Saturday,Oct 30 2004, 11:27:00 PMmonday. again. man that sux x.x" anywayz, i...

monday. again. man that sux x.x" anywayz, i pinched this off serena coz she'll let me...right? :D btw stop ditching moi in PRS :) hehe jkin, gurl. gawd..im bored, im sure u can tell. and jus a word of warning to whoeva's doing this little survey is that 'i think there's much more to life than a little question survey, so dun be as sad as me and spend 3 hrs on it doing hmk at the same time'

thank you for your cooperation. lol, btw if u can, fill this survey in. it's not a total waste, u kw. :]

name. vai jun

+ birthday. september 4th
+ nicknames. vj, started from judy i think
+ location. hong kong...duh
+ what are you doing right now? this survey...?? and hmk. yea how sad.
+ what are you wearing? a pink shirt and shorts
+ do you like your neighbors? i hav neighbors?
+ whats your magic number. 1, 4, 7, 8, 26
+ do you smoke or do drugs.? nope


FAVORITES/BEST

+ color. pink, crimson, violet, indigo and blue green
+ friend. sophia, edwina, avena, pam, serena, emily, emily, ada, josie, cera, chia, um...dun worry, i luv you all :)
+ car. honda and mercedes
+ food. CHOCOLATE. chocolate and more chocolate. :9
+ drink. chocolate...something. either milk, milkshake, hot, with marshmallows..anything
+ store. department stores :)
+ outfit. depends reli..
+ song. i listen to a wide variety.
+ singer. avril, stacie, michelle b n lots others
+ movie. i dno, quite a lot actually
+ pair of socks. my pink and white with 69 on them..:P
+ saying. 'i love you.' :)
+ animal. catz..meow

WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU...

+ showered. yesterday
+ kissed some one. can't remember
+ went to a movie. the day b4 yesterday
+ cried. yesterday at 12
+ talked on the phone. jus then, still talking
+ paged someone. neva
+ lied. hmm..i..er..:D
+ cheated on someone. i dun think i did on purpose. i hope..
+ ate nerds. last month
+ drank welchs grape juice abt a week ago, kinda stopped and went back to chocolate
+ watched the country channel. excuse me? :P
+ shaved ANY part of you body and what part. HELL NO...duh

RANDOM 

+ what did you do on Halloween.  wenta soph's house for trick or treatin
+ whats your favorite Scary movie. errrrrr i prefer to watch those with someone
+ do you belive in magic. nope but it's nice
+ whats your favorite magazine.  ELLEgurl
+ whats your middle name.  errr i think u all kw
+ favorite Disney character. NEMO and dory
+ what brand of deodorant do you use. the international FA
+ do you like Pickles. on burgers, yes
+ do you have a website. nopeee
+ do you have your own phone line. mobile..well, i hav a phone in my room, does that count? no i dun fink so.
+ your thoughts on abortion. depends actualli
+ what do you want for christmas. mini ipod :) coz ipods dun hav pink
+ what do you want to do with your life. fulfill all my life targets
+ would you ever get plastic surgery if so on what. errr..how abt NO
+ last time you went to the bowling alley. dun reli go bowling
+ what perfume/cologne do you wear. dun wear perfume...yet
+ do you like jell-o if so what flavor. STRAWBERRIII or mango
+ brand of toothpaste. colgate silver
+ last time you went to the doctor. my dad's a doctor here..
+ do you have a credit card: hahaa yea
+ do you love your mom. of course!
+ ever taken ballet.  lol when i was small yea
+ favoite juice. APPLE or orange
+ most attracitve person.  i'll choose not to answer this one *skip plz*
+ last book you read...sixsational
+ white, dark, or milk choclate. dun care, i LUV CHOCOLATE
+ ever died your hair. yea but i didnt like it
+ What brand shampoo. herbal essences and vs sassoon
+ thing you hate most about your body. my legs, man..=.="
+ last time you smoked. NEVER
+ last thing you bought. pam's b-day present, lol not tellin yet

MORE RANDOM

+ are you stressd out...if so from what. all sorts of things, life sux
+ what do you wear to the beach. summer clothez
+ do you belive in angels. lol, i am one, well LIKE one. :) no1's parfait (perfect in french if u dun kw)
+ would you ever join the army. nope
+ do you want a puppy. KITTY, gawd are ppl kitty-ist or something?? :D
+ Favorite icing. CHOCOLATE
+ last time you were scared. some things remain private
+ by what? dis question's weird
+ last party you went to. soph's bro's halloween party
+ what detergent do you use. i dno
+ what fabric softner do you use. wtf
+ are your nails real or fake.  i think they're real thank you
+ do you work out.  hm kinda yea
+ are u muscular.  i'll skip this too
+ do you take a lot of pictures. YEP, photographic skills need practising
+ favorite tv show. friends, queer eye
+ last time you were sick. er long time
+ butter or margerine. butter on toast
+ your feelings on mcdonald chicken nuggets. thumbs up
+ do you belilve in santa claus. no, dun like fat ppl smashin down my roof
+ do you go to a tanning bed. nope
+ do you have a car. i will...a few years later
+ do you have your licence? no
+ how do you get around. walking. er, by car, train, lotsa things.
+ are you dissatisfied with your hair color.  im proud of my own hair colour :)
+ what kind of jewlry do you wear. bracelets, ring and mayb a necklace if i can find the one i want :D
+ do you have a cellphone number? yep
+ favorite kind of gum. extra, any flavour
+ would you ever get a tatoo. nooo :)

EVEN MORE RANDOM 

+ do you like coffee? i like cappucino, tried espresso, havent tried frappucino, whateva that is :D but coffee's nice
+ favorite lip gloss. dun use lip gloss..
+ do you wear a watch.  nope, haven't found one im satisfied with yet
+ sunglasses. nah :P unless if it's super hot
+ ever use nair....if so where? nair? wth?
+ ever been to the mall of america. sounds big, haha i wanna go now
+ are you online a lot. nearly 24/7

MORE

+ number of times I have been in love. actually onli once, like truly :)
+ number of times I have had my heart broken. a lot
+ number of hearts I have broken. i dno
+ number of boys I have kissed. skip this
+ number of girls I have kissed. a few, mainly cousins
+ number of continents I have lived in.  two
+ number of drugs taken illegally. NONE, is this person obsessed abt drugs??
+ number of people I would classify as true, could trust with my life type friends. 6, u neva kw when ppl turn away. that number is onli for the ppl who hav never let me down b4 :)
+ number of people I consider my enemies. not reli ENEMIES..everyone has their good sides actually, well except 2 ppl i kw..
+ number of people from high school that I stayed in contact with.  umm..
+ number of cd's that I own. 19 mayb, i download more
+ number of piercings. none, im still 'whole'
+ number of tattoos. none, not plannin to get any
+ number of times my name has appeared in the newspaper. haha no
+ number of scars on my body. well..got three small ones on my upper arm
+ number of things in my past that I regret. im sure everyone will answer countless here..as i said..life sux

end to quiz. now gimme pwops plz and if you can, fill this in yurself! :) even if it did took me such a fckin long time.

Thursday,Oct 28 2004, 07:58:00 AM"Miss You" Westlife I can't sleep, I just...

"Miss You" Westlife

I can't sleep,
I just can't breathe,
when your shadow is all over me baby,
Don't wanna be,
a fool in your eyes,
Cause what we had was built on lies,

And when our love seems to fade away,
Listen to me hear what I say,

I don't wanna feel,
the way that i do,
I just wanna be,
right here with you,
I don't wanna see,
see us apart,
I just wanna say it straight from my heart,
I miss you.....

What would it take,
for you to see,
To make you understand,
that i'll always believe, (always believe)
You and i,
can make it through,
And i still know,
I can't get over you,

Cause when our love seems to fade away,
Listen to me hear what I say,

I don't wanna feel,
the way that I do,
I just wanna be,
right here with you,
I don't wanna see,
see us apart,(see us apart)
I just wanna say it straight from my heart,
oh baby i miss you,
i do...

Cause when our love always fades away,
Listen to me hear what I say,

I don't wanna feel,
the way that i do,
I just wanna be,
right here with you,
I don't wanna see,
see us apart, (oh no ,see us apart)
I just wanna say it straight from my heart,
I miss you, i miss you,
i do...

I don't wanna feel,
the way that I do, (the way that i do)
I just wanna be, (just wanna be)
right here with you, (right here with you)
I don't wanna see, (don't wanna see)
See us apart,(see us apart oh baby)
I just wanna say it straight from my heart
oh baby i miss you,
i do...

JUST TO MAKE THINGS STR8 :-

#1. it was NOT built on lies.

#2. and it's so NOT fading :)

#3. thx for the dedication.

#4. get online plz.

Sunday,Oct 24 2004, 10:38:00 PMmonday. i hate mondays. waking up so early....

monday. i hate mondays. waking up so early. yuck. +.+" anywayz 2day was BOR-ing. i couldve fallen asleep in front of the economics video. jus dreamin away...:] hm, wat abt? i dno. anything i couldve daydreamed, and my fav stuff...er, i dno anything reli specific rite now.

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thank you for everything you did and said to me. im glad u know or realized. i cherish the times i spent with you and i hope our frdship won't fade. anywhere we are, i'll always remember you. i felt the best when i was with you. and i also felt the worst. i went through my troubles by telling you. i have tried everything to talk or if i actually tried to make a true effort, to look at you. but how can i miss every chance that i had? why did i put my head down whenever i had a chance to talk? when i think back, i regret it. if i could just relive my moments with you, it would turn out so much better. how could've i let it jus past like this? i was planning to tell you of course, but how can i? a bright red tomato can't speak, and neither can i. but the day and moments i spent with you will alwayz be in me. why didnt i do something? something reasonable? why did i feel so unsignificant, so unnoticed? like a left-over tomato...that time i was waiting for you to say something but why did we both stay quiet? was it me? or was it you? i was disappointed when i went away, my day was nice but that was the tiny little hitch. we just talked normally and made a fool out of ourselves while in my mind, i waited for you to say something. it spins in my mind around all the time. i hav to spill it out someday at sometime, and probably this is the moment to do it. i know im never really admittive when i'm on the phone, i KNOW i go red really easily and i know you'd laugh if i did right now. i enjoyed my half-term with you and all those really weird questions of yours. but to make myself clearer than ever, i shouldve said so and that time i couldn't do anything coz...well, i hav this gr8 big barrier against confessions, embarrassment and me. it's not that i h8 you. i just wanted to know earlier.

one day i'll come and find you. :)

Thursday,Oct 21 2004, 07:25:00 PM"Everywhere" Michelle Branch Turn it inside...

"Everywhere" Michelle Branch

Turn it inside out so I can see
The part of you that's driftin over me
cause when I look you're never there
but when I sleep you're everywhere
You're everywhere

Tell me how I got this far
Tell me why you're here and who you are
Cause everytime I look
You're never there
And everytime I sleep
You're always there

Cause you're everywhere to me
And when I close my eyes
It's you I see
You're everything I know
That makes me believe
I'm not alone

I recognized the way you make me feel
It's hard to think that you might not be real
I sense it now the water's getting deep
I try to wash the pain away from me
Away from me

Cause you're everywhere to me
And when I close my eyes
It's you I see
You're everything I know
That makes me believe
I'm not alone....
I'm not alone

When I touch your hand
It's then I understand
The beauty lies within
It's now that we begin
You always light my way
Whenever comes a day
No matter where I go
I always feel you so

Cause you're everywhere to me
And when I close my eyes
It's you I see
You're everything I know
That makes me believe
I'm not alone...

You're everywhere to me
And when I catch my breath
It's you I breathe
You're everything I know
That makes me believe
I'm not alone.....

And you're everyone I see,
So tell me, do you see me?

okay, where's the brainwash now? =.=" i seriously need one here, unless if someone alerts me of a mind replacement then that would be fine too.

does ANYthing go right in this world?? no. i guess not.

Wednesday,Oct 20 2004, 08:08:00 AMfound this on a mail my australian frd sent...

found this on a mail my australian frd sent me, not all of them is true but sum do make u feel a bit better. not a lot. but a bit is better than none, i suppose. if u read all of it, i'll say congrats but if u didnt, then jus leav a prop :]

Think about them one at a time BEFORE going on to the

next one...

>IT DOES MAKE YOU FEEL GOOD, especially the 2 thoughts at

the end.

>

>

>

>1. Falling in love.  

>2. Laughing so hard your face hurts.    

>3. A hot shower in winter.    

>4. No lines at the supermarket    

>5. A special glance at the person you love.

>6. Receiving a letter.

>7. Taking a drive on a pretty road..

>8. Hearing your favorite song on the radio.

>9. Lying in bed listening to the rain outside.

>10. Hot towels fresh out of the dryer.

>11. Chocolate milkshake. (or vanilla or strawberry!)

>12. A bubble bath.

>13. Giggling, for girls probably.

>14. A good conversation.

>15. A good beach party.

>16. Finding a 20 dollar bill in your coat from last

winter.

>17. Laughing at a good joke.

>19. Midnight phone calls that last for hours.

>20. Running through sprinklers.

>21. Laughing for absolutely no reason at all.

>22. Having someone tell you that you're beautiful.

>23. Laughing at an inside joke.

>24. Friends.

>25. Accidentally overhearing someone say something

nice about you

>26. Waking up and realizing you still have a few

hours left to sleep.

>27. Your first kiss (either the very first or with a

new partner).

>28. Making new friends or spending time with old

ones.

>29. Playing with a new pet.

>30. Having someone play with your hair.

>31. Sweet dreams.

>32. Hot chocolate on a snowy day.

>33. Road trips with friends.

>34. Swinging on swings.

>35. Making eye contact with a cute stranger.

>36. Making chocolate chip cookies.

>37. Having your friends send you homemade cookies.

>38. Holding hands with someone you care about.

>39. Running into an old friend and realizing

>that some things (good or bad) never change.

>40. Watching the __expression on ! someone's face

>as they open a much desired present from you.

>41. Watching the sunrise.

>42. Knowing that somebody misses you.

>43. Getting a hug from someone you care about deeply.

>44. To love someone and realize they feel the same.

>45. Knowing you've done the right thing,

>no matter what other people think.

btw, i don't want anyone screwing up MY hair :) jus to make a clear point. and also, i hav no idea if vanilla milkshakes taste good or not.