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Name: akbar
Location: New York
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Sunday,Dec 9 2007, 12:17:22 AM

渴望 然后撕裂 寒冷的风里 世界 早已经模糊 就算哭的像个孩子 我也 找不到 回家的路 害怕 你的眼睛
还有我的渴望 渴望被爱 渴望有人用心去爱我  珍惜我这个脆弱的心 渴望撕裂 我知道 总有一天 一切 将消失在某个角落 存在 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

AKBAR                                世界 早已经模糊 就算哭的像个孩子 我也永远得不到 得不到 跪着乞求 那道白色的光
带我离开 我好委屈 带我离开 我好伤痛 带我离开 我好悲哀 带我离开 我好孤独 带我离开

我只想静静的塌实     我只想静静的稳定     我只想静静的呼吸     我只想静静的入睡

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Sunday,Dec 9 2007, 12:14:28 AM

 

 

 

                           斷了
                                           一半的線
                                           沒有了
                                           過往的完全
                                           心沒有感覺
                                                                                                     沉重
                                                                                                     了一切
                                                                                                     我面對了
                                                                                                     不完整的自己
                                                                                                     喜歡上不該
                                                                                                     喜歡的你
                                                                                                                                                          期待
                                                                                                                                                           和希望
                                                                                                                                                           變成廢墟佇立
                                                                                                                                                           在無人的
                                                                                                                                                           沉默之地
                                                                                                                                                           我承認了
                                                                                                                                                           不完整的自己
                     但
                                  真正得到的
                                  卻是失去 
                                                                                           明明
                                                                                           彼此都是
                                                                                           平行迎接的卻
                                                                                           只有無謂的委屈 
                                                                                                                                                       我們
                                                                                                                                                       都得面對自己認識
                                                                                                                                                       那個不完整的自己

                    他
                     一个传说中的傻                                                        她
                     失去心痛知觉                                                            一个传说中的骗子                                它
                                                                                                 吃嚼心痛的恶魔                                   一个传说中的诅咒
                                                                                                                                                       默默记载报应时光

                                                                                                                                    

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Sunday,Dec 9 2007, 12:12:31 AM

 

 

  
世界…
是在自己眼泪
底下上演的悲剧
活得何其苟延残喘
睁开眼看见所有人都在幸福
如果血红代替草绿浸染自己的
青春如何在你眼里更加惨烈?
 
 
徒劳…
有时候强迫自己去相信
这个世界还是美好的真有
那么一瞬间什么肮脏都没有了
只是因为那个时候刚好
被阳光刺痛了双眼而已
  
 
想要…
养一只胖嘟嘟的熊,冬天和它睡觉就不用盖被子
养一只鹦鹉,我给它吃巧克力它给我唱歌
养一只狼,晚上陪我走夜路,那就不怕不怕啦!
我要养全世界的动物,和它们相亲相爱,但我坚决不养
一个恐惧的骗子一个用你爱去伤害和侮辱自尊的高级动物
想对你唱一首歌,可是不想把你弄哭,看见你哭也不要替你擦掉眼泪 
 
心底…
谁躲在角落哭泣 谁翻开陈旧的回忆 谁选择终生沉溺 音乐响起
谁放在心底  谁倾听罪匿  没有高潮的伴奏 关闭寂寞  逃离心底
听不到...听不到... 闭上眼睛   缓缓忍气涣散心声 
写着写着忽然想到捐的女孩 她出现在我的世界里让我心底... 
 
肮脏…
的3ML液体交换,弄脏了手指脏了的手指,如何去指证别人的罪
又有什么资格去毁掉生命的稻田, 傻子又哭又笑, 他到底是悲伤的
还是快乐的连自己都分不清, 我到底是快乐的还是悲伤的, 我怎么分的清
那么自私的文字, 谁也看不懂, 我只是一个传说中的,傻子 
  
  

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Looking out...looking with in...........
5/6/2008 3:13 PM
Cindy, 51Royal Zorpian
California
United States

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Like this image dear. Sometimes we look out seeing nothing. Sometimes some looking inside, but never really see. Some times we may touch for a moment. Sometimes it was mere glass.
Solomiente Cinder
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fOr My DeAr FriEnd
3/20/2008 9:44 AM
aNn"安", 28Royal Zorpian Verified Zorpian
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To OuR FriEnDsHiP, nOt OnLy ToDay, tOmOrRow, BuT iS fOr FoReVeR

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LoVe aLWaYs ArOuNd YoU

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tHaNkS fOr tHe AcCepT mE tO Be Ur FriEnd
aNd IT's My PlEaSsUrE tO mEeT u aT HeRe

WiTh LoVe & MiSs
^-^aNn^-^
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HI
3/8/2008 1:31 PM
迪, 23Verified Zorpian
Changchun, Jilin
China

nice to meet you
I will be very happy to be your fridend
waiting for you
on your homepage
I saw a lot of Chinese
AM chinese girl
hope you have a lucky day!
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Hello my dear friend..... How are you......
3/8/2008 10:06 AM
Cindy, 51Royal Zorpian
California
United States


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Hope all is well with you and yours...
Fells good to feel normal again, lol...
Always Cindy
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hey
3/3/2008 4:45 PM
Maly, 26Royal Zorpian
Massachusetts
United States

nice to meet you:)
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HaPpY VaLeNtiNe'S DaY tO mY DeAr FriEnD
2/14/2008 7:33 AM
aNn"安", 28Royal Zorpian Verified Zorpian
Malaysia

happy valentines day!!
happy valentines lipstick

^-^aNn^-^
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Dancing througth Zorpia, wanted to say hello......
2/11/2008 2:11 AM
Cindy, 51Royal Zorpian
California
United States

Flute
Hope all is well with you and yours..
Watch out for the nasty little pneumonia bug going around, lol.
Among the living again, lol....
Always Cindy
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Have a wonderful Saturday my friend.....
2/2/2008 5:47 PM
Cindy, 51Royal Zorpian
California
United States

The day of lover's shall soon be here, so sending you some hearts to bring you some cheer........
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Always Cindy
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How are you my friend... Surviving cold weather?
2/1/2008 7:03 AM
Cindy, 51Royal Zorpian
California
United States


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I am just getting over pneumona. I am better today, just weak and tired.....
As always Cinder
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Flitting by and wanted to say hello....
1/26/2008 10:21 AM
Cindy, 51Royal Zorpian
California
United States

Sexy Woman
As always Cinder
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