Journals
Saturday,Jan 31 2009, 12:00:21 AMNo Greater Feeling
No Greater Feeling
There is no greater feeling
than the one he gives to me
the way that he embraces me
it sets my spirit free
i feel I've always held him
so deep within my heart
I know that God had brought us here
and we will never part
There is not greater feeling
than the way he heals my soul
the way his presence catches me
he makes my spirit whole
he heals me in a way that I
never thought before
was possible, and now I fly
and feel my spirit soar
There is no greater feeling
than belonging to this man
and I will never leave him
just please him as I can
he is the first one so sincere
so honest and so genuine
to capture all my being
and I belong to him
There is no greater feeling
than to spend my life with him
to be there always by his side
this is more than just a whim
two soulmates finally meet
together for always
this love is bliss, its beyond sweet
I love him all my days......
There is no greater feeling
that to give him all my heart
Because i know this man is honest
and we will never part
It makes sense of all pain past
and I learn "no regrets" so true
because this love will always last
all roads before led me to you
Thursday,Sep 11 2008, 11:51:38 PMWhen He Loved Me
When He Loved Me
A. Maslanka © 2008
When he loved me
my heart beat fast
when he held me
I wanted it to last
when he loved me
I never felt fears
now he left me
I only have tears
When he wanted me
I felt that I belonged
When he deserted me
I felt I had been wronged
when he kissed me
my heart flew fast and free
but when he kicked me
I fell to my knees
when he loved me
I felt I waited for
this someone very special
who made me feel reborn
when he lied to me
my heart was torn too much
so many broken pieces
no one can ever touch
When he loved me
my heart was whole again
When he left me
I lost my greatest friend
When he lost me
he lost his greatest love
he spit the special gift
God sent him from above
When he loved me
I never felt fears
When he left me
it gave me only tears
when he loved me
my heart beat fast
when he held me
I wanted it to last
Now he showed me
He never wanted me
And my only prayer left to God
is to let me to be free
To take me from this life
so I can cease to be.....
Friday,Aug 29 2008, 07:03:02 AMwhen its gone
Some people don't know what they have until it goes away
they take you for granted when they ask you to stay
they don't care for your feelings just use you inside
at least I can say that I really have tried
They play with your feelings and tell you they care
but then when you need them they'll never be there
And when you go to do what is right
they tell you y ou're wrong for starting a fight
Is it better to stay and let them hurt you
use your emotions until you are through?
I think this is not a really good friend
this is the time to give it an end
no one needs someone so false in their life
their selfish actions just cut like a knife
they only think of themself in the end
and then you can see they were never your friend
They try to blame you and tell you you're wrong
but the truth is they know what they lost when its gone.....
Wednesday,Aug 20 2008, 10:27:17 PMBroken pen Broken heart
Broken pen, Broken heart
A. Maslanka © 2008
So deeply broken in so many parts
knowing that I am unseen
that I have no place inside your heart
knowing that I'll never mean
anything special that you would cherish
just a lost shadow inside
just to be something is my great wish
but this pain now I just want to hide
A pen that writes the greatest stories
slowly its ink will fade
and writing and writing what you meant to me
is just a dream that I had made
and now there is no ink inside of this pen
and no more sweet dreams left to write
just a broken will - this deed of men
and only the darkness of night
can hide the lonliness and all the pain
that leaks like the ink from this pen
the betrayal will leave me never the same
just broken and thinking of when
the heart was full as the pen that spoke
writing of such love undenied
but the heart now is empty and broke
like the pen, that day, they both died....
Tuesday,Aug 19 2008, 03:21:57 AMWorthless
Worthless
A. Maslanka © 2008
You live so long in fear
crying hurting hoping
that you will find the one
you live so long with pain
bleeding sighing dying
your heart is finally done
You finally think you find him
laughing trusing loving
that person you adore
You learn in time he's playing
lying using abusing
you cant trust anymore
You give yourself to him
wanting needing giving
you find its just useless
He only wants to use you
teasing laughing lying
and you are just worthless
He never wanted you
you were only dreaming
and you are just worthless
