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Sunday,Jun 13 2004, 03:29:17 PM:::wHohHHhhHH. ~!!!!!! dAMnN hIGH tONIGht ~!!

:::wHohHHhhHH. ~!!!!!! dAMnN hIGH tONIGht ~!! haha ~!!!:::

bEen lIke SiNGing e WhoLE niTe aT a LouNge aNd thEy aRe LikE wANtinG mOre! fElT liKe A sTar thOuGh.. hehe.. didnt kNow thaT mY voIce wAs tHat gOod! ~! =p HmmmMm.. tHouGh nOt aBLe To jOiN SINGAPORE IDOL ~!!!! bUt wIlL waIt For nExT tRy out.. NExT yeAr, hehe ~!

oH ~! mEeT 2 NeW lAdIes lAsT nIte, aCtuAlLy nOt mEt, inTroDuCE mySeLf To mY bRo's FrIenDz, vErY oUt GoInG vErY hOT ~!! haha.. bUt sTilL pReFeR thIs One CaLleD sKyE, haha.. vERY cUte aNd dUnNo whY, jUz FeLt cOmfORTablE wiTh HeR..hAha.. wOnDer iF sHe's AtTAcHed oR noT *bLeaH* dAMn bItCH ~!! iM iN lOVe! ^^

Monday,Jun 7 2004, 12:47:44 PMtHEre ~! aLlz niCely Done up and STuFf.bEtTer

tHEre ~! aLlz niCely Done up and STuFf.bEtTer wAlLpaPer HuH?.

now iN a rm... ColD daRk and lOnely... jUz dE coM and mYseLf... toDaY itZ another day that have passed.. knowing that have grown a bit wiser.. but still de past haunts me... mistakes that i have made.. people i have let down... WADEVER!!! lOl ~!! toDayz de WakEup day for soMe thing inTerestin happenEd during one of my ExErciSe. oBeY de RuL3s of da gaMe, buT wheN ruLez get toO sTriCt, BREAK THEM! itz like, somehow when you believe someone truthfully, and try to commit one into perfection, seemed that tendency of tht sOmeone tUrning AgaInst you ItZ damn hIHG, toOk me A wHilE to ReAliSe waD a hYpoCriTe hE iZ.. rEally RegReT..

mY cuRrEnt? well.. sHe juz Seems tat de WorLD itz hers for thE tAkIng.. haha.. SImPLy uNSTOpPAblE. nICE AtTiTudE ~! buT juz seem that verY bOring.... heehee.. sOmehOW im StiLL not gIvin up on her... JUZ soMEthing aBt her.. kinda rEmIndz me oF "something Abt mAry" lol ~!!

noW hAving mY couSinZ crYiN and ScrEamIn at My PLACE ~!! URGH ~!! dRIvin me NuTZ ~!!! haiZ.. gOTta go ComfORt him aGaIn... (-_-")

Saturday,Jun 5 2004, 11:11:46 AMDear friend, [IMAGE] Please spend 1 minute...

Dear friend,

 
Please spend 1 minute to read this, it's very meaningful.
 
When the bus come, you look at it and you said to yourself, "eeee... so full...cannot sit down one". So you said to yourself, "I'll wait for the next one." so you let the bus go and waited for the second bus.
 
Then the second bus came, you looked at it and you said, "eeee...this bus so old...surely very uncomfortable one." So you let the bus go and decided to wait for the next bus.
 
After a while, another bus came. It's not crowded and not old but you said, "eeee... no air-con one...and the weather is so warm, better wait for the next one." So again you let the bus go and decided to wait for the next bus.
 
Then the sky started to get dark as it is getting late.
 
You panicked and jump on to the next on coming bus. It is not until much later that you found out that you had boarded on to the wrong bus! So you wasted your time and money waiting for what you want!
 
Even if an aircon bus came, can you ensure that the aircon bus won't break down or will the aircon be too cold for you?
 
So people...(mostly girls but guys too!) want to make sure that what you want is not wrong. But it wouldn't hurt to give other people a chance, right?  If you found that the "bus" doesn't suit, you just press the red button and get off the bus!
 

But wait...I am sure all of you have this experienced before. You saw a bus is coming (the bus you want of course) you flagged it and the driver acted blur by pretending not seeing you and zoomed pass you!
 
The bottom line of being loved is like waiting for a bus and whether you want to get on the bus and give the bus a chance depends totally on you and walking alone is just like being out of love.
 
If you love someone set him/her free.
If he/she comes back to you, you know they're yours. If they don't then it was never meant to be.
 
Remember to always say what you mean.
If you love someone, tell. Don't be afraid to express yourself.
 
Reach out and tell someone what they mean to you. Because when you decide that it is the right time, it might be too late.
 
Seize the day.
 
Never have regrets.
 
And most importantly, stay close to your friends and family, for they have helped make you the person that you are today.
 
Pass this along to your friends. It could make a difference.
 
The difference between doing all that you can or having regrets which may stay with you forever.
 
Friendship is never an accident. It is always the result of high intentions, sincere effort, intelligent direction and skillful execution. It represents the wise choice of many alternatives.
 
And remember.... Keep Smiling....coz... "Of All Things You Wear, Your Smile Is As love returns to me, As I return to you, As love returns to us.
 
I guess this is really wondeful and make a lot of sense.

Friday,Jun 4 2004, 03:38:17 PMbitch.. such a lousy day... now talking to...

bitch.. such a lousy day... now talking to my ex.. complaining abt being broke.. haha, still owe her money though, but de stuff i bought for her.. hmmm.. think can cover up lah.. LOL..

Worse still... my current girl is such a bore.. cant stand her.. dunno if she's happy or sad.. i mean, come to think of it, would u choose a nice hot meal your partner bought for you or some packed economic rice since lunch some other guys bought.. ? either she's in love with that guy if not im not her cup of tee.. bitch ~! dun understand women... saying one thing and meaning another..

just dun understand.. how could they switch hearts so fast.. and so insincere... haiz.. please tell me....