Journals
Friday,May 23 2008, 06:53:17 AMFriday, May 23 2008
I immediately regret deleting my past journal entries since I first joined this site..
Now I know the feeling of lost nostalgia - self inflicted upon myself..
Reading how I behaved, what I liked, how I responded to people; I edited my profile to fit my current stature has already given me some of that nostalgim.. anyways
It's been over 3 years I think; and the relative time 3 years is for a 15 year old, to suddenly become an 18 year old has dawned on me to be something I would not have imagined all those years ago.
I won't be talking in riddles anymore, it's just stupid; and my hopes that my messages and feelings going out to someone, anyone infact, would be sought in vain..
Right now I'm just skimming through in highschool, not really caring about what I get in regards to grades; I find I'm still as antisociable as ever - I think that everything I've ever wanted I've finally found something to simulate those elements- some people may find it disgusting or a waste of time. But it's all a matter of opinion and circumstances I believe.
I used to jump to the chance of making an off joke with school friends, or do something really spontaneous, but now I feel wry and cringed up;
I got accepted to a college in Sudbury for Music studies / Piano , so I'll be most likely attending in september..
I hope all goes well with anyone familiar with me, for now :-) cya.