just dont know the feeling....is it really real..is he the one already?i dunno been to a lot of painful experiences and yet i am trying to move on to my life and get it back...dunno what he really up to me..or something..help me...my mind is having a jolt......need to have a big break..have to wind it up again...i think....i am so defensive thinking not to be hurt again..but life itself is a gamble..and i think i should take another big challenge again...pls help me.........
