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About Me: | This isnt really about me lol its more aless a blog than anything and just writing it to get it out of my head lol: How would you react if your ex boyfriend said to you that he was going to attempt jumping off a roof again? after last time he tryed it he ened up hurt himself, would you get grumpy and sorta argue with him why the hell hes doing that for? or would you be a bit concerned and a wee bit upset about it?. My ex boyfriend did exactly that, he thought i was getting grumpy with him because of that and said to me "why you getting grumpy at me for something i want to do", told him that i wasnt grumpy and that i was no wear near grumpy. It slighly up set me because he maybe not be my boyfriend anymore but i do care about him alot, like i care about all of my friends. I couldnt get my head around why he wanted to risk hurting himself again by jumping off a roof when last time he did it he had bout to reasons why he did it 1 was that he was angry with me and wanted to hurt himself by aparently jumping at a wall, then i later found out that he jumped off a roof. The week after we split up he started to be an arsehole to 1 of my friends he hated, and i started to hat him because of the way he was acting and it normally takes abit for me to actually hate someone. I told him that too, that i started to hate him, he said something but i cant really remember what it was. How did he think i was going to react to the thing he said to me bout risking hurting himself by jumping off a roof. Only if he could have thought for a second how i would react and thought for minute in my shoes to see from my point of view he maybe, just maybe he might have understood the reason why i reacted like i did. The thing i can not understand is why he can't be honest with me and makes up so much bullshit that i no longer no what to beleave anymore. Somethings he says and the way he acts about things as well makes me think is he 7 or 17 lol. I tend to not talk to him much anymore because when we talk we most likely end up fighting and if i ask him certain questions he refuses to answer and just ignores them, so i have given up trying to ask him things. He wonders why i dont want to date him, maybe if he thought about that he might understand or he most like wont as normal. He only thinks the way he wants to and wont think about what he says and how it may affect people. |
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how r u?, whats happening on friday 2?
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do u want to go to hornby instead of morehouse lol
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you did so how are ya?
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Ben got drunk again last night!
My heads starting to hurt lol, it must be from being tired aye.
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WBU?
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