syarikat pulak.. key la.. signing out.. ain

God.. I love U

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