Hold my hand as i take u 4a ride
Into d thoughts dat poison my MIND
DEPREEESSSIIION widin me starts 2 arise
my eyes blend TEARS wenevr i cry
my mouth starts 2 SWEAT as i go in sane
wishin just once i can crush my brain
U SEE
The world was neva big 4me
as evry tight apace forces me 2 crawl
just as my emotions take over me,
on top of it i happn 2 fall

wat makes me d way im nm??
i need 2end all dis somhm
yet my wrist is nt small enough 2 shit @once
i cry wid pain frm d simplest touch

my most feard time of nite
is wen i wake myself up
reminisce bac in2 my memory
wonderin y?life is so fuckd up

Light fadezz in2 a sea of black
And once again i cannt sleep
SUCIDE the only thng in my mind

A mean of escape is wat i need 2find
Wat kind of life can i possibly lead??
Unless i run away nw wid all my speed

I ave d suddn urge 2DIE
I c a train passin in front of my eyes
And i dare myself 2jump
CREATIN a show 4those nearby

Just dn sumthn holds me bac
As if i were pushed off d train trackss
I lookd around but dr was nothin 2c
Yet i escapd wid faith inside me

Wateva i was in my previous life
Caused me 2escape n end my life
Give me stength 2survive dis time
Bless me mercy each and evrytim

Foldin my hand;i kneel 2d GROUND
I BOW-DOWN 2u,wud say


PLEASE-HELP GT DES THOUGHTSS OUT OF MY MIND!!!!