Friday,Dec 25 2009, 12:09:07 PMmissing my sayang

gosh... icant bear the feeling again. over and over. i wish everything can turn out much simpler.

M sayang~ have a good trip. i know ull miss me terribly,but i know u can survive without me. :P

dont forget my goodies. hehehe... mwahz mwahz!

anyways,its been coming a month? with u and me. and somehow everything jst seems more openly. the way u show how much u love me. even tho i dont need any proof of it. u still insists of showing them to me. hehehe....

its actually still kinda weird for me about us. i keep thinking wats going to happen next year.with our family and job..... i didnt wana mention this to you. but since my privacy is at risk. i think im going to deactivate my msn account. and create a new one. but wen i do. biasa lah. i wnt tell.

just make sure sayang.. u have to be prepared for this okay. i dont want u to be shocked. i love u. u know this. promise me wen we do have another chance with each other.  lets make sure we spend enough tine togther smpai jua muak... hehe

i love it wen u sed "bila nda jumpa,i miss u. bila dah jumpa,tmbah pulak miss." hehe~ recreated in my words. dat always keeps me smiling.

sayang M....... always take care and try to be happy.... i know ud never leave her side like me with Him. but who knows.... maybe im just the reason for u to fall in love with your wife even more. :S makes sense? hehehe....

M & A...... till? 2010? hehehe....

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Saturday,Dec 12 2009, 10:40:18 AMantah.

so.... technically. antah means i dont know or care. ive been listening to this titled song by afgan. a young indonesian male artist that has a very powerful voice and sings beautiful ballad pop songs.

anyways. shall i tell it here? but then.. who bother reading this....

so okay.... about a month ago i got hooked with a guy... who works at the same place and same profession as i am. only diff he's represnting a difrnt cmpany. he's almost 33. he has a wife and a 10 year old son. and he's a social dude. random girls. and he's got alotta experince. so as ...

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Sunday,Nov 29 2009, 08:23:46 AMcontinued~

i can seek myself thru your eyes and yet im still lost.

i can seek myself thru your voice and yet im partially deaf.

i can seek the truth of myself thru your words and yet i live a lie. ...

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