Journal
Saturday,Jun 11 2005, 03:11:55 PMO.H. - M.Y. - G.A.W.D
i have been bad today. positively evil. oh dear...in a few hours' time i will start WALLOWING IN GUILT...for having spent
$200
in
3
hrs

seriously. maybe i should administer a healthy dose of self-flagellation. gosh i am so vey very ashamed of myself.
should i try to scrap up some meagre form of self-defence and justification?
- not all the stuff was bought for myself! let's see...there's two for mom, one for dad and one for dear doll =)
- i was lonely shopping all by myself (gasp! all alone?! the horror!) and needed companionship in the form of some carrier bags
- i was in somewhat of a bad mood (?)
- uh...it was a sale, afterall...i'm actually saving 'cos now i won't have any cash left to buy more exp stuff during non-sale periods!
yeah right...who am i kidding?
oh dear oh dear oh dear
i really could'nt help myself! i mean, all those shops that i wouldn't even dare step into during the rest of the year...dammit. i fall fallen under the spell of brands and image.
oof. what happened to that little girl who used to abhorr shopping only five years ago? she. is. extinct.
i mean, its not even like i've got a good bod to flaunt! these tops are wasted, wasted on me man...
like, what on earth possessed me to buy that top which practically exposes all the top half of my boobs?! the tag 'warehouse' on the shirt, that's what...ugh.
at least i had enough sense left (as well as guilt) not to buy that fcuk spag top which exposes the middle half of my chest. sheesh. ahem: i dont' know what will happen if i walk pass the shop again though. ARGH!!! u see? u see?! somebody tie me to my bed now (sailor knots please!) and not release them until...when? the 31st of july? oh but could i please have a day off on the 5th of jul? teehee~
thank goodness my dad came by at ten and forcibly made me stop and go home. but oh the sale was until 2am! they've got discounts for this midnight madness sale! i missed my beeyooteeful shell accessories shop! and the merchandise there was going for 2-for-$10!
EEARGGGGHHH

