Journals
Sunday,May 29 2005, 08:29:02 AM-=[Initial hatred]=-
Good Morning to this world.. Feeling fucked up and losing myself soon.. feeling cramped up in a lifestyle unlike of that i want.. feeling dejected.. lost and feelin filled with hatred... what has one gotta do to gain respect from family and friends? what does respect means? what does love stands for? who am i to be allowed existance in this world?? im confused and i just need to scream myself out!! tell me.. what kind of person is 'perfect' what kind of human can stand perfection and live a life of happiness and sence of fulfillness in total? because i can't!! sigh.. who can i turn to release this pent up anger, fustration, hatred...
Monday,May 23 2005, 04:24:18 PM:::Initial Walk!!:::
Can't believe i actually woke up like so darn earli just to walk 10 km!! whoh hoh!! lol!! its was great fun!! loads of people plus funny character. lol!! got 1 "mummy" got heat stroke, wonder wad on earth he was thinking wrapping up like that.
hmmm.. just came back from morning bowl competition. *SOB!!* came in like 51 outta 72. Only shows i suck at bowling.. :p anyway, im like dead beat now.. wondering what new stuff is install for me tml..
Sunday,May 15 2005, 03:17:05 PM-=[initially....i wanna kill]=-
This is a fu*ked up day!! i just got my incredibly incredible super-duper, believe to be THE phone for me, my one and only MPX200 for a mere $100 bucks and just when i thought i've hitted the jack pot! i got PUNKED! B*tcH!! i mean, cant you get your own and stop taking mine!? it's like mine mine mine mine and all mine!! cuss u b*tches out thee who even thinking of taking what's not urs! not happy with what your're reading? then dont! i'll spell out for you in ye face!! freaking-goddamn-muthaf*cker!!
Wednesday,May 11 2005, 11:36:28 AM-=[Initial Breakdown..]=-
Dear god...
I'm tired of being what you want me to be
Feeling so faithless lost under the surface
Don't know what you're expecting of me ...
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Monday,May 9 2005, 02:07:23 PM-=[Initial complains...]=-
Sigh.. another useless day has passed by, unproductive by nature, obsolete by living in it.. kinda getting bored of this useless camp of mine. stuck at de same sh**hole for more than a year doing the same ol' stuff again and again.. why does singapore have to waste so much tax payers money by recruiting nsf to do nothing but sit around and smoke? i mean povety is still so high in singapore. Seems strange to use the word high doesnt it? but truely, look around us, we are all living in debts.. HDB loans, car loans, credit cards, phone bills, insurance i ...
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